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Latest Journal Entry: dead a doornail April 03, 2008, 08:30pm
Profile: hi people. there ain't a whole lot to tell about me that people would find remotely interesting but here we go....i love drawing and writing. i have bout five stories under way and countless journals and poetry, most very depressing, that i have stashed in a folder in the mess of a room. i am not emo although i am extremely weird to say the least. i have one really big problem... well two actually. one is that i ABSOLUTELY HATE MEN THAT HIT WOMEN!! i want to strap em to a table and castrate them with sandpaper while making them listen to the barney song. there's no excuse for hitting a lady. i despise it and quite often have smacked a guy in front of his friends after he hit a girl. ladies deserve respect so all ya guys get that in your heads. on the other hand i gots one problem with some girls too. and i'll say it once. so listen really hard. MEN DO NOT ALWAYS HAVE SEX ON THEIR MINDS GOD DAMN IT!!! some of us rather do care about your feelings and the such and not what you can do in bed. we rather worry bout you! okay? get it? got it? good. i rather hate getting lumped in with the people i want to use as targets. i am a very psychotic bastard. i love the fight, the thrill of the chase and or hunt, and the catching of my prey. no joke i'm dead serious. i am a very aggressive person and fight all the time. i love the challenge of a decent fight which no one gives anymore sadly enough becuase of this fake bullshit call an "honorable fight" of "battlefield honor" rule number one... if you fight there are no rules except that everything goes and fight to kill. there ya have it. i'm very crazy so whoo. thing is all this crap about love i hear people say... i dont think that if i love a girl i gotta date her. my version of love is being able to let that special person into your heart and know the real you without fear that they might break your heart. thats love for me. i have a total of eight disorders so yeah... i gots schizophrenia, mpd, split personality (why is there two versions of mpd???), minor add, insomnia, rls, conduct disorder (whoo!), ptsd, and others but i need to keep a written list to know them all. i just know i hate the pills. so yeah. i am not fond of people anymore. i find most of them to be slefish little bitches. okay i wont mind you and i'll even be very nice to you until you give me a reason not to be and then by the gods you better watch out. i have this thing called a black side or as my friends un-affectionately named it, black ace. named after my old gang name. so whoo for me. but don't worry i have lots of control over him so i rarely lose it that much. i am single but i really hate "cyber sex" (why people even fucking ask for it i don't know or even understand how it works) so if you get any weird ideas (i dont know why you would i'm pretty average) then i wont ask kindly. get the fuck outa my sight! i am eeeextremely vulgar nowadays so about half the fucking words i type or say are curse words and or threatening remarks. but hey that happens. after all the girl i loved most of all kicked it cause of some fucking drunk driver! i'm gonna nail his impaled ass to a wall. without him having arms and or legs. garr ummm. well there aint much more about me. i can be rather depressing at times and i can be really happy at times. i dont mind people in general although some can be really annoying. i can be rather profane and vulgar and rather mean at times. it's nothing to do with you it's just the way i protect myself. aha! one last thing. i'm not a christian. i'm an amanist. not an animist an amanist. i worship a goddess of light. annnyways i'm off. if you want to rate me you can. i dont mind and i shall rate you back. if you dont i won't really care. it's not the most important thing ever so oh well. i wont be heartbroken. Likes: drawing, boxing, writing, not being injured anymore, British people, strange religionsDislikes: jackasses, bullies, being a good boy, sitting still, injuries that keep happening god damn it!Favorite Music: rock, metal, depressing kinds, anything that makes me dance weird
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