i don't even know anymore. seriously. i'm confused about everything. people say i'm hard to understand, but that's only because they don't understand ME. i've found i've been crying a lot lately, and i don't know if that's due to stress or what's been going on in my life. i feel like i'm starting to lose people i used to trust. i usually don't share my feelings, you'll find it's hard to know what i'm thinking. just please, if you friend me, don't be mean. i really can't deal with that right now.
ALEX CURTIS, you mean the world to me. honestly i don't know where i'd be without you at this moment. i fell in love with you so fast & so deep, i don't think i'll ever be able to get over you. you're my everything. without you i think my life would be ruined, and i would just do anything to take you back. it's like my hearts attached on a string to you, and my heart will follow you everywhere&anywhere, and you have the ability to just cut it off and ruin everything. i can tell you anything. when i'm with you, honestly, i say what's on my mind. i'm not afraid to be myself around youh. i love you, so much. some people say ; you have to be dating for three months to say i love you. totally false. i loved you since the first moment i saw you, even if i didn't know it then. i know we may not last forever, but right now, that's what it seems like. you are the most important thing in my life. always.<3