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confusedlilemo
Suck my dick, and call me Master, Bitch!
Status: Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel, like you're nothing, less than perfect. [View Updates]
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Latest Journal Entry: Goals when I'm 18 July 10, 2011, 02:19pm
Profile: ADD ME: http://www.myspace.com/imuglybutsowat AIM- confusedlilemo FACEBOOK- http://www.facebook.com/sampson.jessica FORMSPRING http://www.formspring.me/sampsonus yahoo- sampsonus -------------- FAQ!! READ THIS BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING! 1.Can we meet? -No. I don't meet people over the Internet. 2.Can I have your number? -If I feel like giving you my number, then you can, otherwise, no you cannot 3.Got a webcam? -Not at the moment. 4.Can you date me and your girlfriend? - No. I'm not a cheater, nor am I polyamorous. 5.What type of music do you like? - Mostly anything. 6.Can I add you? Sure. I accept anybody. This is where I say I'm proud of my sexual orientation, but I don't think sexuality defines me. I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of 27 years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hatin society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson" - IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG, PUT THIS ON YOUR PROFILE" I'm Jessica. But DON'T EVER CALL ME THAT! Call me Jess! I'm 17(October 8th is the big day :).I live in Philadelphia.I'm bisexual. I have a girlfriend and I love her more than anything in the world. I was born with something called hydropcephilus, or "water in the brain" I have 2 thin straws called VP Shunts going from the left side of my head down to my stomach. They were orginally on the right side but the doctors moved them to the left side a little later. Thats why I have 2 scars on my tummy. I'm arrogant, a bitch, a lowlife, a nobody, a piece of shit. The people I tend to get along with are the "weirdos " of society. I get along with rarely anybody. I keep to mostly myself. I do not consider myself an emo, goth, prep, jock, or any other stereotype out there. I am ME and that's all I will ever be. I curse like a sailor. I don't give a flying FUCK what you people think of me. Insults have no affect on me whatsoever. I've been called every name in the book. Even by my own family. Ask me anything you want to know about me. I do not lie. I am the youngest of 4 children. I have an older sister,and two older brothers. My dad died 9-28-08 .Let him Rest In Peace. I live with my mom and her boyfriend(my dad's brother-in-law, who I cant stand at all. I am a very outspoken person. I always speak my mind, And I could care less if it gets me in trouble or not. Add me if you want. Likes: My friends, tolerant people( I don’t know a lot), GOOD music, not RAP. Rap is not music. It is POETRY....Techno music, music I can dance to, COLORING, I like texting, but I rarely give my phone number out to people. Making new friends, talking to people, interesting people, homosexuals :D, lesbians, bisexuals, transexuals I like being isolated. Being in large crowds makes me aggervated, I’m not scared to be in large crowds, I just don’t like them. My girlfriend <3, the smell of gasoline, cucumber-melon scent, gothics, emo's, converse sneakers, the Internet, pickles, black olives, fruit scents, bananas, most movies with Will Farrel in it, the way blood taste, the scent of Axe products, Red Spice products, most cologne scents. Breathing. Living. Friends. Meeting new people. People like me. People who don't try to shove religion down my throat. Being sarcastic. Jeff Dunham, Dane Cook, and Gabriel Inglecias are my favorite comedians. Things I can dance to, things that make me want to get up &dance, country, r&b, rap, rock, alternative, basically any music I'll give a try. Although I may not always enjoy it. I love British, Italian, and Irish accents <33. They are such a turn on to me :D Dislikes: Dave Chappelle, Jay Leno, Tosh.0, Jon Stewart The Beatles, Homophobes, preppy bitches, bitchy preps, concieted people, UGLY conceited people. Clingy people. Clean freaks, people who think their all that and a bag of chips. People who can't type a grammatically correct sentence to save their fucking lives. Flashy profiles, people doing the SAME EXACT POSE in EVERY picture! GET A NEW POSE! Followers. Religion. Movies. Television. Steroetypes. Labels. When My Internet does not want to work. Disrespectful people. Shitty music. Having long nails/hair. High heels. Skirts. Low-cut shirts. Straight legged jeans. Matching socks. Leggings. Girls who think leggings are pants. Tight clothing- I like to breathe. Sea food, Posers, Fakes, Assholes, RAP, pink things, those new scary movies coming out(they're not good. It's all predicitable what's going to happen). Girly girls, my mom, my family, drugs, people who use drugs, insects, rapists, pedos, molesters, sunlight, public places, six packs, muscle freaks, body builders, chest hair, beards, mustaches, goatees. People who act "ghetto." There's nothing attractive about showing what color boxers you have on. If you're wearing a damn belt, it should HOLD YOUR PANTS UP! NOT WEIGH THEM DOWN! People who show their money, flashy people, white people who try SO HARD to be black-please do us all a favor, AND DON'T DO THAT! It's embarassing to your own race. It gives us all a bad name. Perverts. Creepers. Stalkers. People who try and bring other people down. People who tease hobos-they're people too, you know? Most shows on MTV, shows on tv that show idiots doing dangerous things and they WONDER why parents of teens who renact these stunts get sued, the smell of flowers, girl perfume(it gags me), animal abusers, country accents, southern accents. Birthdays Holidays. Getting older. ppl wh0o0o typ3 lyk3 d15. 1t b3 ann0y1ngg tryna f1gur3 0ut wat u tryna 5ay y0o0o0!... <-- dont talk to me like that EVER, if you had common sense and a decent vocabulary, you wouldn't talk like that. THERE'S LETTERS ON THE KEYBOARD FOR A FUCKING REASON USE THEM! Favorite Music: Anything I can dance to. I like to dance and find a rythem of some sort to a beat. I like some rap(eminem mainly his old stuff.) Fall out boy, P!ATD, britney spears(yes, who cares?), old school shit like N*SYNC, Backstreet boys, Country(some of it) some rock songs, very few screamo/metal songs. I dont chase after certain bands. And i don't like just one genre of music. I like a wide spread of different music types. I like music that I can express myself. I hate Lil wayne, and anything like that stupid shit that is sadly called "music". What they do is not MUSIC. It is POETRY! Except with a rythem behind it.Link 1: http://www.formspring.me/sampsonus Link 2: http://www.facebook.com/sampson.jessica Link 3: http://www.myyearbook.com/confusedlilemo
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