Summarise my existence? Sure.
� I am not a particularly nice person. That is to say, I am close-minded, jealous and acutely aware of the flaws in others. I loathe everyatrocity that we as a species commit, and reflect upon them constantly. It chills me that others do not do the same.
� I write down most of my thoughts. I think others should do so as well.
� I grew up in a small town. I now live in a village that is even smaller.
� I operate within my own strict moral universe, and chastise others for behaving in a way that I would find unsuitable. I am aware that
it is a flaw in my persona and try extremely hard to improve myself.
� I have struggled to sleep for the past six years of my life.
� I am afraid of many things; some of which are completely understandable, others entirely ludicrous. Cameras and photographs are high
on this list; I therefore apologise for not having any pictures.
� I am desperate to make a difference. I will stop at nothing to change the world, and do not care one bit about how miniscule my chances
of ever being remembered stand. I am not ignorant, and fully understand that this cannot happen for many years. Frankly, I do not care one iota. You will not stop me.
I am eighteen years of age.
I talk as if I were eighty. I act as if I were five.
I spend large portions of my time alone. That which I spend in company is done amongst an extremely
close circle of individuals. I hope that if I choose to speak with you, you will not hold this against me;
indeed, I would not have approached you had I not believed that you would enrich my life.
I am clever. This is not arrogance, because I believe that many people are far more intelligent than I.
However, please do not degrade me by acting like a child, or using woefully poor grammar. I am
disaffected enough with society to render your actions futile.
I believe in a lot of different things. They are complex, and it would not do them justice to be discussed
in so brief a manner. Discussing them is one of the few things I enjoy in life, and I would not dream of
doing so in a depth unworthy of their importance to me.
I appreciate that few people will read this page in its entirety.
I also deeply appreciate those who take the time to do so.
Thank you.
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