My name is Memory. :3 I was born in the ice cold month of December. I like to think I'm not a bad person. But sometimes people take things and what I really mean wrong..About me? I love nature and animals. Just going outside is an amazing feeling for me. ^-^ I am vegan and eat no animals or animal products. I like doing make up and styling hair. :D Anime is where my style comes from. The inspiration I get from anime and video games is lovely. The way I see it everyone needs a passion and for me it's entertaining people weather it's giving them something to talk about, or something to listen to. :] I am currently in progress for making music. It's always been my dream. To make people feel deeply into their hearts and make connections with them through music. Because my life has been long and treacherous. No I'm not saying my life is any worse then any one else. This is just the way my life is. When I was a baby my father and mother were teenagers. Into drugs and alcohol. I can't help but wonder if they even cared if I was born. I've been told they probably would have been happier if I wasn't born. That's just the way it is..My grandma decided to take me in and after finally convincing my mom to give me up for a few hundred dollars she did and that's where I've been for pretty much all my life. Growing up wasn't a breeze. I got picked on all the time at school. I just never really fit in and I barely even had one friend. after a while I found out he was just using me.. realizing I had no friends. I turned my sites to video games which kept my mind focused on something for a while. I'd always wished worlds like them existed. where bullying and hate didn't exactly exist. Though thinking about it now..No matter where you go there are always flaws. But anyway getting picked on and even beat up seemed..normal..Middle school was the same as elementary lonely and afraid. Afraid of getting hurt or being in pain. High school a time where I began to reflect on who I truly was. Seeing I didn't like myself. And meeting someone who changed my life. I decided to recreate myself into my the image I truly see my self as. Knowing perfection is only as real as you make it. I tried to just keep "improving" myself.. even though I still dislike the way I look and my self esteem isn't very high. But I just know I have to keep going. Life is what you make of it. if you just do nothing that's all you truly are..I can't and won't ever give up no matter how tough it gets.. pain is an illusion and we can't let it get to us. Growing up my mom had literally no contact with me till I was like 8 years old. My dad hurt me a few times but the only serious problem I had was the women he married..she was one of those people who never really worked in their life. Going to school and dropping out. With bipolar written all over her. I honestly don't think she was human at times..one incident I will always keep in my mind is when one day some person stuck gum in her door lock.. She automatically assumed it was me came over to my house. Chewed the gum so it was nice and sticky and smeared it in my hair then slammed me to the ground..I had to have been 10 or something like that..that's no way to deal with a child..even if I had did it.. :( you can't just go around hurting people and assuming..She'd always told me how my grandparents molested me and how messed up I was because I was my dads son. I know that my grandparents never did anything like that. but even after all my step mother did to me I'd forgive her..I'll try to never ever turn someone away because of something they did in the past as long as they are willing to forget the past or just move on from it. I'm always willing to move beyond that. Life has many turns good and bad.. We just have to find ourselves be confident and never give up on our dreams. Because if we do...What are we fighting for? Please anyone who read this..Stay yourself be happy and don't ever let anyone put you down weather you are called names or aren't the prettiest or handsomest You are who you are. And that makes you unique and special. No one can ever take that from you. So stay strong... ♥
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Cuddling it's like the best thing in the whole wide world :D
Anything to do with music
Trying new things I like to think I'm open minded
Hairstyling :D
Makeup
Remembering things I thought I forgot about long ago
Kittens they are the best :3
Snuggless :DDD they are like cuddles only sleepy ones ^.^
The month of December because I love snow =3
Exploring the world ^^
Vocals listen to techniques used by other artists
The complements I get from random people on the streets (negative ones are almost always ignored) ^^
Meeting new people (in person is best :3 because its more memorable)
Anything Anime Inspired
Looking for fashionable clothes
Loveless
Japan because it is just amazing
and much much more =]
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