Sex: daily... haha nah! i'm a girl Age: 22 Location: Coyacán, Mexico City Orientation: Straight Status: In a relationship Occupation: Journalism student and full time scout

Member Since: January 2005 (believe it or not) This user is currently sort of missing from VF... Account Status: Mistress Rating: Perfect Rating Points: Who cares? Rated by: People who actually read my profile

" Down once more to the dungeon of my black despair, down we plunge to the prison of my mind.."

In this frail attempt to rebuild my profile let’s start from the beginning: I have been in VF since 2005, however, I have deleted my profile and changed usernames quite a few times until this one was available (and which I love). As many people over here I originally created my profile to prove the world how “goth” I was, I clearly had self-esteem, social and mental problems back then and found in a clothing style a way to reflect how somber I felt. Luckily for me, as time goes by, perspective and maturity increase and thanks to both I realized there’s no need to show off and make people pity you by wearing black, combat boots, corsets, fishnets, lace, etcetera and was finally able to be myself: a normal woman/girl/whatever you wanna call me as long as it indicates I’m female that is attached to nothing in particular and acts based on impulses. I study journalism in a very preppy university here in Mexico and I’m happy to do so, I love what I do. Nowadays I dress quite normal actually, I’m not the person you’d turn to look at for a flashy outfit, blue jeans & black Converse are my saviors and I match them with almost any kind of shirt, I buy the clothes that I like wherever I see them (don’t have a favorite store either) and don’t follow a particular dressing style; however, as this is a gothic site and to be honest I love the gothic way of dressing (even though I don’t wear it for my daily life and I don’t have a gothic lifestyle), artistic photo shoots, and the way I looked when I considered myself gothic and as I still have all of the items previously mentioned (combat boots, corsets, fishnets, etcetera) stored in a drawer I’ll also upload some gothic pictures. After reading this if you wanna call me a “poseur”, go ahead, I seriously don’t give a damn, I just feel like doing so, deal with it!
Am I impulsive? Yes! I never think much before acting... Am I weird? Hell yeah!... Do I look friendly enough for people to come over and talk to me? No, and that has nothing to do with the way I dress, people just prefer to ignore me (I’m not sure why) so as a consequence I ignore them too, I even consider myself antisocial but I don’t hate to be around people, I just think I haven’t found the right method to approach fellow humans… Am I mean and a “fuck off” type of person? No, and to be completely honest I have a BIG PROBLEM with fellow vampirefreaks who say “I’m a bitch so don’t you dare mess with me” because either a) it’s just a pose to emphasize their "gothness" or b) they think they are pathetic and are terrified of people criticizing them (which is perfecly valid if you have any type of public profile) because they won't be able to reply something intelligent, just so you know I won’t bite or murder anyone who tries to approach me, you’ll only get what you give… Am I single? Yes, and happy to be so, I'm in the process of learning to live on my own, that means without the need of a couple... Am I sure of my sexual preferences? Yes I am, I'm done with identity issues and cofusions... Am I intelligent? I’m pretty sure I am, don’t take me as arrogant or something for writing it down, I’m not Einstein (obviously) but I’m certainly smart… Do I believe in love? Hell yeah! My life would be boring if love didn't exist and even when I've been broken I know it was because we weren't meant to be, however, those times are the ones that allow me to appreciate the magic moments I've spend next to someone I've loved... Why do I write in English if I’m Mexican and proud to be so? Because most of the people in the site understand English and I’m not sure of why I prefer to write in this language, things flow easier… Are you bored after reading all that I’ve wrote so far? It’s very likely you are so I’ll just stop writing… Any other questions? Feel free to ask me whatever you want… Do I care if people actually read my profile? If I didn’t I wouldn’t have written all this “novel”, but if people are on the site for the pictures and showing off it’s not my problem… if you got to this point… thank you very much for reading.

WARNING: I seriously wanted to avoid this diva-ish attitude but due to previous events I'm in the need of clarifying something: I'm not here to have cybersex, to find someone I can fuck with, to turn random people on by sending "kinky" pictures, to meet satanists (no, I'm not one if you by any weird and unexplainable reason think I adore Satan or whatever it is satanists adore...), and for any other behavior similar to the ones listed. Please avoid these suggestions because if you insinuate something of the sort I'll simply block you, think of you as an idiot and probably explain rudely why you and I just don't match.

Even though I don’t stick to stereotypes I still love many bands I met during my “gothic stage”, however, there are many other genres and things I like to listen to that you’ll read in a second, I just wanted to add that Nightwish is my favorite band (no matter how commercial and sold they are these days) and that my username comes from their marvelous song and album Wishmaster, wouldn’t it be great to have the power to know and grant people’s wishes? I’d certainly love to have it… now, the list:
-After Forever
-Air Supply (seen live)
-Anabantha (seen live)
-Andrea Bocelli
-Aqua
-Avantasia
-Avenue Q (musical)
-Bach
-Beethoven
-Bizet
-Blink 182
-Carl Orff (seen Carmina Burana Monumental Opera)
-Carusso
-Cats (musical)
-Cesar Frank
-Chopin
-Danny Elfman
-Dead can Dance
-Depeche Mode
-Disney movies’ songs
-Dragonforce
-Edith Piaf
-Elis
-Emma Shaplin
-Ennio Morricone
-Epica (seen live)
-Evanescence (seen live)
-Filipa Giordanno
-Hans Zimmer
-Hayley Westenra
-Howard Shore
-Il Divo (seen live)
-Jean Michel Jarre
-John Williams
-Katra
-Kelly Clarkson
-Klaus Badelt
-Lacrimosa (seen live)
-Lady GaGa
-La Maldita Vecindad
-La Oreja de Van Gogh (seen live)
-Leave’s Eyes
-Loreena McKennitt
-Luciano Pavarotti
-Macbeth
-Madonna
-Madredeus
-Mägo de Oz (seen live)
-Mandragora Scream
-Maria Callas
-Mendelssohn
-Montserrat Caballe
-Mozart
-My Chemical Romance
-Myriads
-NIGHTWISH (seen live)
-Nina Hagen
-Ofra Haza
-Otto Nicolai
-Puccini
-Queen
-Rammstein
-Rossini
-Sarah Brightman
-Shakira
-Sirenia
-Skillet
-Sonata Artica
-Stephen Lynch
-Stoa
-Strauss
-Symphony X
-T.A.T.U.
-Tarja (seen live)
-Tchaikovsky
-Teresa Salgueiro (seen live)
-The Beauty and the Beast (musical... seen it 5 times... me? obssesed? lol)
-The Corrs
-The Cranberries
-The Offspring
-The Phantom of the Opera (musical)
-Therion (seen live)
-Tristania
-Vangelis
-Vanilla Ninja
-Verdi
-Visions of Atlantis
-Vivaldi
-Wagner
-Within Temptation
And some other bands I don't remember right now...

THANKS FOR READING!!! (After re-reading the massive profile I wrote at least I know I'm in the right path, journalism is about writing, right?