Status: at my muma bored nothing to do at all lol save me :p
[ View Image Gallery (15 pics) ]
Profile:hello people im Emma Charlotte Mason A.K.A (EMZ) im 19 from Nottingham England. I'm single and i live on my own, i look after my disabled mother she has a serious illness called fibromyalgia, and fibro is youe muscles and joints playing up and wearing away. I have two brothers that are younger than me and 1 of them has autism and i look after him aswel, so i really dont have time to go out to meet new pepole. ive got A.D.H.D and im being tested for bipoler lol so yeah not doing that good at the moment really. when i was 12 i found out my grandmother had cancer and i helped look after her untill she dies when i was 14. Then adverageing on every year and a half someone in my family died and its still happerning 7 years later. Last monday my aunties dad died and my uncle is dieing of cancer. and yes it has had a massive affect on me and my life. There is a hell of a lot more stuff that im not going to put cause i dont really want you to know about that And im not telling you this to make you feel sorry for me or anything like that, im telling you this so u can know a lot about me even if it is personal, im so used so this sort of thing. Death is a normal thing to me now and yes u do get upset if a reletive dies but there gone to a better place and their not in pain anymore thay do love you and will always be there watching over you even if u dont believe in that there is always someone watching over you, helping you make the right choices and keeping you out of trouble. I'm a very open person when it comes to stuff cause of the stuff ive been through and im a person that pepole can talk to about their problems. Well if u want to talk im here and no im not some freak that gets kicks out of other peoples problems i would like to know if there are other people out there that have actually been through some of the stuff that ive been through causr ive been doing this on my own for years and i think its time to talk to other people that knows what i have gone through and still am goin through and to let it out cause its not healthey to keep it bottled up. Thank you for reading this and let me know what you think. Much Love Emz x x x
Likes:i like family guy mainly stewie lol cooking, cleaning, going for walks to clear my head, reading, art, singing, msn, and just having a few mates round and frinking and having a laugh lol
Dislikes:i really HATE people that take the piss out of disabled pepole and people that think there all that cause everyone is the same on the inside even tho we all look different on the outside. i HATE chavs that try and terrorise Goths, Emos, Skaters, Rockers ect u know that we should do 2 chavs if they do start grab the nearest skateboard and crach it right round the chavs head then run lol dont want to get arrested.
Favorite Music:Slipknot, Bullet For My Valentine, Pappa Roach, Dimu Borgir, Defftones, Lacuna Coil, Evanescence, Paramore, dragonforse, Disturbed, Nightwith mainly the older stuff, Metalicker and much much more.