Hello there fellow freaks. Thy name is Maritza but please call me Xisel, it is my middle name. IM NOT NEW TO THE SITE, FIRST CAME ON WHEN I WAS 13 {L4Dy_Ch4o5} BUT DIDN'T LIKE MY NAME AND MY PROFILE GOT MESSED UP. i was born in the year 1991 on the 13th day of november. In several words i describe myself as goofy, out going, talented, music addict, addict, open minded, freak, adventurous, unique, random, lazy, and lastly a cyber freak (meaning i love the internet). I am mexican and black, my mother is from Sinaloa (Mexico) and my father is from California (USA). I grew up in a house of a single working mother. I look up to my mom but i dont give enough credit to her as i should. There are some individuals who question me why im on this site. To answer this question I say: this is a site for the gothic/ industrial life and subculture and i do listen to goth, mostly industrial music, Im also on this site because Arizona is not exactly a small state but, to me it feels like it because there are not much individuals that i can find that have the same taste in music, clothing, art, hobbies as me here. This site has helped me by finding individuals i can call somewhat my friend because i feel much closer to them than i have any other person in Arizona, it seems that everyone here either wants to be a hoodlum or is a hoodlum meaning gangbanger/ tagger/ whore/ etc. There is not much individuality here, mostly everyone is the same, Most of the girls are fake (can NEVER just be all natural) meaning fake lashes, fake nails, fake hair, fake personalities, fake friends, etc. VF has helped me find people i can relate to and discuss things no person i've known here would even discuss with me. I have many problems with myself, i have a problem with being faithful, keeping to myself, keeping emotions bottled up, controlling my anger, and sometimes i have drug problems. I take life a step at a time but try to live my days as i want because you never know what tomorrow will and will not bring, the individuals and opportunities you have today might not be there tomorrow. I do drink, smoke weed, sniff coke, pop pills at times but not every day or every week or even every Month. Do not jugde me and i will not jugde you. I was a fashion student wishing to become a fashion designer, but currently expecting my first child which will be a little girl. Hopefully the birth of my child will not get in the way of my dreams. I wish to create an industrial/ metal/ electro band. Lastly i wish to also become an contemporary/ modern, exotic or GoGo dancer. Yes, i wish to do lots of things, but its better than not wanting to do anything with your life. wish to know more then just inbox or comment.

Music, drugs, sex, family, love, open mindedness, cyber world, GIR, cupcakes, tacos, cloudy rainy days, cheesy moments, fashion, unique nice individuals, babies, my friends, tattoos, piercings, intense apperance, concerts, hanging out, books, sci-fi movies, Good Hygiene, "REAL" people,

If your on my shit list and are wondering why its because either you annoy me or your a fake:) ---> sweaty hot days, smelly feet, onions, my latex allergy, rapists (seriously you cant find 1 person that wants to do you?), the unfairness of the world, bad kissers, bad sex, authority, mosquitoes, getting pinched, Pineapple on Pizza, racists, how you nipples grow larger when you're pregnant, the thought that im mixed with black means im suppose to obey the black community or follow the trend, Attention whores,

Im constantly discovering new music but here are some playlists (below the box) that i regularly add songs that i like to... Hope you enjoy as much as i do: >