Lie to me. Convince me that I've been sick forever, and all of this will make sense when I get better. But I know the difference between myself and my reflection. I just can't help but to wonder which of us do you love.
Status: once again I'm sorry that I have not been on, but I will be on more very soon once school is over
Sex: female Age: 15 Location:
Texas, United States
Member since: July 30, 2010 Account: Free Account Orientation: Straight Status: Single and not looking
::Quick Note:: ::Don't take this personally but . . . I just add pretty much everybody now days:: ::And then I delete everybody ahahHAHAHAHA::
It was only a few years ago when It was quite simple for me to explaIn who I am. A year from then it was much more difficult and now I can once again decidedly state things about who I am. My name is camillo con sangre?? I have a very big heart in which I hold many things. I am proud of who I am and I think that letting people sway my decisions and control me is behind me. I am a very imaginative person,especially when it comes to the future. I may be a bit of a control freak which i say because I like having plans and dislike surprises lol. Im a happy, generally positive person, yet I struggle to make sense of pretty much all of my emotions and feelings toward people and things.However, choosing to be happy and positive got me back to the point of being clear about who I am and whatI want. Not that i know everything, because there are many things i still havent figured out where i stand on like my many relationships with people, but im content with not exactly HAVING to.
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I'm the person who listens to Christmas songs in the middle of the year. A lot of times I can be an asshole but a lot of times it's just in fun. Also negativity influences me more than I'd like to admit, but not because I relish in that sort of thing, because it's everywhere and anywhere I go. Negativity is actually one of the main causes to my generally incredibly high stress level and I dislike it a lot, but every time I try to brace myself against it and be positive it ends up coming back into my mind. Most negative people in my life: my mom, my cousin, and my sister who each live with me. **TO BE CONTINUED**
Likes
Music.Reading.Video Games.Family.Being Up Doing Something.Internet.Myspace.Rain.Asian,Mexican,Italian Food.Having Fun.Whoever invented hair ties. Green Tea Ice Cream(you have to try it! its the best.. I know it sounds weird),Starbucks' Frappuccino.Anime.Writing Poems or stories if I have a good idea. Being able to give people advice, People asking me for advice. Pumpkin Pie. Holidays. Feeling Loved / Cared about (Lame I know). Excitement. Animals. Hot tea(candy cane lane(peppermint) and lemon are prolly my favorite flavors).Showers.Smirnoff,Gin,Alcohol.Brushing my hair in the shower (dunno why, just do).The Smell Of Coffee Beans(I will stop on the coffee aisle in Walmart and sniff them XD.Dancing with people.Montana.Egg Nog.Coffee.
Dislikes
Fakes.Liars.Seafood.Being Bored.Slow Internet.Books with stupid endings.Getting up early.Fighting.Obama,Government,etc., Wasting Time.Complaining(on my part, I don't mind others complaining). Most Teenagers today (most not all, don't get your feelings hurt) lol.Getting up late.The Heater(they make me sick, sorry to people who don't have them but really, I hate them). When my feet are cold and I get in the shower and they feel like they're on fire. Sunburns.Starbucks' Green Tea Frappuccino.
Favorite Music
I'm in the mixed category when it comes to music. I can like all types of music. I don't really like Jazz though XP. Oldies.Rock.Classical.That shit they play on the radio now days that is called music(Very unfortunate on my part for liking any of it. I miss the days where I didn't). Metal. Screamo. Techno. Everything!!