"It's like you're screaming but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you."
Status: I can feel that im in over my head, and now, I just wish the ocean would devour me.
Sex: female Age: 16 Location: 100 Acre Woods,
---US STATES----, United States
Member since: January 21, 2012 Account: Free Account Status: VF Addict
OoopBlaah! I beeh Maddai :3 (Pronounced Maddy*) Random Facts Bout Meeh? -Im afraid of the dark :O -Terrified* of airplanes T_T -I straighten maah hair EVERY* morning. -My bestfriend is Austii <3 -Kindah in love with this guuy Christian :D <3 (: -My Ipod has 538 songs on et :D -I believe in GHOST >:0 -I think everything happens for a reason. . -Netflix is one of the best things that has EVER happened to meeh. -I love meeting new people! C: -I like people with psychological issues. -I have an addiction to texting! [; -I loooooooove sleeep, -I hate fighting. . Especially with friends </3 -Start something with me? I'll end it. -Wanna fight me? Ill fight you then and there. Dont give me any excuses as to why you cant. You started it. Im just getting it over with. -I love blue nailpolish <3 -I think Zombies are adorable. -I love combat boots && converse. -Studded belts and Studded bracelets complete me (: -I love everyone. And I think everyone is beautiful. . Except myself. Annnnd. . THATS ALL :D <3 (: -Loooveeee, Maddai. "KILL THE LIGHTS. These children learn from cigarette burns, fast cars, fast money and cheap drinks. It feels right. All the asphyxiated, self-medicated, take the white pill, YOU'LL FEEL ALRIGHT." ♥
I like SceneKids. I like Tumblr. I like Facebook. I like Texting. I like Skelanimals. I like Zombies. I like Sockmonkeys. I like The Feeling I get On a Sunday Morning. I like Dancing In My Underwear. I like Studded Belts. I like Combat Boots. I like Converse. I like Running. I like Sarcasm. I like Drinking. I like Smoking. I like Having fun. I like Halloween. I like Wearing cotton. I like Makeup. I like The Summer. I like Music. I like Bracelets. I like Incense. I like The Sunshine. I like My Hair. I like My Self-esteem. I like Long Hair. I like Vans. I like Beanies. I like The Little Friends I Do Have. I like Making A Point. --Things that I love-- I love being the girl everyone thinks about. I love being in my underwear. I love Jac Vanek. I love being barefooted. I love warm weather. I love sunsets. I love living my life the way I want to. I love how mean I am. I love how imperfect some people take me as. I love being judgemental. I love Facebook. I love Alabama. I love my bed. I love my phone. I love texting. I love not being home. I love guys who pull back their hair when they wear beanies. I love how I don't have a heart. I love ZOMBIES <3 I love my parrott. I love cuddling. I love the way my dog sleeps in my bed. I love Fuze. I love Redbull. I love Monster. I love Redwine. I love the way I can pop the corks off wine bottles with my teeth. I love Sharpies. I love BlueGoose Vodka with Mountain Dew. I love vintage. I love photography. I love fat bands. I love Christian. I love Austii. I love Kandi Bracelets. I love Books. I love German Shepherds. I love Pit bulls. I love White-Out. I love Snow Ice cream. I love teddy bears. I love the word RAWR. I love proper spelling and grammar. I love partying.
I don't like people who talk to much. I don't like demons. I don't like the beach. I don't like people who go "ME TOO" just because they think they should fit in. I don't like people who have NO CLUE what they're talking about. I don't like "Barbies". By that I mean, EVERYTHING HAS TO BE NAME-BRAND AND PINK, listen to hip hop, talk through their nasal cavities, and wear way to much foundation. I don't like grungy/baggy pants. If your gonna show your ass, be a nudist. If not, WEAR A BELT. I don't like BOTDF, Dot Dot Curve, or Brokencyde. I don't like to walk fast. I don't like to be rushed. I don't like shaving. I don't like to be yelled at, or told I'm wrong. I don't like the cold. I don't like big puffy jackets. I don't like the woods. I don't like boys who "check me out". I don't like people who say they wanna Fight but when you say "lets Go" Come up with excuses as to why they can't. I don't like headaches. I don't like purplee onions. I don't like German accents. I don't like cooking. I don't like toasters. I don't like people who say "That person is staring at me" when obviously they arn't. I don't like Math. I don't like Ripoff. I don't like My dad. I don't like My nana. I don't like People who hate Pit bulls. Annnd, I don't like Pink.
Between the Trees, Simple Plan, Sum 41, Blink 182, Silverstein, All Time Low, Avril Lavigne, 30H!3, A Rocket to the Moon, Black Veil Bride, ColdPlay, Death Cab For Cutie, HeyHiHello, Hawthorne Heights, NeverShoutNever, My Chemical Romance, Mayday Parade, Owl City, Paramore, Pink, Staind, Senses Fail, Boys Like Girls, Marcy Playground, Cobra Starship, Pedro The Lion, Snow Patrol, Thrice, To Be Juliets Secret, Sleeping With Sirens, A Day To Remember, Matchbook Romance, Asking Alexandria, The Pink Spiders, Cage The Elephant, Cute Is What We Aim For, EATMEWHILEIMHOT!, Fall Out Boy, Forever The Sickest Kids, Hollywood Undead, Jimmy Eat World, Lighthouse, One Direction, Saving Able, Peirce The Veil, The Fray, Yellowcard, Taking Back Sunday, Pink Floyd, ANNDD Cobra Starship :3
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