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amanda_broken
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Latest Journal Entry: DO IT FUCKAS xD July 25, 2008, 04:35pm
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Well Hello there... You seem to have found my profile This is ME. I am REAL... Do not speak to me If your going to pretend to be something your NOT. Ill be truthful to you, and I exspect the same.
Im no one special...Although I am rather odd. So take me or leave me =P I honestly dont care =]. When you live like I do, The natural things become important to you... They help you forgive people for hurting you... people ,including yourself, can never be as trustworthy as nature because people dont realize how much they need eachother. This is the People that matter. A page just for them. The creatures whom without I wouldnt be here today. I love them. HACKED : i love this girl more than anything in the world. she is the most amazing person you will ever meet, if she's not a part of your life, you're missing out on so much. she is beautiful on the inside and out and she is my bestfriend. - ames♥ What do I like to do? Standing in the rain... its refreshing. Laying on the ground at night and looking at the stars. OHH ... LONG and HOT ... baths >.< ,I usually fall asleep and wake up with a huge headach from leaning my head on th eside of the tub as I slept. My favorite thing to do is take long walks at midnight... Nightime is the best time... The mystery of the dark... fear of not knowing. I thrive on fear. These are the times im most in touch with myself.. Times of thought. Every time I walk I discover something new about life, love, people... Its enlightening =] What else? ummmm.... I love to just sit and think. Or to have a really good conversation with someone More to tell =] Im always trying to achieve balance.. in every thing. I truly believe in equality. Unless someone proves they dont deserve it. Im broad minded, tolerant, and lenient to the faults of others because I realize that errors and failings are natural to the human race. I detest injustice,cruelty and unfair treatment and im always ready to take up arms on behalf of anyone who has been wronged. I feel a need to defend the weak and oppressed. NOTE: You dont attack someone who's done nothing to deserve it, especially if they cant defend themselves. Thats cowardly. I try to please others most of the time and often sacrifice my own needs and surpress my own feelings to make thoes I care for happy. I consider myself highly intellectually developed. If you want my opinion on something, you'll get an honest answer.Theres no point in lying. Theres also no point in trying to fool me, I easly see through deception. I seem to be possessed by a demon of perversity... RAWR!?!? I am generous, creative and proud, but I need to keep a tight rein on myself to avoid becoming overbearing. I care too much. Im prone to panic attacks when things go badly wrong, but as of late im learning ways to control that and calm myself. I find random spazmatic rants quite amusing and enjoyable. Thats me... If you dont like me,I honestly dont care... But if you think you might ... Feel free to comment me. I always reply =]
Favorite Quotes: "Be wiser than other people if you can, but do not tell them so." - Oliver.H "Knowledge speaks, but wisdom listens." - Jimi Hendrix "Anarchy is the idea that few men are wise enough to lead themselves, and even fewer are wise enough to lead others" - Amanda Davis "The purpose of life is to learn to live well." -Amanda Davis "I refuse to waste my faith on fictional characters from stories if I was gonna do that I would pray to the cat in the hat" "Have you ever dreamed of killing all the stupid people? Not just the unintelligent people, But the sort that don't know anything about anything, But seem to have opinions about everything? They're only too ready to offer their advice about how to run your life, And yet look at how they run their own lives. For the most part they've accomplished nothing. They've contributed nothing. Their lives are miserable But they talk, talk, talk… At the very least their tongues should be cut out At the very least." - Magister Boyd Rice
Yes everyone... Im 15 I know I dont look or act it, but its the truth. Im tired of people telling me that Im not old enough to have the opinions I have. Ive developed these opinions on my own and believe me when I say.. I did not get these morals from my parents. Oh and for thoes of you who claim to be "open minded" yet judge people for theyre age... You dissapoint me. I may be 15 but I am completely capable of having a converstaion with you and I think myself to be far more mature than most far older than I. Due to my age, and my location... Im actually rather alone. Alot of "friends" You know ... the kind that talk about you behind your back and lie to you. Im here to find people that are different, people of worth. Are you? Id like to find out =]
Religion Well... I was forced into religion form the time I was born. Calvary United Penticost .. Meaning I was forced to go to church at least 3 times a week. I Wore long skirts all the time, couldnt pierce anything, dye my hair,paint my nails.. wear makeup, anything like that. Considered a freak in school growing up.( still am >.< ... not that I care xD ) Two years ago my grandmother developed lymphoma cancer.(It got really bad.. she passed away months ago.) My mother stopped going to church. I chose to stop going aswell. Left to descover myself for once in my life.. I could be me. The people from the church havent been kind to me, people I once thought I knew look at me funny and judge me. *ponder* WWJD? xD No worries though. Anyway.. Ive come to the conclusion that I know god loves me, no matter how many holes I put in my face, or colors my hair is. In closing.. All the things ive gone through in my life has lead me here to who I am now, And im very content with that. Thus im greatful, and regret nothing. All the roads traversed and thoes yet to be travelled. I look forward not back, and make decisions based on what I believe. Ill live my life the way I see fit, learn and grow. when the day of judgment comes, I know Im going to heaven. Ill take responsibility for everything ive done or havent done in my life. God loves me, and you Unconditionally, and unconditional means no conditions.
Likes: Ahhh the things I like, do they honestly believe that im going to fit all that on here? Ohh well ill try my best. sleeping, dying my hair, being some what intelligent, Kisses, friends, being in love, bubble wrap, Music, People who tell me im pretty (regardless of whether its true or not), Taking photos... MONTY PYTHON!!! Life in general, looking deep into people's eyes to see what they’re thinking, When someone randomly comes up and gives me a hug... just cause they love me, Being able to have an intelligent conversation with someone, Telling off people that deeply deserve it, cooking, icecream,coffee, the word RAWR, romance... ,sexuality.. in it's many forms, shiny things, helping people Vampires...
Dislikes: There is no way that im going to fit it all on here... The close-mindedness of people and the un willingness to learn and grow from mistakes. Its ok to mess up.. no ones perfect.. but theres no greater sin than to make the same mistakes over again on purpose and not learn a thing from it. Exspectations... The exspectations of society and what they think is normal. If theyre all normal.. id rather be odd... I have no expectations of you or anyone else... well except myself =] Always have to have expectations of yourself or you wont get anywhere xD most people, probably you, being "under age", people who choose to be stupid, rape, critics, EXTREMELY annoying people, myself, labels, This could go on a while O.o ...Homophobia, racism, etc. People who try to ruin other peoples lives just for fun.... I mean come on GET YOUR OWN LIFE... FOR GOD SAKES >.< ,Worrying about people, Messing up (i do it quite a lot), Never being really listened to...because I put heart into everything I say... and usually its all for nothing, People have no clue what the fuck their talking about and exist only to tell people negative things about themselves or what they do, how they look, how they speak or think... so much more...
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