my name is rob im 19 years old ,I dont see why human life can be held with such importance by anyone but the person in question I dont cut myself so when I have my knife, worry about yourself not me. I was supposed to die in a vengeance that would have made Columbine look like a warm up even though Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold are gods and Dylan is my hero. Her name is ally. We knew we were right for each other the first hour we knew each other. I used to not care about myself but she makes me want to be better and try harder at everything I do. She makes me question the saying "nobody's perfect" just by looking at her. I love her. I really do. Fuck it, she's my fianc� everyone should know, no secrets. If you see your perfect future in front of you, why wait? We havn't had perfect, happy pasts but you couldn't convince me we we won't have a perfect future. If she loves me as much as I love her I won't ever feel lonely again. I don't know what else to say just I love ally westfall, I love everything about her. I love her smile, I love her skin, I love her voice, I love her lips and I just don't think the rest of my life with her will be enough time. Before hatred was the only thing that felt right but I've never been certain of anything like that before in my life. She accepts me just the way I am and actually loves me for it and that's more than I can say for anyone else.