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THE CARING SECTION

LaChrisa
this my reader is a very special person... shes a best friend/sister/ex/person i trust the most. u dont have to many of those in ur life u know. i love her so yeah.... been friends for atleast 6 or more yrs now and wouldnt trade it for anything.

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Chelsea
ive been friends hell best friends with this girl since i started on vf... ive known her longer than most and been there for her when most werent... but i do treasure her and she is also my second in command in my cult... u gotta have someone u trust u know....and i do trust her...

Ricky
his my other best friend met like 2yrs ago and feels like 10 yrs. were brothers til the end and brothers in music. tis my drummer as well.

Marcus
his one of my good friends a really really talented guitarist and also a talented multimedia guy. his really cool go check him out.

Travis
his a insane musician if u put something in front of him he'll probably figure out how to play it.... also the front man for a band called DARK AUTUMN

SIGNS
(if u make one for me ill make one for u)

Dislikes:

so yeah i hate stupid shit and
these things fall in that category.
this is more of a listing area
than anything so yeah here u go:

Fakers
men who hit woman
cruelty to animals
non open minded ppl
the typical Christian (they make me sick with there stupidity)
ppl who cant drive
girls who bitch how fat that are yet they post
whorish pictures of them self... wtf is that about anyway.

RANTS:

RANT NO.2
ok so ive been scrolling through vf looking for ppl to invite to my cult( here comes the shameless plug) Metal_til_death... and its depressing that only 3 chicks have no cleavage in there default pic.... seriously ppl not that hard to tease.... and yes i like some cleavage every now and then but i would like it to be on a legal woman not a 14 yr old or 13 yr old slut wanting attention.... like i really cant think of y u would want to do that and ppl wonder y theres pervs out there that like under age woman.trust me ive been fooled way to many times and its sickening really ur like ok she cute FUCK shes 14.theres gotta be something in the water i know there gotta be.... girls didnt have that great of assets back in the 60s, 70s, or 80s. if u dont believe me look at the movie stars from back then.... there not um "gifted" if u will.... yet still sexy..WITH CLOTHES ON..... and yes there are some u reading this right now going like but ur a guy u look too...maybe but theres a set of moral code that has been forgotten within the last decade or so. y is it that girls are shocked to hear that i want to wait till marriage or not even want to fuck AT ALL. cause i have morals that i stand by and beliefs not necessarily religion based either...now on the other hand im not putting u down if u like to go out and do some thing with ur sexuality this is my choice so yeah... and its harder to find a chick that trusts a guy to talk to her yes just talk thats all nothing more nothing less. all because sex is in our minds so much and that goes back to the 14 posing half nude in a "typical" myspace photo.... likes its acceptable what happen to teaching our daughters modesty or at least let them hear the word for once.... maybe its just me....maybe im the one who should change (DOUBT IT) im only 21 and i find woman who have a strong mind and confidence more attractive then any pornstar or hott lil actress...... even pin up models have on more clothes than most of the girls now a day.... and i mean old school like the first ones who did it .... they had a sense of teasing about them that was apart of that sexy mystery of how they looked..... they mind my friend is more powerful than just using it on day to day job stuff have a woman mentally tease u or visa verse is so much more than exciting its like a temptress thing.... its fore play for those of u who do have intimate times with ur loved ones... its such a mind fuck u get off of it more then just being like ok walk in the room get naked fuck....no... makes u want more and in the right way aka working for it..... anyway im rambling now... but im just trying to say that u can use ur mind in a sexy way and get appreciated too instead of constantly wanting to just show it all first u know..... i encourage u to do so and if u do i applaud u i do really..... so yeha that is my rant for now and ill say good bye...peace.

RANT NO.1
ok, i was watching tv just a few secs ago and all of a sudden for NO reason a chick in a bikini just showed up. STOP IT. i HATE when a show is going bad or a music video or life in general is goin crappy and someone has the smart of idea of hey lets put boobs there that will make it better (rolls eyes). i cant stand the media. ok i know i like to see a chick....but fully clothed is sexy to u know. i think us(men) are bombarded by the fact that we need to have sex or need to find the hottest girl in the world or even hey lets take a moment and completely degrade the whole society of women and "touch ourselfs" when we see a picture in a magazine; its like that from the begining of our human life. its terrible that a girl has to dress her self down just to go to a dress up party or even SCHOOL. ITS SO........FREAKIN STUPID I CANT STAND IT. i hope and pray that i or someone else in this world will one day start a revolution about the mind being sexy. u know if we as a population were attracted to the mind more than the body im pretty sure we wouldnt have to worry about the increase of stupid people in the world. but u know thats anothere rant. any way what im tryin to say is u should be attracted to the person ur with but not all the attraction has to be about the body. u know god did create women to keep us company not just, only, and soully for procreataion. so thats what i got to say about that u can like it or hate it i dont care. but i would rather go and talk to the woman with clothes on then the woman with nothing on.

Favorite Music:

METAL RULES

THESE ARE JUST A FEW OF THE BANDS I LIKE:

AS I LAY DYING
BLOODLINED CALLIGRAPHY
SEVENTH STAR
INKED IN BLOOD
BLOODY SUNDAY
ALOVE FOR ENEMIES
xDEATHSTARx
FLEE THE SEEN
xLOOKING FORWARDx
NODES OF RANVIER
NO INNOCENT VICTIM
WAR OF AGES
FLYLEAF
CHASING VICTORY
DEAD POETIC
HASTE THE DAY
HE IS LEGEND
STAPLE
LIVING SACRIFICE
NORMA JEAN
THE CHARIOT
DEMONHUNTER
SINAI BEACH
THE SHOWDOWN
STILL REMAINS
EMERY
SHOWBREAD
EVERGREEN TERRACE
DISCIPLE
BELOVED
PIERCED NOT BROKEN
BLINDSIDE
BLESSED ANOMALY
MORTAL TREASON
SHADES OF AUGUST

KATAKLYSM
THROW DOWN
TESTAMENT
AMON AMARTH
SUFFOCATION
SUFFOKATE
WHITE ZONMBIE
ROB ZOMBIE
SCUM OF THE EARTH
SCARS OF TOMORROW
OBITUARY
NAPALM DEATH
CATTLE DECAPITATION
DIO
INTO ETERNITY
ICED EARTH
DREAM THEATER
GOJIRA
GLASS CASKET
BLOOD BATH
THE AGONY SCENE
CHIMARIA
JOB FOR A COWBOY
ANIMOSITY
ALL SHALL PERISH
MORBID ANGEL
PORPHYRIA
DAATH
DEATH
HATE ETERNAL
BENEATH THE MASSACRE
STRAPPING YOUNG LAD
SLAYER
SOIL
PANTERA
HATEBREED
FEAR FACTORY
ALL THAT REMAINS
DIECAST
DEATH ANGEL
CRYPTOPSY
BURY YOUR DEAD
ANTANGONY
THE RED CHORD
DARK AUTUMN
MORTIFICATION
THROUGH THE EYES OF THE DEAD
CHILDERN OF BODOM
TYPE O-NEGATIVE
BLEEDING THROUGH
BETWEEN THE BURIED AND ME
MESHUGGAH
WITHIN TEMPTATION
WICKED WISDOM
MASTADON
JIMMY HENDRIX
X-JAPAN
DIR EN GRAY
DEFTONES
CALIBAN
NIGHT WISH
STEPPEN WOLF
BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE
AMERICAN HEAD CHARGE
KILLSWITCH ENGAGE
SKINDRED
CANDIRIA
MUDVAYNE
LACUNA COIL
SEVENDUST
FOGHAT
DRY KILL LOGIC
SHADOWS FALL
OZZY
ORGY
FIREBALL MINISTRY
BLACK SABATH
DAMAGEPLAN
SLIPKNOT
RAMMSTEIN
SKINNY PUPPY
BLOODSIMPLE
COAL CHAMBER
DARK TRNQUILLITY
YESTERDAY LIES IN ASHES
PARAMORE
10 YEARS
30 SECONDS TO MARS
JACK OFF JILL
DAFT PUNK
GORILLAZ
FROU FROU
SIMON WEBBE
IMOGEAN HEAP
JACK JOHNSON
JEM
AQUA
THE CARPENTERS
ZERO 7
THE SHINS
JENNIFER PAIGE
PHILL COLLINS