To still have you heart beating.
To still be breathing, having your lungs fill with the air keeping you alive.
To have been strong enough to make it this far.
To have the capacity to care, and restrain your capability to hurt.
All of it, takes so much courage.
Be proud of how far you've come.
Cherish those that've lasted with you,
and of the ones life released into the sky, the broken butterflies they were.
Most of all, remember it, the struggle and the prosperity.
The laughter and tears.
And if it takes your whole life, don't break, don't bend.
It'll all be worth it in the end.
well, I'm alexa, obviously. i'm educated, although i act like a dumbass a lot. I don't feel like everyone else. I'm much more fragile than i make myself seem. I've been hurt by the people i dedicated my heart to. the ones i lived for. So now I live for the small things in life. The miracles that happened everyday, the sun to which i awake to. The still lustrous night that sings me to sleep. The friendships that spur on stupid little things like shoving things in a vent, or tripping, or writing hearts on everything. It's those things that keep me wanting more.
I love meeting knew people.i'm sensitive and caring. I listen to anyone, and i'm more or less the biggest push over ever.
i get taken advantage of alot. I'm also rather hated, mostly because a) i'm annoying or b) i'm a fatty. i'm not a size double zero. sorry to let you down. i have an ass that i'm trying to lose. I get hurt and lied to way too much. I pretty much don't trust anyone anymore. I expect nothing more than to be hurt by them, so rather than expect more than that and let myself down, i just expect the worst and let them surprise me.
I'm a rather simple person to get along with, but to fully understand me will take some time and effort. To say I'm complex would be a thorough understatement. The depth of my soul is too deep for its own good. Its like a wall. A wall not set up to keep people out, but to watch those who truly care, break it down.
Well there's the few things i can explain without writing a book.
Pretty much myself in a nutshell:
I'm alexa, and it's all i'll ever be. I like quite a bit of stuff. maybeh you should ask meh and find out?
I dislike quite a bit more. again, ask and find out.
ohh, don't get me started! i love a ton of music.i have a large variety indeed. | | Advice for the day:
fuck you. fuck your friends. and to your parents these fucks extend. fuck your designer this, and fuck your couture that. fuck your goddamn fucking cat. fuck your love. fuck your hate. fuck your hearts. i hope they break. fuck your life, oh fuck it well. i fucking can't take you, what can't you tell? |
