My names Benjamin. I prefer Ben but people call me whatever. I like music and stuff. I'm a pretty weird introvertic person and if you can deal with my awkwardness and random shenanigans then chances are we'll be awesome friends and if not then have a nice life or perhaps lackthereof? I dunno. I'm tall. I'm 6'2"-3" I hate having to reach for shit small people cant reach. The weather up here is pretty damn snazzy though. The only part of me that I like is my eyes. I'm a caring and honest person and most of the time it gets me fucked over. I'm good at listening and helping but I'm a major hypocrite in that I can never take my own advice. I should get a shirt that says been there done that and got this fucking t shirt for all the shit I've been through. I have trust issues because of this and other shit. I'm bisexual or pansexual if you want to be more accurate I guess. I believe in love and that it can happen between anyone. I'm eccentric and quite possibly crazy. I am fiercely defensive of my friends. Fuck with them and you fuck with me and I do not fuck nicely. I'm extremely self conscious and for the most part self hating. I'm overly critical of myself and anything that I do. I'm probably not like anyone you have ever known. I don't even know myself. I'm extremely fluent in the art of sarcasm. One of my greatest strengths is probably my greatest weakness; I think. Inside all of the craziness that is me is a romantic. I'm easy to talk to but I dont usually start talking to people. Probably because of those whole shy introvertic qualities I have. I'm intelligent but currently completely unmotivated and lazy. I'm a pessimistic optimist and occasionally optimistic pessimist. I'm not sure which way is better.
Music. It is what keeps me going in this fucked up world. Mosh pits = amazing My guitar/bass. I don't even know where I'd be if I didn't find refuge with them. Video games. Concerts. One of the two things that make me feel alive. mosh/circle pits = the shit. The other is sex. Sex. It's one of the two things that makes me feel alive. hooray for repetition! I see some irony in this... Love. If its real and sincere. Passion. Doritos. They are the shit. Pepsi > Coke zelda skate boarding even though I suck iced coffee solving the rubiks cube and then explaining that it is not hard and having it go over most peoples heads. algorithms are so hard. moshing. arguing. I don't argue to be right, I argue to be proven wrong. Because I'm aware that the collective intelligence of the community likely has more to offer to me by enlightening me, than I do to an individual by "winning" an argument with them.
Society posers liars cheaters superficial cocksuckers that judge or look down on others essentially 99.99% of the human race. jersey shore anyone that watches jersey shore justin beiber anyone that listens to justin beiber labels. i really fucking hate being labelled.
I have a wide variety of taste for music, mostly anything that I can mosh to. I'm not someone that is stuck with one genre and some of my music styles might not be your type so if you are going to hate me because of who I like then you can fuck off right now.