be reguler and ordinary in your life. so that you may be violent and original in your work.
Status: aha, i know you want me, ill do that thing you taught me xD
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Sex: male Age: 20 Location: Ashford / Kent,
United Kingdom
Member since: February 15, 2010 Account: Free Account Orientation: Bi-curious Status: Single
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my name is cameron. im 17 years old, im 5 foot 8, i have dark blue eyes and long brown hair :). my best friends are marc, joe, paris and steve. im really shy around new people and very nervous, but i love getting to know people, i love being talked to :) im open minded, i like people being nice to eachother insted of being horrid. i have hardly any self confidence away from a camera, and for some reason abuse really hurts me 0.0.
i always panic if i leave the house with out my i pod or phone. i love wearing girls clothes, (as you can see in my pics) i just feel so much more comfortable in them then i do in boys stuff, i feel at home, and i always blush when someone mistakes me for a girl lol. and im on this site to make friends, so please dont add me if all you are going to talk about is sex. i dont mind if you do talk about sex, just, not, constantly, cuz ima not a shex muffin!!.
i idolize people very qwuickley. i allways think iv done something wrong when i havnt, so im constantly saying sorry. i hide behind my hair when i blush, which is a side reason of why i grow it. with orientation, im not sure myself, i find things really attractive, both mentaly and physicaly in both genders. but im still getting to know myself, so ima not sure. i am easely entertained and it dosent take much to make me smile, a pretty colour or a simple tune will do the trick.
i have a bad habit of letting stuff build up and up inside me, as i dont like laying my problems on other people, i just get sad when it gets to much, i have a few outlets, these include walking, drawing, and writing down my feelings like i do in my VF journal. i love new places but they scare me to, im terrified of asking for directions so i get lost all the time, then i panic, then it all goes wrong lol.
people hardly talk to me out side of my closest friends, which is why i write alot in this profile, and i get original questions when people ask me stuff, and because the people that bother reading this far, actully do want to know me...i hope. i get really scared when people yell at me, i am always trying to keep other people happy, and im so scared of making enimies. one day i want to go to a rave because i find the people that go to them facinating, i wish i had the self confidence to dance.
i love people asking me questions and getting to know me, and i love askng people questions and getting to know them, i think thats because i hardly talk in real life. i would call myself an escapist because im allways looking for a way out, when ever i put my ear phones in i go into my own lil world of fantasys and stories. i like people being intrested in what i have to say, because i feel bad if im not keeping people happy, so if i get boring please please tell me!.
my favorite colour is, i dunno i dont really have one lol, my favorite food is cheese cake, and my favorite drink is a snakebite. my favorite film is southland tales i dont have alot of friends in the real world, this is because meeting new people scares me and im never sure how to talk to them, but that just makes the friends i do have, even more special to me :). i should stop writing now before you fall asleep lol, but if you have red this far, than i want to get to know you :) xxx
RANDOMS xD
- I have no idea how to read the london underground map (I love london.) - I love soup - ? - Some times I have problems seeing the differance between pink and purple - I cant sleep unless I hug a pillow - I dont talk to people unless they talk to me first - I love my neck being touched - ? - I dont like fighting, its desgusting - I cant read the 24hr clock - My favorite fast food is subway - Im a giggley kinda drunk person - I love plane flights - ? - I like it in summer when its really hot, and I can go out at 3am in a t shirt xD - Im scared of really crowded enviroments - I like cigars, but I feel ill if I smoke to much - I hate people laughing at me, I get embarrassed really easily and i go scarlet - My favorite comedian is Eddi Izzard - I develop feelings for people rapidly - I love having my photograph taken - <3 - I like people who are nice to talk to, rather than people who are pretty - <3 - I play with my hair when i get shy / nervous - Im dangerously submissive - I love heights - my favorite pop corn is salted - I have a bass guitar but i cant play it - Im really nervous at the idea of driving - Id love to dance but im afraid id look stupid - I hate going to school, it scares me - I love fast rides - I think warm dounuts are amazing - <3 - I can never get my 7 times table right - I dont mind subtilted films - I smoke the most rancid baccy in the world (cutters choice) - Id like to learn a diffrent laungage - I love H.P lovecrafts books - Im allways trying to decorate my room with new and intresting shit :) - I allways forget my side burns exsist, so they grow and grown till they are allmost as long as the rest of my hair and im like, ahhhh 0.0 - I seldom get things right the first time - I like the tv series "young ones" & "hippies" - Im the year of the monkey on a chinese take away calander i have pinned to my wall - Id love to be able to sing - I love trying diffrent types of cheese - Im really sentamentaly attatched to my key chain because i got it at download last year - the blue light on my stero irritates people at night, but i can sleep with it on XD - I think wild cat jelwey is really pretty :)
FAVORITE BOOKS :)
- the greatest show on earth - (richard dawkins) - the god delusion - (richard dawkins) - the genesis enigma - (andrew parker) - solitary which - (book of shadows - silver raven wolf) - 50 philosophy ideas - (ben dupre) - tattoo source book - (tattoo finder) - ? - salem's lot - (stephen king) - necronomicon - (h.p lovecraft) - ? - slash - (anthony bozza) - the heritage of shannara - (terry brooks) - geomancer - (ian irvine) - ink heart - (cornelia funke) - inkspell - (cornelia funke) - the bartimaeus trilogy - (jonathan stroud) - ? - the black magician trilogy - (trudi canavan) - ? - the old kingdom trilogy - (garth nix) - ? - the pellinor series - (alison croggon) - eve the empyrean age - (tony gonzales) - the black tattoo - (sam enthoven) - the divine comedy - (Dante Alighieri) + loads more.
FAVORITE FILMS :)
- inglorious basterds - equilibrium - ? - district 9 - v for vendetta - appleseed - ? - eaon flux - ultraviolet - the watchmen - southland tales - ? - how to rob a bank - final fantasy - advent children - final fantasy - the spirits within - ? + loads more - feeling the love for the "roads" film on its way. - bioshock film i could get well into to.
FAVORITE TV PROGRAMMES :)
- ghost in the shell - ? - hellsing - life after people - sexetra - southpark - family guy - american dad - futurama - miami ink - kerrang - scuzz - i dont really watch alot of tv. not really any others.
Likes
LOVES :)
- masquerade - venetian masks - butterfly masks - bizarre magazine - <3, i love it. its just full of odd. stuff. - savage tattoo magazine, when i can get hold of it - skindeep tattoo magazine, again when i can get hold of it - marquis fetish magazine, one of my meany guilty pleasures lol - H+ magazine transhumanisum magazine, really really intresting. loots of cool stuff to - belladonna. shes like 0.0 amazing lol - ulorin vex - <3. i dont even know what she does, i just think shes really pretty lol - lilith chryst - <3, he is brilliant, i adore him XD - threnody in velvet, very good model :), very original - rogue maidens, good models :) there are better, but they are good to :) - savage hearts, loving the types of people i find on that - atalternative modelling, tryed to get into it myself, but i dont think i could handel london everyday of the week lol - cokluch, just nice clothes XD - art irritan - <3, love it!! its back online sometime 2010, hope its sometime soon 0.0 - karrang, come on :), we all love kerrang - skuzz, i wish skuzz had a magazine. that would be cool - kind people, not arseholes XD - being complimented, i like feeling like iv done something good XD - people i can turn to when im upset, love people who are there for me. and in return, im there for them XD - being cuddled :), i like long sentimental hugs. guys cant give hugs. they just seam to bounce of eachother - people talking to me, likes being talked to, me especialy when the person talking has something intresting to say - clothing - cyberdog. loving cyber dogs store in camden!! i could so live there! - body modifications - wildcat. i dont have any pircings myself. but i would buy there stuff if i did - fashion - kates clothing, i like it :), its original :) - art - deviant art, soo meany orginal people and pictures on there - southern comfort - <3, i like it 0.0, its got a unique kind of after taste to it - jagermeister, ONLY WHEN COLD. i cant drink it warm, just not going to happen - download festivel - <3, going again this year!! feeling the love for volbeat XD - bloodstock festivel, never been. going to one day tho - sonisphere festivel, LIVID AT THERE 2010 LINE UP its amazing and im not going!! - Independant films, its true. they arnt all about gay cowboys kissing 0.0 - life of nikki sixx - <3. facinates me. how is that man still alive lol - handcuffs. ;) - chinese food. love it. but they allways seam to give me to much. i cant eat it all. - being kissed softly. insted of like a fucking washing machine >.< - going to new places. i like exsploring and finding out new things :) - exsperimentation. ask if you wanna know more - pretending & make belive, i love going into my own lil world XD - leather. has to be nice leather tho :) - dressing up - <3, i love dressing up like a chick. makes me so happy 0.0. lol - pretty corsets, mines red and black XD, had a lil hole in it tho :) - stripy tights, mine are to small for me :( - pretty pink tutu's, loves them XD - fishnet gloves, mine are bareley clinging to life 0.0 - keeping to myself, i dont really asert my self around people - partys, i like them :), new people, and i can just get hammerd - fantasy stories, lots of diffrent ones i like :) - anime, not massively into it. but goast in the shell is amazing :) - camden town - <3, love it there!! wanna live there one day :) - steam punk, its just cool - industrial music. best kind of music XD, i really like it - rave hair, i want hair like that, with the pretty dreads and colours! - things tunring out good when i was scared they would turn out bad - <3 - finding new and original music. thats what you tube is for XD - functional clothing. i dunno why. i just like stuff to have a perpose - stepping of tube trains and being able to breathe again, and not having to put up with the stenche of body oder - keeping my drawing diary. i love that thing XD saw me all the way through year 12 + loads more.
Dislikes
HATES :(
- people being horid to eachother, cant we all just get along? - people who are obsessed with fighting, makes me sick - having fags put out on me, which is just plane horrid - being put on the spot, which i hate because i stutter - slipping over on ice. but ice comes from snow and thats pretty so i guess its ok :) - being left with people i dont know, because i never know what to say - being spat on, no more needs to be said - pig groups of people when its dark and im on my own, i get scared and cross the road lol - running out of baccy, because then i have to walk my arse up town to buy more 0.0 - k drip, iv developed a habit of just chucking it back up - being pushed around, its like, pleeease leave me alone 0.0 - being intimidated, just dont like it - not knowing if people like me or not, i really dont like that. i just wish i knew where i stand with some people - being touched when i dont wanna be, it just creates alkward situations 0.0 - people invading my personal space, get. out. - friends arguing, just attacks the circle of trust - doing something wrong, because then people get upset, and i feel shitty for ages after - being shy, i wish i had the confidence to do more stuff. id like to be able to do more stuff - being giggled at, i get embarrised really easy and i turn scarlet - being left on my own at school 0.0, i hate walking down corridoors with out a friend, i allways get random shit chucked at me - my hair not staying straight, or going frizzy when i try to make it straight. - relationships ending badly :(, i do wosh that wouldnt happen. - falling down stairs :(, bad times. baaaaad times - over confident people. they scare me so much 0.0 - running out of bluetack, cuz then i have to go round all my pictures and get lil bits of blue tack to make a big bit of blue tack - white tack. i fucking hate white tack, its SHIT!! - bad dreams, goes without saying really lol - walking up at night and feeling like im falling, i panic lol - trepidation, i hate the fear of stuff going wrong and fucking up - pretty people that know they are pretty and as a result are up themselfs 0.0 - loseing studs on my belt that iv had since i was like 12, makes me sad, i love that thing lol - the fact that one of the lights above my bed, points directly into my face when i turn it on in the morning - the fact that headphone wires manage to get tangled up, and no one has touched them!! - scratched CD's, drives me mental when they start skipping - the fact that as im typing this, someone has the radio on really loud downstairs and i cant hear my music - getting eletric shocks, i had that a while ago. i got stuck to a fucking plug socket!! - tattoo's taken from flash. how could you NOT have something original plasterd on your skin? - when joe steals my fucking lighter and i have to light it on the heat strips of a toaster while hanging out my window, livid! - albums that have stunning album art, with shit music. personaly i think dragonforce and mega death are prime exsamples - the fact that if i lay down in the bath for like 20mins, then stand up, i almost cack over because i get light headed - having to dry my hair. just takes time and energy lol - when my bed covers get tangled up, cuz then when im comfey i have to get un comfey to un tangel them - when i text people and they dont text me back. or do text me back and then just STOP, its like, you could have said good bye 0.0 - ozzy osbourne's "raw" tattoo. i just think it sucks. i dont care how "i dont give a fuck" its ment to be. it just sucks - being stuck in things. i dont like not being able to move my body - the word's label, baggage, sticker, clunge. the way they sound when i say them makes me feel ill lol - over looked contradctions such as "she avoided certian death" oh really? kind of detracts from the certianty of it if she managed to avoid it - when my chinchiller munches on the poasters on my walls, then they fall down or look shit - setting a really early alarm clock the night before. and thinking in about 5 hours. i am going to HATE that thing - being stood up. its like, be my friend. or dont be. there is no middle section going on here
Favorite Music
MUSIC <3
- acey slade and the dark party - kamelot - amen - backyard babies - killing joke - brides of destruction - flogging molly - a dark halo - angelzoom - dead kennedys - delain - deltron - nine inch nails - jedi mind tricks - servo hatred - muse - norther - killus - S.A.M - fabrikC - god module - dope stars. inc - angerfist - jerk - sirenia - tarja - mortiis - therion - deadlock - ayreon - born to lose - grendel - grendel (spanish) - W.E.B - Q.O.T.S.A - S.O.A.D - psyclon nine - undergarden - snake skin - velvet acid christ - dawn of ashes - the offspring - korn - guns and roses - eisbrecher - the clash - behemoth - hardcore superstar - motley crue - amon amarth - blitzkill - the kovenant - social distortion - turmion kätilöt - the count nosferatu komanndo - ale storm - anti-nowhere league - children of bodom - therory of a deadman - trashlight vision - vains of jenna - engel - coronatus - velvet revolver - angelspit - battle lore - wednesday 13 - bourbon crow - fdq - murder dolls - manic spider trash - gunfire 79 - vnv nation - frontline assembly - manson - korpiklaani - ruoska - samael - septic flesh - shinedown - sixx am - symphony x - volbeat - white zombie - sybreed - chaos theory - fear factory - rivet head + loads more - finds him self getting well into ministry.
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