I'm amber [:

Go ahead, judge me, I'll eventually prove you wrong.
If you don't know my name, you're a dumb ass.. But you can call me what ever you want; I bet I'm younger than you think. I’m so much more to me than you'd expect, more than I could possibly explain, more than you could ever understand. A lot of people underestimate me, and I hate it. I try to be nothing but perfect for the ones I love. I drink, I smoke and I sware like a sailor. You can go bitch at someone who cares. I'm the one going to be dying of cancer when I'm 30, not you. I have a few best friends that I would do anything for. They should know who they are, so don't come commenting me saying 'Omg Amber! Am I your best friend?!' Shut the fuck up bitch. I'm sorry if I don't pay a lot of attention to you, it's either cause I'm not in the mood to talk to you, or I don't like you. I honestly, don’t care about what I say to you, as long as everything I say is truthful. My life is like a roller coaster, it has it's ups and downs. Everyone's does. Unless I ask, don't tell me your fucking life story. I don't care. Sometimes I lie, and tell people I'm fine, but honestly, I'm usually worse than ever. If you actually want to know what's wrong with me, ask. It’s not that hard. But if I say 'Don't worry about it' or something, don't worry about it.. Ohh, and don't come complaining to me about how horrible your life is, and how you want to kill yourself. Suicide is an excuse and a reminder that you're just as weak as it gets. I’ve been vegetarian for a little over three years, and I think it's disgusting to eat something that once had a face. But I’m not going to hate you because you eat meat, just don’t breathe in my face thank you. &&don't be a smart ass and say 'well, lettuce was once alive!' Fuck you, lettuce never had a face. I don't care if it was once alive or not. Save your breath by not talking to me if you’re boring and don't know how to live life. Thanks. I wish for a lot of things that I probably will never have nor will I ever get. Like everyone else, I've made mistakes. Some worse than others, but I choose to learn from them. I don't understand, why people black people, Asians or any other race, can call white people 'crackers' and 'white trash' and what not, but we cannot call black people Niggers without getting shot five times or Asians some fucking shit name. I'll call whom ever I want a fucking nigger, white trash or a cracker. If I say it to you, I don’t actually mean to be racist. Talk 2 me lyke dis nd fkin die. I will not respond to you, even if you’re just being a dip shit, and trying to piss me off. I will not talk to you.