What can I say about myself? I'm super cool, clearly. I'm a bit of everything, but not really a full out anything. I get some love for that, I get some hate for that, but mostly I get overlooked. Which is cool. Leaves me to be the approacher for the most part. I dig it. However, feel free to approach me if you'd like. I'm a friendly lady.
I'm not a fan of:
Preachers. We're all different. We probably have different morals. Please don't give me shit for me or mine. Feel free to inform me of how you feel; I love hearing new ways too look at things. Just don't be pushy about it.
Pity is horrible. Whether it's self pity or pity for anyone else...I hate it. Compassion is great, understanding is great, but thinking that one person is completely helpless is just plain stupid.
Guilt, loneliness, and anything that gives you that sinking and empty sort of feeling in your gut.
Conceited people drive me crazy.
People who hate themselves drive me crazy.
People who can't find that happy medium.
The "helpers" who follow you around begging for you to spill your soul so they can fix you. I like having the option of saying "I don't want to talk about it," and have people leave it at that.
The people who try so damn hard to be unique and different that they essentially lose sight of who they are. Be yourself. If it's been done before, then so be it.
And of course, Mondays just suck.
I live for:
My family. They love me, I love them, and I really don't think I could make it without them.
My friends. There are only a few that I'm actually close to and can spill my heart to (boyfriend included), and I wouldn't trade them for anything. Then there are the bunch that I chill, chitchat, hang, and "party" with. I wouldn't really open up to them, but they still mean the world to me.
My puppy. I grew up with snakes, frogs, turtles, fish, birds, and dwaarf hampsters...only caged animals. I've always wanted a dog or a cat that was free to run around and play with me, and be as much of a replacement as possible for the younger sibling I never had. So, after profuse begging, my parents decided that if I earned straight A's, I could get a dog. I did. Her name is Mika, and I love her so so much.
I'm a nature freak. I love the woods, fields, valleys, sky, sun, moon, stars, sea, and all the animals roaming around here with us.
I also love the weather...whether it's sunny, cloudy, snowing, raining, humid, arid, or anything else, I enjoy it immensely.
I don't think I could survive without coffee. It's gotten to the point that I haven't had any less than two, although usually more, cups of coffee a day. I know, it's bad for me and such, but I really don't care. It's one of my favorite indulgences.
My other favorite indulgence would be my obnoxiously long and hot showers.
Naps too. =)
Fire, incense, and candles are wonderful.
Wildlife in Africa.<3
Vocabulary. I love words. The concept of language blows my mind. The art of it melts my heart. (Okay, that was cheesy, but true)
Speaking of which, I'm a big fan of Spanish. Me encanta la idoma y la hablo con amigos y en mi cabeza y traduzco muchos canciones de ingles a espaņol para divertirme. Pero probalmente soņo muy tonta cuando lo hago. Ni modo.
I love to sing and dance horribly while I blast whatever song comes out of my 200 CD stereo...which could be just about anything. I love it when my music goes from things like Backstreet Boys to Dimmu Borgir to Umphrey's McGee to Silly Songs with Larry. It makes life interesting.
Also: Gingers Swimming Reading Camping Concert going Playing card/dice games Toys etc.
So much and too much and buckets and buckets.