Age 19 (yet i feel ageless sometimes) MISS AMANDA(alter ego MANDI...) Don't call me your girl or your fuck fiend. I have control over myself...no god...no boy/girl/no parent/no anything...I have feelings, I am a human being. I am overly sensitive or emotionless. I can be passive(don't use me...unless you want me to use you) and I am sometimes sweet and shy...but I would like respect. I can be ditsy and sometimes slow...my mind wanders. I do have a brain. I question all, I don't see one point of view...I see yours and your sister's as well. I am searching for passion and feeling. I am young and reckless. I fuck up. I learn. I do know I won't live forever(which makes me different than most young ones) and time does run out, so I need to find meaning. I am more of a listener than a talker. I prefer writing to speaking. I am not the best conversationalist. It takes me time to open up and most people don't stick around long enough for that to happen. Fuckem! I dislike most people. If I call you a friend...you mean something to me. I can count my "real friends" on my fingers...maybe even one hand. But I still am waiting to be deceived by them. PARANOID. I like my space...I spend a lot of time alone. It doesn't bother me, but sometimes I like to be around someone who cares. I enjoy writing poetry(when I have an artistic moment...) and I enjoy to listen to music. Electronic music=love. I don't care if you don't call it real music. I like to watch movies...ones that make me think. I like hair...and changing mine alot. I go to school for hair...but I am not sure if it is what I want to "do for the rest of my life". I like the human mind more. I used to be a hopeless romantic...and now I am just hopeless. I lost all sense of romance, I don't know how to show love. I've been used up...I want to give...but I need to take as well. Other than all that, I happen to be a very kind and caring person. I don't live my life to the fullest, but I am learning to. P.S. I am NOT a "skinny little bitch". I have some curves! If you are going to judge me by my weight, then fuck you! I don't need to talk to you! I am beautiful anyways! IF YOU REMOVE THIS PLEASE CREDIT PRINTEDEXISTENCE SOMEWHERE VISIBLE IN THE LAYOUT!IF YOU REMOVE THIS PLEASE CREDIT PRINTEDEXISTENCE SOMEWHERE VISIBLE IN THE LAYOUT!
Likes
No order...(obviously with what is listed first...lol) kitty cats music art chaos/order understanding my mind(mental illness) color/lack of color city life(i live in the burbs) writing cooking spending time with my family and friends learning new things love/hate beauty sex drugs/sober movies self expression Hair(I go to cos school)
Dislikes
Most people. Myself. RED MEAT.(I've never had a steak before...lol) Screamo/hardcore/country music Depression Sometimes being sober being a hopeless romantic/slut at the same time Cutting/self mutilation(I was a cutter since I've been 13) Not being skinny(size 12/13)
Favorite Music
Industrial/EBM/Agrrotech/Trance/Electro/Ambient/Trip Hop...etc. In No Order:/but it becomes alphabetical Moby Nine Inch Nails VNV Nation Velvet Acid Christ Ayria Unter Null Combichrist Apoptygma Berzerk And One Aphex Twin Assemblage 23 Birthday Massacre Celldweller Cosmicity Covenant Deftones Depeche Mode Dresden Dolls Eminem Flesh Field Grendel Groove Coverage Hungry lucy Icon of coil Jack off jill Kidney thieves Lady gaga Ladytron Lords of acid Marilyn manson Ministry Mindless self indulgence My life with the thrill kill kult Mushroomhead Placebo Porcelain and the tramps Prodigy Psyclon nine Rammstein Razed in black Skinny puppy Slipknot Smashing pumpkins Snake river conspiracy Sneaker pimps Sublime Suicide commando Switchblade symphony Tactical sekt Terrorfakt Tiesto Tech N9ne Tool Wupscut X-rx Zeromancer Zombie girl
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