| I’m I Love I DISPISE with a fiery PASSION. I could NEVER live without Or I WOULD go completely InsAnE&& diE I am FACT: you think you know me &&you are wrong :] I know you're going to judge me. Hate me. Envy me. Frown upon me. Bitch at me. I don't give a fuck- you're words on the computer screen are only as real as the voices in my head.  +++ADD ME ON GAIA BETCH+++ Camera Whore s e c k s +++ADD ME ON DEVIANT ART+++ theemogirlnextdoor ++++add me on myspace!++++ I know you're going to judge me. Hate me. Envy me. Frown upon me. Bitch at me. I don't give a fuck- you're words on the computer screen are only as real as the voices in my head. So, since you will judge me, take this truth into consideration before you deem me a self-centered, egotistical, attention seeking, teenage bitch. I am shy to the point where I am often too afraid to ask for help, or even say the extra words "can I have extra butter" when getting popcorn at the movies. I am confident [maybe just bitchy] enough to yell "SLUT!" or bitch out someone that I don't even know. I do not understand how people put themselves before otehrs, especially friends. Do you understand why someone whould be so unreasonable as to murder someone? Thats how much I don't understand being selfish &&greedy. I don't understand sterotypes either, it just doesn't make sense to me. I have never felt &&don't understand "peer pressure". Why would you do something that you don't want to do because someone else thinks you should? Just stupid. I don't care what people think about me, yet I constantly worry about it. I honestly think that I am not pretty at all. I've only had one boyfriend, for not even a month, &&I've only kissed two people, ever. If I was pretty, I could have nearly anyone I want, &&I would be single by choice. So by looking at those facts, I'm obviously nothing special. I am an old soul, I guess you could say. Besides how tall I am, people generally think I'm anywhere from 18-25 [I'm only 16] because of how mature I come across. I don't enjoy all types of music, but any music that I can feel honest emotion or effort that was put into it, I will appriceate. I am very analytical, &&I enjoy finding a deeper meaning behind anything, wether it be a photograph, a movie, or the shape of a cloud. I am a writer- I am currently drafting up the story lines for a few books &&a series that I have been thinking about for 13 years of my life. I am a poet- I write poems &&lyrics constantly &&I can always find something to write with or on, even if I'm in the middle of the hills with no other people for a few hours away. I take my poetry seriously, it is my life &&how I document it. There is meaning behind every line &&is a piece of my soul. I am a musician- I play the piano &&guitar, &&I sing. I write music &&I am trying to start a band. Music is my passion &&my life; that phrase is over used, but I do genuinley mean it more than many who state that. I am a photographer- I do not see the world through the lense of a camera, I see the pieces of the world that could fit in the lense of a camera. I am my own person &&nobody can change that. The only things you can change are the words you write upon my face for all to see, but please, let them be their own judge of that.  ©2008 ~theemogirlnextdoor  ©2008 ~theemogirlnextdoor  ©2008 ~theemogirlnextdoor  ©2008 ~theemogirlnextdoor  ©2008 ~theemogirlnextdoor    |
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