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acidxrainbows
Why live a life that's tainted with pity and sadness and strife? Why dream a dream that's tainted with troubles and less than it seems? Why bother bothering?
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Latest Journal Entry: Eskimo kisses plz. October 06, 2008, 07:01pm
Profile:    my face. | my lies.  The pics at the top of the page? Click each one of them for my other profiles on other sites. as a dog wails in sympathy when it hears another dog suffering. A primal need to howl in misery at the sheer helplessness of human existence in a universe of dead stars... Any words, any sentiment, any expression of grief was horribly inadequate; worse than inadequate–meaningless. She was gone, all that warmth and kindness gone forever and even the most heartfelt words were only words. I’m about to see a million things I thought I’d never see before, And I...I’m about to do all of the things I dreamed of and I don’t even miss you at all. He had learned to live with INTENSITY. Now is not the time for verbal swordplay, for unlikely flights of imagination and wildly shifting perspectives, for metaphysical conceit... ...for wit. I came across time for you. I love you. I always have. It's been said my name is Ash. I could be called a gay vegetarian atheist, but there is so much more to me than that. I like to think everything is desperately beautiful and poetically pathetic. I am not an easy person to understand, but if I were, I would not be interesting in the least. Compassion is what I look for in a person. I enjoy the company of mature, refined, compassionate people. That can have a little fun. (: Six word memoir: Learned a lot, the hard way. I'm known to drum on desks. And my legs. And other people. It's a fun time. (: When I love something, I LOVE it. I will spend five hours at drumline and wish for more. I will practice the piano for three hours. Give me more music, and I'll keep going. I believe that to love something truly, you have to hate it, too. Passion isn't just sweet. The future freaks me out. I can't imagine it. So I don't, and I keep myself happy that way. One day, I will play the cello. Mark my words. Fin. I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible I'm terrified to speak. I know now why you cry. But it is something I can never do. "I can't see anything that I don't like about you." "But you will! But you will. You know, you will think of things. And I'll get bored with you and feel trapped because that's what happens with me." "Okay." I wish I had stayed too. NOW I wish I had stayed. I wish I had done a lot of things. I wish I had... I wish I had stayed. I do. I’m also on: Bebo, Myspace, Gothic.net, IMVU, Xanga, Neopets, Fuzz Academy, Fictionpress, QueerAttitude, GoneGothic.   Layout Edited by acidxrainbows @ VampireFreaks.com Original Layout made by LauraTrashStar on Skem9.com Likes: Dislikes: Favorite Music: Homepage: http://www.fictionpress.com~acidxrainbows Link 1: http://www.neopets.com/userlookup.phtml?user=myyuf Link 2: http://www.myspace.com/xkillxallxyerrxfriendsx
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