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bleedingheartremorse
And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn, My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn. A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven, Then again it's like being needled 24/7
Status: pretty deadly.
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Profile:  my bag is in the hat, it's filled with this and that my vision's getting fat, the rabbit's just a monkey in disguise stars and pills and needles dance before our eyes they will bite the hand if it is slower than the quickness of thier scrutinizing eyes fail to see the tragic, turn it into magic my big top tricks will always make you happy, but we all know the hat is wearing me chicanery will always make you happy, but we all know the hat is wearing me I am what I am, and no little box on a web page is going to describe that to an extent I'm comfortable with - but I can try. I am a blonde, of the intelligent variety (oh my god, can you believe it?), who is nevertheless a klutz when it counts. I am a walking contradiction in a thousand different ways, a tangled web of complexity so deep and dark that you'll never reach any end of understanding, nor will you even touch the surface. My two endless passions are music and kink, in that order. I am a perpetual optimist, but can also a bitter cunt at times. I am a champion of alternative sexuality, as it is a huge part of my life. Bisexuality is a part of it, but I identify more as queer because of my kinky life. I have a personality and outlook on life akin to most men, which is probably why I butt heads with both sexes. I have a lot of other interests, which tend to come and go as they please, such as writing, painting, body modification, working out in fervour, cooking, political ideology, the history of every other nation but my own, socializing, meeting new friends, making toys, attending music festivals, motor vehicles, traveling, and camping. I attend raves frequently, in the interest of enjoyable music. I love dancing my little heart out whenever I get the opportunity, even if that's in the middle of an empty field, with my car pulled over, the windows rolled down and the speakers cranked. I prefer to talk to people who can hold up a conversation in English. "Those who dance are considered insane by those who don't hear the music" - George Carlin  I have a major obsession with the Devil's Rejects, the character of Otis Driftwood in particular.  My all time favorite band, Coheed and Cambria. It is my firm belief that music can work wonders, and save people. Music is one of the most important parts of my life, and i hope it always will be. I am an anguisette. I am an algophiliac. I am a true masochist. Pain is my greatest love, and love is my greatest pain. I long constantly for both. "And she said, "Put your hands around my throat, and fuck me like you want to kill me!""  I am who I am, and that is an ever changing jumbled mess, though the important things stay constant. At least now I have the courage to admit it to myself. Some say love is not for sinners, but I believe that isn't true, because when I was finished sinning, love came down and showed me you. I've found someone great, he's all a girl could ask for, and much much more. Just trying to figure out how life works when someone else holds all the cards. Likes:       I enjoy the kinky side of life. Body modification. Experimenting with the body's natural highs - adrenaline and endorphins. In that turn, I must admit a love of pain. A *lot* of pain. And intense adventures. White roses and african violets are pretty flowers, but I don't like killing things for aesthetic amusement. I enjoy a little birdwatching with my morning root beer. Don't think for a second that my cynicism means I don't have absolutely ridiculous spiritual beliefs, because I do. I also tell dead baby jokes with shocking sincerity. I can probably outdrink and outdrug anyone who challenges me, believe me, I *have* proven it. I just choose not to, in order to preserve the few brain cells I managed to keep, and not look like a dumb drunken slut. I'm perfectly fine with looking like a sober slut. I do not have a belt in any martial art, but I am a tough bitch, and I wouldn't provoke me. I like puppies, and have a dog who can fit in my purse - and she could also kick your dog's ass. I hate romance, hate cheesiness, hate people constantly telling me about their 'feelings' for me. I know the only 'feelings' people have come from their crotches, not from their hearts. It would be nice to have the genuine stuff though. That said, I love to cuddle, as long as you can SHUT THE FUCK UP and cuddle. I like it when men keep their fucking hands off of me, until I put mine on them. Did I mention, I love root beer? That's about all. Aren't you glad you know me better now?        Dislikes: I greatly dislike: war, armed forces, bigotry, big black crickets, stalkers, institutions, people who join the army when they don't support the cause (I call that money-hungry hypocrisy, and I'd rather be homeless than succumb), the way alcohol has affected our culture, the way alcohol has affected my friendships, alcohol in general, people who knock the rave scene before they've experienced it, men who claim to be 'nice guys' - they're always the biggest assholes, and Steve Nash, no, make that the entire Phoenix Suns franchise. I don't know what bothers me about them...it just does. Women are by nature very sweet, giving, and loving creatures. A man should never take what he hasn't been given. It's never possible to recover fully, and nobody should ever have to suffer through the physical and emotional pain of rape. Favorite Music: Pendulum, Prodigy, MGMT, Santogold, Marilyn Manson, AFI, Coheed and Cambria, Sepultura, Children of Bodom, Mercyful Fate, Cradle of Filth, In Flames, Bleeding Through, System of a Down, the Band, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Creedence Clearwater RevivalHomepage: http://fetlife.com/users/70899
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