"Precious"
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Megumi
. . . From school-mates , to friends .
From friends to best friends .
From best friends to siblings .
From siblings to close-hearted friends .
"In the end , we ended up being Soulmates . The highest grade of friendship . This means that we , in 8-year friendship almost , never fought , argued nor had a single day of wanting to be without each others . This friendship is unique and the most appreciated that exists in this cruel world . Soulmate , is what makes your living life bright . You may have a different opinion , but that must be because you don't have a soulmate . The ones who knows Megumi and me , would understand most . Also . . .
The love between us crossed Lovers-ship , romantic-friendship and every other that exist . It's , like I said before; the highest relationship that exists . And I'm
REALLY proud of this . I'm proud of having Megumi for me and myself . Eventhough she has a boyfriend . . . Lovership is below and he accepted it - I appreciate this very much .
Also . . . The one who I'd date with paybe someday . . . If h/she wouldn't accept the fact that Megumi is number one important , I won't accept it .
It may hurt , or maybe not . All that concern me is Megumi and only Megumi . I love you Megumi , I love you dearly . >"<
I would give up everything for her sake , for her will . She , she's my everything . I freakin' love you , Megumi . I can't describe this in words and how much . And I know you know this . But I wished I could tell you in a different way how
MUCH you mean to me in this world . This world , for me , that used to be black got bright just because you were near me . I love you , I thank you , my everything ."
- Emo's in a corner .-
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Nichan
We started off as classmates . Day one;
"When I , as a reckless student showed up late on the first "Introduction" day of school , my eyes would've only gazed down to the tables through my fringe . I named myself in a low voice and refused to scan the classroom . When the teacher pointed out where to sit , I took a seat and finally began to scrutinize the students one by one . But when my eyes scanned the wonderful Black/red haired Nicceh , I was thinking negatively about her; not wanting to grow close with anyone .
The break was over , and we waited outside the hall . This girl , Nicceh , came to me and asked if I knew Japanese music , Anime , and we started a slow conversation . She was perplexed me knowing about it , yet I wasn't that suprised . Though , after that day , nothing but she came across my mind , and only had one desire; Wanting to grow close with her .
From classmate , she jumped over between Romantic-friendship and Close-hearted friends in
one year . That's wonderful , unqiue to me . . . She accepted me , I respected her . We drew during classes and laughed . We shared personal informations and all we did was growing closer; Nichan . Thank you for being this good for me , taking care of me , trusting and holding me like we know each others for over ten years . I'd like to keep it this way . For we all have to accept that there are good times , and bad times . We will be studying for a couple of years , and I hope together , and in the future . Thank you , I love you , Nichan ."
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Stefan
From schoolmate to friend .
The first who could switch friendship to sibling . . .
"The first person I've actually seen as a real big brother . Eventhough sometimes people make notes of younger brother's pestering the elder to receive what they desire for . In this case , sometimes it's the opposite . When I get shy , I want to be comfortable . The only place I can feel that way is behind him with my hands inside his pockets . My brother , Megumi's boyfriend , someone who shares a part of my life . . . When I first met him , I would've loved seeing him together with Megumi . They could be compared as two friends who would only fight and make needless contests about 'who is better' and improved themselves . They were usually discussing , arguing about Gackt , Miyavi and other stuff . But day after day , without realizing , they grew closer . No matter what happened . That made me happy . . One day , when we decided to visit my brother , Megumi had this ridiculous though of wanting me to be together with Stefan , but hey . . . I knew beforehand what would happen ! We had so much fun , we laughed so much . In the end , yes , it was selfish . I felt neglected . But I knew there was something behind this . . . It was the day Stefan asked Megumi out in the most adorable way ever - and Megumi decided it by my permission . Of course I told her 'yes' ! Stefan is a great , handsome , trusted guy who I wished as a sibling for ! Not only Megumi and Stefan grew closer - but also Stefan and me ! And the feeling of wanting a big brother that would take me along everywhere . . . Sprouted .
I never met such a wonderful guy as him , and I love him dearly . Stefan , know that even if I sometimes think that you don't like me as much as I do . I want you to know how much I actually love you , how much I care for you . Nii-san , please hold my hand while you still can . This sentense has more meanings than only taking it litteraly .
But then again; We will remain
THE Hardcore Incestuous HomoFag Siblings forever , right ?" ^ ^
Scarmiglione , Gaara
"When I made a few notes about on-line friends , I was anxious growing close with them . Realizing the person's personality , pictures and backgrounds are fake after talking seriously about life and experience . Either distrusted or abandon you for other's . But then one day . . . I met this wonderful , beautiful person . A person who is not ordinary you would come across in life or on-line . A person who . . . Is special . This person , Gaara , not only I like him dearly , but also sympathetically . My wish is , to give him happiness and worth friends . I'd love to see him together with Nichan , Megumi and Stefan . That's the day when we are complete . The day when I can watch contently and maybe burst into tears in public to see how important they are , even together .
Gaara to me , showed so much that I actually believe in online friends and more . We are so close , so understanding . It's almost scary . It's like we've known each other's for a long time . For being put in this list , yeah . Gaara
IS special . And he's WORTH being looked up . He;s not only gorgeous , but also a great artist . I grant him every happiness and everything he'd desire . I'd be willing to come over to him if it wasn't that much of problem . Oh , that day must come soon . . . Very soon .
Gaara , I love you very much . Even for you , like I told you before , I can't describe how much I love you , how much I care for you , how much I think about you every day . How much I want to meet you in person , hear your voice in reality , touch your skin and pull into a hug you'd never felt before . I really , really , really appreciate our friendship . Never forget this ."
"You four . . . Mean so much for me that it's impossible to describe this in A1-paper with miniscule letters . So much that all I could do is repeat my words , show affection , offer myself willingly as crying-should . Be there when need , when you are sad , needing affection or entertainment . Money or food . . . Wanting to be with the four of you - in one room and scream the truth about how much I love and care . . . Writing this down , made me feel sad . It makes me sad to realize that there are actually those who understands you completely , loves you , offers anything you request . . . I appreciate the various , yet same friendship so much that . . . I feel hopeless . I'll repeat one last time . And please hold this forever;"
I LOVE YOU~
Friends~
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Maru
"I met Maru at school this year . She was an old school friend of Megumi . I was never aware of this until I joined this school and heard about it from Megumi . Maybe in the past she told me , but it sure faded away , otherwise I'd memorized it . Maru is a few CM / INCH shorter than me , and really cute . Eventhough her cuteness reverberates with her perverted mind . She adores Hentai and Yaoi . Well , Hardcore Hentai and Yaoi . Have you seen her art works in the huge map she drags along ? When a child would open this , the poor childs eyes would bleed together with the mind . Yes , but . . . She is a great artist . She has a art-skill I've seen rarely . Keep it up , Maru .
People makes mistakes , and learn from mistakes . During the season's where Maru had a lot problems with friends and love , she eventually learnt from her mistakes . Maru , when you take various advices and use them one by one , learn from your mistakes , get up on your feets again and move on , you will become a better person in the future . Now we are young - we
make these mistakes delibirately to learn and grow stronger . When we reject and see through fingers what had happened . When would you realize repeating the mistakes ? That is why , in life , it's important to learn even from the good times . You are a wonderful friend . Thank you , Maru ."
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Deechan
"Before knowing about the school I was joining , I've created a VampireFreaks account . Unnoticed receiving comment or wrote one , it was this girl I had an eye on . We got into big discussions , personal stuff's and . . . She was my first friend after Megumi . It was really nice to find someone who you can talk good with . At that time , I didn't realized that the next year , I would join the exact same school as she did , and we got suprised . We were so happy and couldn't wait for school to start . I had to take this 'In-Take' and it was really bad . Nervousity was killing me , not because I needed to talk to join the school , no , I was going to meet Deechan first time ! It was really nice but . . . I was so dead nervous that I quickly ran outside after the talk . She chased together with Stefan-niisan and , I was able to give her my art I drew that morning . . We then , a few weeks later met at 'Klein Zwitserland' , and I also met Martijn , Mikito , Kiet and Saachan there . It was something special , and it will never fade away from my memory . Thanks to you , Deechan , I was able to feel home around people , made friends , and learned how to trust people again . I love you . I will never forget the things you did to me . You made VampireFreaks something unique to me ."
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Astrid
"The cutest girl ever . . . I repeat , the cutest girl ever . . . Not only by her looks but also , the way she is , speaks , and moves . She could go along with a lot styles . So far , I haven't spoked to her much to elaborate who she is , but she's worth to be on my friends list . I like her very much . I respect her and again have urges to pinch those adorable puffed cheeks . Please allow me to bite your arm next time we meet again !" ^ ^
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"Linda"
"I never knew about her until Fat linked her VampireFreaks profile to me , and discussed her to be the most wonderful , elegant and glamourous Lolita that exists in Europe . The first time I met her was at the Jrock-con . At that time I was more shy around her , and didn't dare to speak or say anything . I was glad she was a REAL MAN and asked something to me . I though my nose was exploding and heart would stop beating . I don't remember if I stuttered or what I replied . All I did was focussing on not collapsing; Linda , you are beautiful inside and outside !"
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"Max"
"Someone who's worth being looked up on ! Look at his hair . . . Look at his style . . . Look at his charm and his wonderful gaze . His
adorable height and hands . I really love him to death and want to cuddle him for ever ! Also . . . He's the boyfriend of Linda , see ? He's worth anything . He's the KING ! Heh heh , I love you , Maxie~"
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"Asian Paulo"
"Second schoolday . . . I sat beside Asian Paulo and had to work along with the group , desining symboles . When I saw him , I though; 'He seems like someone who would enjoy watching Anime' . And BINGO ! He was . . . Also , we could get along fast ! At first , he was shy and grumpy . I didn't dare to say much but I
needed to know him . So by times we got to know each other's better , drew for each other's and had a lot fun . I really hope Asian Paulo , Nichan and I will be classmates forever ! I really adore him , and , he's mean sometimes by biting me , but he can be sweet too ! He eventually licks randomly on cheeks unnoticed ! That's typical Asian Paulo . It says; Beware ! Heh . Thank you for sharing the good times Paulo ."
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"Ray"
"I met him this year at school . He's a quiet but confidential guy . At first , we hang around more , but now , we talk more . It doesn't matter how seperated you are; as long as you have confident in a friendship , you will keep it and hold it . Ray has very good sides I admire , his looks are brilliant and I adore him . Though I still can't help but 'Grrr' at him being tad taller than me . - Sigh .- Heh , I really adore you . Ray , even when we don't see each others often , even if we are too busy , you going to a different school . . . It doesn't matter . There are always times we can meet up again and talk what we missed . I surely hope it will last for a long , long time . You are someone who fully understands me , I am someone who understood you fully . And I hope like that , we can support our friendship . Thank you , Ray ."
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"Nilichan"
"This girl killed me this schoolyear . Not in a negative manner but . . . By her kindness . She's so gentle , sweet , trusted , loving and besides all her BEAUTIFUL personalities . . . She's so gorgeous . I wish there were more perfect girls outside like her . I adore you Nilichan . Please know that .
Eventhough sometimes it seemed like we weren't so close , we are . Like I said; I can't describe good . . . I can't show off how I feel and what I desire to tell . You are someone who understands anything . And even talk about it ! You are almost full-experienced girl . Heh , I really grow jealous of Mikito by times ! Yes , I will definitely bite him for having the perfect girl I dreamed of ! Heh heh , you are just special . My jokes are a little off . I love you , Nilipuu~"
Juui
"Juui , ah Juui . . . I have so much to tell about her while I only met her twice in my life . How ironic . I love her to death . And she knows this . Well - I hope so . When I asked to take a picture of her at the Chibicon , I got so nervous and shy ! I can't believe I had dared .
Then , she accompanied me the evening . We sung , we laughed , we smiled . It was a wonderful day , yet short . I thank you for that , Juui .
Furthermore; She's the most goodlooking Jrock-girl I ever met . I really respect her views in life . I admire her looks , her height , her eyes , her
Hair , everything . . .
You know , I feel like I'm knowing her for a long , long time . Why ? The second time we met . Juui , I could take your hands as if it was my best friend's hand . I never dare to do this to someone I recently met . I really found it odd yet I felt so comfortable around you . And again; that's something special right ? Juui ! I
love you ."
UNDER CONSTRUCTION~
FanArt
FanArts I still had saved: 
Thank you
GAARA [ Based on me; not me ] But I liked this art so much that i wanted to put it up . Gaara's BEST artist ever. Ilu~ <3.
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AMBER
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JENN
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AIDEN
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CHELSEY
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STEFFI
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MAX
*NOTE: If you made one and sended before; resend me so I can upload it in this secion . Thank you , all .
Signs
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Jenn
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NICHAN
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GAARA
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Jessica
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Britt
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Kai-Yun
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Ray~
Thank you for taking your time on reading it , . . . Though I doubt that . x_x;
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