That verse I just posted, I wrote from Johnny's point of view- at least what I perceive of it.
The curtains come from the picture titled "Lost Thought" in my gallery. He had a dream of me in a wedding dress- and the imagery of that came from the material of those curtains.
The story behind that picture is of me looking out the window, waiting for him to show- and take me away from my mother and all the emotional pain I go through with her.
The hospitalized part was when I first told him I loved him- he had a stroke. The verse is just a mix of things.
Maybe slut was the wrong word but it does show that they have little to no self respect. And I'm talking about privately giving nudes to someone. I mean using your hands as a bra and posting the picture publicly. It's tasteless.
I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do 
