I'm just your average metal chick, i host the metal section for a site called gorewhores (www.xfallenangelx666.ning.com). i love life i have a son and a husband. I'm easy going and like to have a laugh, I'm a dumb ass, i cant spell for shit and I'm not making a effort for you i like writing monoselabic hehe, i tend to ramble a bit or not make any sense at all but thats ok because i understand myself. I'm very laid back most days I'm just jeans and a band shirt i end up looking like a bum and iv been told i smell on numerous occasions so thats saying something hahaha. I'm very contradicting, but isn't life after all? i believe in peace and love but i can appreciate the beauty of hate its a very powerful emotion but most use blind hatred, useless hate is like a gun without a bullet, if its used properly you can do anything, but never let it consume you, i believe in balance you must appreciate the dark things in life and your impending death to truly embrace and live life. I cant stand serious people or dramatic people its ok to be a bit serious now and then but i cant stand people who looked down on those who have no shame and just enjoying life, life is here to be lived so have some fun, you dont need lots of money or a white picket fence you dont need some office job to feel complete in your life even if your just a burger boy for macca's if your content on your life then be happy dont try to act all straight laced just because everyone thinks that everyone must make something of themselves and its apart of normal society to wanna have a carreer and play happy families. i can come off as a bitch at times to some as if I'm snooty, but when you get every tom, dick and harry saying hello its hard to reply back to everyone. i don't get along with girls very well but the ones i do i have very special bonds with, I'm more of a boys person i love sports not watching them but playing em. i love the out doors camping, fishing, bush walking etc. i write a lot, a write lyrics and poetry I'm currently writing a novel which will be a best seller one day all i gotta do is learn to spell a bit better ha ha, my novel will be the rebirth of horror novels to long has it been since we have had a decent bone chilling novel its all crime novels these days i mean there ok but enough already I'm sick of crime and war novels. I'm a very ambitious person a bit to much at times i wanna do everything i wanna be a hair dresser, a metal review writer, a tattoo artist, a wildlife photographer, a art teacher at a university, a novelist, i wanna own my own metal store/goth store/café, i wanna be a model and i wanna be in a metal band, i just don't know were to start haha. Come chat, leave a comment and ill try my best to answer asap cya.
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metal junk food weed booz smokes animals writing drawing painting playing sports hate (its a beautiful emotion)
Begin the morning by saying to thyself, I shall meet with the busy-body, the ungrateful, arrogant, deceitful, envious, unsocial. All these things happen to them by reason of their ignorance of what is good and evil. But I who have seen the nature of the good that it is beautiful, and of the bad that it is ugly, and the nature of him who does wrong, that it is akin to me, not only of the same blood or seed, but that it participates in the same intelligence and the same portion of the divinity, I can neither be injured by any of them, for no one can fix on me what is ugly, nor can I be angry with my kinsman, nor hate him MY MAN~love you lots hun, your sweet, kind, strong minded and so hateful towards everyone i love that about you. Your the biggest metal head i know with your endless knowledge haha, ill love you till were old and gray. so no one bother trying anything i found my hunk and im not interested in you. MY SON~he is the greatest thing that happened to me, he has brought me heaps of laughs and a lot of smiles. BEST FREIND EYEZA~most funniest chick ever and very kind MY LIL SIS- most goregous chick ever very funny very bubbly has way to much energy i want some, id be rich if i could bottle it up and sell it haha.
Dislikes
shit stains dumb asses slipknot dani filth oops i mean cradle of filth(hidden joke there) my chemical ass fart(mcr) park way drive metro station 47 If you listen to these and consider yourself a metal head please go shoot yourself because non of em is even considered metal beside cradle of filth.
Favorite Music
cannibal corpse, zyklon, emperor, god dethroned, usurper, meads of asphodel, severe torture, emperor, immortal, nattefrost, superjoint ritual, ackercocke, chthonic, decapitated, lord belial, burzum, old funeral, anal vomit, venom, swallow the sun, rotting christ, my dying bride, napalm death, cryptopsy, wintersun, hate eternal, bal sagoth, angelcorpse, carpathian forest.
Metal of course, I'm very very picky with my metal i will not listen to crap metal no matter how popular you tell me they are or that at least there guitarist is ok well to me metal true HEAVY heavy metal is the over all band the guitars, bass, drums and vocals are all equally as talented and as fast as each other, there is nothing more beautiful than a band who has extremely fast erratic texture to there music yet can make it all work together make it sync like there all just one person thats true beauty, the heaviness of death metal the synchronized sway with the grunty bass and fast double kick of the drums, the pure brutality and rawness of black metal its intricate melodies and passion, the haunting brutality of doom metal, the old school feel of grindcore..... great now iv gotten myself all wet... excuse me....
but as you can tell metal is a big part of me its not just some music i like to listen to in the background, its my passion my life the feelings i get when i hear it, take wintersun for example when i listen to it my heart fastens my mind lightens i feel this power this glory inside me and all i can do is close my eyes and just smile. Music is one of the greatest creations man kind has ever made. There are a lot of drama in the metal world at the moment because of the invasion of the emo everyone is pointing fingers saying he is fake and I'm a true metal head then you get people who are getting angry at the people who say they listen to true metal, yes we are having a over run of shit bands trying to wear wolfs clothes and look like a metal head thats why everyone is getting protective of the traditional ways of metal, i must admit I'm one of those people who hassle others about there legitimacy in the metal world but thats because iv been a true believer in that if you have the balls to be a metal head to go against the grain then don't half ass about it, don't get confused and get all sad because metal is about power and strength, endurance to take on the world. but in saying all that ill also admit because of this drama its turning true metal heads on other true metal heads we forget there are millions of genre and sub genre and sub sub genres in metal we have everyones tastes covered just because you may be into death metal and someone else is into black metal that doesn't make them fake that makes you two wicked ass traditional metal heads its the ones that listen to nothing but the half ass bands you get all over video hits that are the fakes, be accepting to others tastes as long as its metal its all good...
well thats my rant about nothing haha thats ok not many are probably reading this hell i rarely read profiles its all shit i will learn anyway. so if anyone did read it just stop for a minute clear your mind and all that confusion i just created should wash away.
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