I'm not like many people. I feel like I'm the only person in the world who loves with my entire heart...only to have it shattered by people who aren't serious about loving me. There are many things that make me different from others. I am a vegetarian. I am gay. I don't really care about sex. I rely on over the counter mood stabilizers and stress relief tea to make me happy...or at least calm. Most of the time I just feel like I don't even belong in this world. Or any world. I'm not suicidal...though I have been before. I wish I could find just one person who could truly love me. If the words "true" and "love" can even be used together these days. I don't want a stereotypical generic relationship. I don't want someone to text "Hey, whats up?" every day. That isn't a relationship...I don't want "Sexting" or roleplaying. I want someone who can go days without talking to me and still be completely dedicated to me. Which means no flirting, cheating, or thinking about anyone else in a romantic/sexual way. I know that in a world like this...its almost impossible. I know I will most likely be alone for the rest of my life. But I have to try to live. I'm fighting for myself for once, even if no one else will.
Things I like: Writing(poetry and lyrics), Singing, Playing Keyboard (Currently learning to at least), Watching movies (Though I do admit I do not like T.V. that much, but there are a few movies I love.), Playing games (Fantasy/Adventure RPG games mostly. I also enjoy arcade games and "old school" games such as Pac man, Tetris, Pong, Sonic the Hedgehog, Mario, and anything else along those lines.), Reading (Usually classic literature, but I like many things.), Tea (I drink it every day!!), and Alternative fashion. There are probably a lot of things I did not include here. This is only a profile, not a life story.
I really dislike the amount of sexuality in the world. Life is not about sex. Well, unless you're an instinct driven insect who's one and only desire is to reproduce (or obtain "pleasure"). Which I am not. Closed mindedness. Egotistical people. People who hurt animals or other people. Being completely alone too often. Racism, Sexism, and any other prejudice of any kind.
I like a wide variety of music, including: Industrial, EBM, Electronic music in general, Dark Cabaret, Classical, Rock (if I'm in the mood for it), and many other things. An example of a few of my favorite musicians would be: Emilie Autumn (I am a plague rat!!), Amanda Palmer, Dresden Dolls, Pzychobitch, Miss FD, Ayria, Jack Off Jill, Scarling, Voltaire, Abney Park, Skinny Puppy, Combichrist, HeartsRevolution, Rabbit Junk and many others. I also sometimes listen to mainstream things such as: Nicki Minaj, Lady Gaga, Eminem, and whatever else I feel like listening to at the time. If I like it, I listen to it. Simple. :)