Hi I'm MJ and I'm only here to make new friends. So that's all. I am 21 and I am taken. I love my new family and getting to know more about them is fun. I like how my mum said she likes having me around because I am silly and bring more fun to the house and everyone here. So yes I'm weird and sometimes loud and yet quiet when I'm shy or just don't feel like talking. I can be a good friend if you get close to me. I don't mind different people but I don't like people who are very into them selves and the ones who flirt with other people non stop. You all know what I mean those people who don't care if someone is taken or says no. They get all weird and bug people none stop till they get pissed. It's those kinds of people wo piss me off and make my blood boil and make me want to do things to them to make them feel pain in every way possible. It's fun really because I get my mind going and get so into it and then I get creative. So in a way when those people piss me off I get ideas for stories or pictres to draw or paint as a way to vent. If you get all that then you can tell I can be a very sick or rude person when pushed. I don't care much about what people say or do. It's only when they do it to hurt me or my family that I will do what I need to in order to get pay back because pay back is a bitch now isn't it? Well if you're a good human being then we should get along just fine. Other things about me is that I use to have a family but I don't talk to them any more and I don't call them my family either. They are dead to me now and aways will be. I now call them the unforgivin. They are nothing but the shadows of my past that will soon be gone for good and no more will they haunt my steps I take in life. The only thing they gave me or did for me is make me into who I am today and that can be many things. I am a person who has many issues but they help me stay strong as well. I have a hard time trusting people who try too hard to get close to me. I don't like many people because I don't want people to get to know me all that well since I have a hard time with people liking me for what I am or who I am. I woud ike to make friends with people who are open mined like me though. I do try to give everyone a chance and see if there are worthy of being a good friend. I don't mean I am perfect in every way. I just find it to be that people who want to like me or be my friend need to be aware I am a compicated person and have crazy mood swings. lol I have many things wrong with me in my head. lol I have bi-polar disorder, skitzo, depression, and some that I can't think of right now.lol I'll get back to that those. I am hoping to get enrolled into school this week so I can get that done and get into some kind of career like stylist and maybe go into some welding. If I can get around to getting more school done I would like to be able to work in the morgue. I don't mind the smell of sight of dead things so I can find myself enjoying it. I find it relaxing really. Plus it woud be very quiet in my work place most nights. I don't hear back talk either...(lol it was lame to say but it make me giggle) Well another interesting thing is I'm pregnant. I will be having a baby boy and I'm very excited. I am going to do my best as any other to be a good parent/friend/role model. I want to make sure I can be trusted by my son for him to come to me or his father about any problems or questions he may have about life and if I or my love can not answer that then we will look up the answers if we can to find him his answer. I want him to look up to us. I can only hope for so many things. I guess we will see in time how things play out. But my unborn son and my sweet love are my heros in life as my reasons to be a strong person and muther to push forward from any thing that may be standing in my way. Ah yes and see my love would like us to have one more child. lol I will see how I feel about that later on and when we will feel if its something we want as to when would be the right time in our life. I could be busy with things and well when its all right and good to go then I really wouldn't mind t aking the time to have another as long as we are not tight with money. lol Well another thing about me is sometimes I need to vent and when I do I will do it to a good friend or a I will vent out through my journal if I need to. I don't like to much really because it kind a seems lame but hey if I need it the damn thing will be there no matter what lol.

Some things like taking to my love or family, my friends, talking to my baby in my tummy, singing, dancing, coloring things like my pants or on people, make up like making my love look silly with his mums make-up giggling at him together, shopping for things like clothse, baby stuff, presents for any friends or family, hat! I love hats that make me look cute as in cat hats with ears and mittens. I love skulls too and drawing, painting, acting out silly things, cleaning, cooking, playing games such as cards or bord games, listening to music and making music, going to concerts, looking things up on line, learning new things, reading about music and arts and things going on in the world, I like to do fun things like play with toys in the stores with my love, walking around town or at night. I like to go to movies, dress up all weird or silly or sexy for my love haha.

Most people and those sluts who make me sick... I coud make a long list but hey what ever right? If you really wanna know what I don't like I will just list them daily as they come and here is some,... not having money for things like fun stuff and needs in life, not having colored hair or piercings, not having a lot of socks..yeah that's right socks. I hate it when my bras get all bent funny after being in the wash and then get fucked because then I have to buy more new ones. I hate running late for things.

I have to put that all later when I have more time.