Sex: female Age: 20 Location: Just another Hicktown,
Louisiana, United States Orientation: Gay Status: VF Addict Rating: 0.00 Rating points: 0
Member since: May 21, 2010 Last logged in: February 27, 2012, 02:25pm
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.Simply Me.
First let me make this very CLEAR NO MEN or BOYS. I do not think of myself as any of the following : Sexy, Fine, Hot, HAWT, or anything else that is used in the same text. Please do not refer to me as any of those. If you want to call me beautiful, pretty, cute, or anything of such please explain to me why you think such things about me. If you want to call me ugly, or anything else in that book please explain to me your reasoning behind it and be honest. I am not here to change myself into anyone else. I am happy to just be myself. Though I have hit a few rough spots I will always try to look at the brighter things in life. I enjoy making friends and meeting new people. “Every bird has many paths in it’s life. They may choose to take one less followed with a confident embrace or be a follower and be one of many like it.”-Odessa. So if you believe in being a follower please do not try to change me. I have a passion to help others big or small, human or animal, young or old. I love everyone before even knowing them. I have a little bit of a protective side. I have a passion in photography and my writing. I had a very rough past, please do not let it scare you away. I still see the beauty in things when others see nothing. If you read my whole profile please write me and tell me you did.
.Welcome to My World.
Hi Hi!! This is my page it talks about me and my life. I hope you don‘t read it if you are going to judge me. I am here to make friends, meet girls… Please NO GUYS!! I am sick of you acting like every one wants you when I have absolutely no interest in men, boys, or dumb butts with no brain. I love to help others. I am a good listener, just please don‘t lie to me. I look down on those who lie. Especially when I tell the truth. I love to role-play, write, and take pictures(photography). I am a very determined girl with a lot on her mind. If you wish to know more take a look around if you are still interested add me… Once again GIRLS ONLY!! And NO MEN!!
.The Cover of My Book.
You will see a girl who wears a fake smile. Someone who wears makeup to hide bruised eyes or that she has been crying. Wearing Jackets or long sleeves to hide old scars while in public, or holing her arm up to where no one will see the scars. The jackets provide a safe place. She is very jumpy when around a lot of people or if touched without warning. Her eyes show the most of her feelings she tries to hide with the fake smile. She cares a lot about animals and children along with life. She is full of determination to do what she feels is right. The cover of my book only lets you see a glimpse into who I am.
.Skin Deep.
“If you look at me, touch me, and feel me can you tell that I am real?” I have this numbness that sets in when I get scared or just at random times. I sometimes cannot tell if I am still here or in a distant place searching for a way back. My skin have you know hides a lot of my scars only a few are left to be seen. I have a hard time of showing my arms and my stomach. If you look at my face too long I may hide it or wonder if you notice that one do. The bruises and bones and cuts all heal, while the scars fade. Though I would never be the same person I am today if I have not been through all I had been though. So I thank the ones who were responsible for opening my eyes, yet I still fear them in the pit of my heart. If you want to know who I really am just get to know me. Do not let my appearance fool you. .On the Inside.
On the inside what most never realize is what really counts. I have a big heart, even though it is hurt and scarred and still healing. I rarely let people in deep enough to hurt me, when I do I trust them not to. I love nature and its beauty and peaceful environment. For it is more pure than the human society we live in today. No guy will ever hold a place in my heart as anything more than just a friend. My soul it’s a lot older than my body. I have been through more than I wish to let on, but eventually people notice. I have a little light left in my dark locked heart that wants to trust someone, but the rest of me fears it. Then I still believe in fairytales and all of their stories, wishing something like that was real and could happen to me. On the inside being one of the most treasured things in a child’s eye they can sense if you will hurt them or love them. Treat them well. For you always know that they care.
.My Past.
The past will never be forgotten, but it can eventually be let go and replaced with a warmer embrace. I hold many secrets still locked up inside. The night mares are so real because I have lived them once before. The doctors say it takes time, and I may never forget the horrors that once faced me and the nightmares they will last from time and time again. I have a history of Cutting and hurting myself in order to feel... You may ask to feel what? Well I get numb sometimes where I can't feel and I just want to know I am alive. If you wish to know more talk to me.
