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cyrilbanana
Status: im taking lessons on how not to beg for sex.
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Profile: ?i have bad manners. ?i am a rebel without a cause. ?i play devils advocate ALL the time. I have a hard time agreeing with people. ?i’m insecure but i act like i am better than everyone. ?i hate my hair. it’s stupid. i constantly cut it because i get bored. ?i have no motivation to clean or help around the house. ?i’m judgemental. ?i’m cynical. i have no desire to be in a relationship or marry. my friends are having kids. i feel like it’s something not necessary in my life. sometimes i think i might be jealous that they’re ready to start their lives and i’m not. ?i hate my legs. and it’s not attractive. ?i’m poor. ?i have a hard time going to my classes. i end up making poor grades because its so hard. and i give up too easily. ?i never take the easy way out. when things are offered to me i turn them down. ?i try to fish compliments out of people to make myself feel better. ?i have anxiety that feels like it’s taking over my life. ?i don’t like the things i used to like. ?i smoke too much. ?i am scared to work out. i am scared of the gym. ?i depend on people for my happiness. ?i’ve been reclusive lately though. i am not happy doing the same old bullcrap i’ve been doing since high school. ?i am scared of overworking myself and getting sick. ?i am scared to travel. ?i can’t save money. ?i get annoyed and frustrated easily. ?i give up easily. ?i know what i want from life but i can’t figure out the steps i need to take in order to make them happen. ?i don’t have a lot of close friends. ?i let guys take advantage of me. ?i drink too much. ?i don’t care about my appearance like i used to. ?i have a wart. and it’s grossing me out. but i am scared of removing it. ?i need to take better care of my things. ?i am a hypochondriac. ?i feel like nobody understands me when i tell them my health symptoms. my doctor has told me repeatedly i am depressed but i refuse to believe that is what is wrong with me and i refuse to take meds for depression. ?i am probably in denial. ?i can’t follow rules. i feel they don’t pertain to me. ?i hate my knees. ?i dont have good metabolism. ?i feel like my parents hate me. ?i talk too much. ?i don’t trust anyone and not many people trust me. ?i don’t like life the way i used too. i’m too stressed and allow it to affect every area of my life. ?most girls hate me. and i hate them. i rarely get along with them. ?i can be too sarcastic. ?i procrastinate and make excuses. ?i go to sleep way in the AM, and get up in the PM. ?i wish I put my ideas into action more. ?i need more self control! ?i waste too much of my life on the computer playing spider solitare. ?i am on AIM too much. ?i say “glamorous” too much. ?i say “gorgeous” too much. ?i am single. Likes: ?Im half Keron and half Pekopon. I like to drink beer out of the cans and I watch Sgt. Keroro in my skivves, and uh, my dog, he likes to watch too, and he has a sip of beer too. I like school because my mom giving me allowance. I used to hate my brother so much, but now I hate Kim the most. Kim was really mean. One day he saw me riding in a motor bike and said Im look like a frog. He laughed at me and I cried. I love my dog even though it pooed on my bed last night. I wrapped the poo up in a sock and threw it in the garbage. My mom asked what the smell was and I told her it was my dirty socks. I hate to have socks on, while I sleep, but it doesn't bother me when I wear shoes. Shoes don't bother me. I love my father too, but he is hardly ever at home. He makes a lot of money and has nice jewelry. When I grow up, I want to be Firelady. I hope Kim's house is on fire and I get called because i won't help him unless he says he is sorry. That's my life story up until now. Describe myself? My feet are very big and my toenails are pussy red. I have a humungous hole where my two front teeth should be. My eyes are chocolate brown. I like to eat thick hamburgers especially with toasted buns. And eating rocky road ice creams with tomato catsup toppings. Im kind.. Well not to everyone. Kim is mean so I avoid him. I watch Hannah Montana but I hate Miley Cyrus. I can make this weird cricket noise where I can scream as high as I can and as loud as I can while I roll my tongue, it's hilarous and kinda freaky, whenever I do it, everybody around me stops dead in their tracks and goes.. "Wow! Do it again!" and it gets annoying, too bad you can't hear it, you'll be missing out. And oh, I can peel banana with my toes. I have to admit I have my quirks. And I hate Kim.I like to light up candles and blow them out over and over again. (And it doesn't have to be my birthday.) I love anything that has the Banana flavor in it like cake, candy, bread, pudding, smoothies. Ask me to eat a real Banana, no fricking way. Ewww.. I haven't changed my nailpolish since summer. I behave like a Psycho, everyone says I talk too fast, everytime I say something, I have to repeat it. Everyone's always ask how I do it, and ask my friends how do they understand me. It's doesn't seem like I talk fast, but when I hear myself on a recorder or something, I see what everyone is talking about then. I hate it, but everyone thinks it's funny. Err.. That's it. Dislikes: Favorite Music: Link 1: http://www.friendster.com/cyrilbanana
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