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www.myspace.com/ashleyxox3x I’m a very dynamic character, constantly reformatting myself into a better person. I like change, I can’t hold on to just one thing for too long. My style is always varying depending on my mood or the event. What’s in one day will be out the next for me. I guess you could say I’m always searching for the bigger and better item. It takes an awful lot to grab my attention and seize it. Due to my constant alterations in style you can’t possibly associate me to just one category, and if you try, good luck finding one that suits all my characteristics. I can guarantee you will never meet another person like me.
Photography gets me through a dreadful week. I tend to be very loud and outspoken. Knowledge is power, my intellect is my authority. I use my words and mind as weapons. So I may not be the most book smart nerd around, but I understand people and human actions which makes life a bit easier for me to deal with. In all honesty, I’m a very complex person. I sometimes wish I could say I’m just a simple girl with simple needs and aspirations, but I’m not. As I’ve stated before, it takes a lot to impress me or gain my attention. I treat people the way they treat me. I don’t look at people for their style or looks, I’m more interested in their minds, what they can teach me, or what I can learn about them. The way I look at things is, there’s always something new to learn each day and I’m always willing to open up and experience new activities.
Now, before you go running off with your assumptions about me realize that I am so much different from what you’ve probably heard. I am NOT stuck up. Disclaimer: just because you’ve read my about me section doesn’t mean you actually know me as a person. This is just a tiny hint as to who I am for the myspace/vampirefreaks world to read. If you don’t like who I am, how I act, what I wear, take notes: I don’t care! You’re not going to change me. I’m a mature 14 year old and I won’t mold myself around other’s opinions of me. I am very mature and intelligent for my age, I will admit that. You either accept me for who I am or you don’t. At the end of the day it doesn’t matter to me because people that try to change you to their liking aren’t worth your time.
I think and say too much. Whether it's for the better or worse is your call. To even begin describing myself or my life would get a little extensive. I have seen too much and and experienced things people should never have to encounter. My record is full of scribbles and scratches that leaves much unexplained. To be more literal though, my life has been quite the mess but at the same time, quite organized. My fingers drop almost every line of thought into type or illegible chicken scratch. I'm one of those individuals who will reach out for a strangers hand in order to help them even if I get nothing in return. I catch myself in a rut by being too nice and getting walked over by many. But the few that are thankful are the ones who make it all worth while. I have always put my heart out there and it has gotten beaten and bashed a good few times. Still, I wont let it stop me from making people happy. I look back and I cringe but at the same time crack a smile. Here I am today and I really cannot find a thing to really complain about. Sure, I could sit and dwell on the little things that may have gotten messed up along the week but why waste my time? My opinions and views usually have a good reasoning behind them and I will not be talked astray from my morals and beliefs. I thank God for everything he has given me; my family, my friends, the ability to love, and the strength to get me though this insane life journey he has sent me on. As you can tell, I tend to let my mind jump around and my thoughts don't seem to flow as easy as some.
I'm also in a Band, called Left-Handed Statement. Well just me and my friend Kayla at the moment. It is a Christian Rock/Acoustic Band. I'm working on fixing up the myspace, but i will put the link here later.
Comment me, If you say something interesting, or tell me a funny story, i will most likely talk to you more, but either way i reply to everyone. Enless you're a complete ass.