birthday: may 26.
orientation: stuck in the middle.
home town: everywhere.
here for: your viewing pleasure.
favorite color: rainbow.
i've been characterized as being hyper and talking too much. i would much rather be honest and hurt people or push them away than lie just to make them happy. i've gotten lost in this life and really want to get back to being the happy person i used to be. that's what i need to focus on in my life right now and if you want to be a part of that, you better be real, fake people will not be tolerated.
people that like me for me and don't treat me like shit. i've had way too much of that in my life. i'm a big fan of the simple things in life. i like doing immature things and find pervertedness hilarious. i love smiling and if you can make me laugh you're awesome. there's really not much i don't like.
arrogant assholes. fake bitches. people that insist on putting you down to make themselves feel better. people that can't be themselves.
3 doors down.
adam sandler. a.f.i. the agonist. alkaline trio. all that remains. anberlin. artic monkeys. as i lay dying. atreyu. audio slave. avenged sevenfold.
bad company. beastie boys. black crowes. blink 182. blondie. bob marley. buckcherry.
cake. cascada. cheap trick. children of bodom. the clash. coldplay. collective soul. corporate avenger. counting crows. crazy anglos. ccr. crossfade. cute is what we aim for.
daft punk. dashboard confessional. disturbed. dropkick murphys. drowning pool.
eagle eye cherry. edwin mccain. the eels. evanescence. everclear.
fall out boy. finger 11. five for fighting. flyleaf. foo fighters. fort minor. framing hanley. the fray. fuel.
garbage. godsmack. goo goo dolls. good charlotte. green day. guns n roses.
him. hinder. hollywood undead. hoobastank.
incubus. insane clown posse.
jack off jill. jeremy camp.
kanye west. katy perry. kesha. the killers. kittie. korn.
lazlo bane. led zeppelin. lily allen. limp bizkit. linkin park. live ludacris. lynyrd skynard.
marilyn manson. matchbook romance. mindless self indulgence. missy elliot. mourning beloveth. my chemical romance.
nevershoutnever! nickelback. nine inch nails. nirvana.
the offspring. orgy.
p.o.d. panic at the disco. papa roach. paramore. a perfect circle. pink floyd. plain white t's. puddle of mudd.
the raconteurs. radiohead. rammstein. the rasmus. red hot chili peppers. the red jumpsuit apparatus. rent. rise against.
seether. senses fail. silvertide. simple plan. slipknot. smile empty soul. staind. stone sour. story of the year. straight line stitch. sublime. sugarcult. sum 41. system of a down.
theory of a deadman. thousand foot krutch. three days grace. throwing copper. train.
the white stripes.
my words to the wise::
live. love. burn. die.
never get caught up in what people tell you- people lie.
you can't change a person, they can barely change themself.
you're not the prettiest, ugliest, skinniest, fattest, smartest, or funniest no matter how much you think you are.
you will cry. you will have your heart broken, but in the end- you knew love wouldn't come easy.
love is possible, you'll find it when you finally stop looking for it.
dance in the rain- it washes your cares away better than anything else.
don't drown your sorrows in liquor- it will only make it worse.
when in doubt- cry.
no one's perfect- we all fall on our ass from time to time. but the one thing that makes you stronger than the rest of the world is the strength and dignity you have to get back up, give the world the finger, and move on like the badass you are.
makeup, clothes, cars, and money don't make a person- it's the beauty under the makeup, the creativity behind the clothes, and the determination that made the cars and money a reality.
never act like something you're not just to make friends or get that special someone, because eventually you'll get caught in your lies and hurt the those people. but most importantly- you'll be killing yourself the whole time making the real you impossible to find again.
i don't care who tries to tell you you're not beautiful, sexy, pretty, gorgeous, or whatever- they fucking lie.
it's confidence, charisma, and knowing inside that you are one beautiful woman and you make yourself heard that makes you beautiful.
never let anyone put you down just to make themselves feel better because eventually the people they stand upon will get tired of their shit and stand up for themselves and they will merely fall to the ground.
do something every day just for yourself, not to make anyone else happy.
don't live your life around finding your true love. maybe you'll find them, maybe you won't. but i guarantee that you will be missing so much more in life if that's all you look for. you'll waste your time searching for something you want rather than what's perfect right in front of your eyes.
laugh and cry often. laughter makes you feel better and crying lets it out.
cry alone. cry with friends. cry whenever. it's not crying that makes you weak- it's holding back the tears that makes you weak.
before you die let at least one person inside to see the real you, otherwise your legacy goes on unknown. yes you might get hurt, but sharing of yourself will only make you stronger in the end.
love with all your heart. that's what it's made for.