My name is Nyeshah but everyone calls me Nye. I may be 16 but Im too mature for the ever so pointless Internet drama, so stop and think before you talk shit to me and I virtual burn your ass. I get more drama then I should because people cant handle my honest opinion. But what should it really matter, you know, you dont know me so why let it effect you? Its pretty pathetic. I grew up without a mother or a father, Ive been used and abused by family and friends, raped by someone I trusted but I wouldnt have it any other way. All that Ive been through has made me who I am today and I like that person. No matter what I dont fucking cry to people about any pain I go through, Its annoying. I somehow lack compassion. My fiance says I have a heart of ice, when I know its just a cover. Im an optimist over all. I live life as best as I can, Im honest about my feelings becuase Im not going to sugar coat something so your ego can eat that shit up. And I see no point in lying. Feed the poor not the ego. I dont trust people with the intimate details of my life. I still dont even fully trust my fiance. Im self destructive, I have a mouth like a sailor. I drink and smoke Cigs, I listen to the devils music and eat things that cut your life in half. I Dye my hair and rip my flesh more times than I can count. I dont care what poeple have to say to me or think of me unless your my friend, which I have very few of, the rest are 100's of aquantences. Nothing ever matters more than your feelings, right? I paint, sketch, sing, dance, write and cook. Im so tired of people and how they just cant come clean about how they really feel and who they really are. Posers piss me off, people who lack the cohones to bitch slap when needed and the few who dont realize they live in filth and do nothing to better them selves. If I care about you I guess your lucky. Im a good friend and get thanked quiet often for it. Im generuos and hospitable and I dont mind being your sholder to cry on. When Im older I would like to be involved in both the performing and visual arts but eventually be a therapist for underprivledged adolescents. Im generally a happy person and will do whatever to make you smile. I like being outside and having my own little adventures with fun people. I love autumn but here in florida it never full bloom. The sky mesmerizes me as much as mother earth does. Im pagan and I attend a United Unitarian Univeralist church, No I dont believe in god, nor satan. My style depends on how I feel from day to day. I love my life and if you get in my way, Ill make sure you move :] My personality is pretty quirky and strange. I admire beauty and I compliment women alot on how they look. Im really random when I speak and "just one of the guys." I act and say what I feel at that moment in time which is funny I guess. I hate writing these....ttyl :P
Likes
I like Raspberries and Pomegranates./ Dr.Pepper and Powerade./ Subs and Mint Chocolate Chip ice cream./ Hanging out with my boyfriend and close friends./ Taking picture and drawing./ Music and photography./ Marbalo smoothes, budweiser, rum and cokes, and vodka./ My favorite cult is Beau Monde, No matter what you may thinkabout beauty cults the people in the main cult are nice and funny people./ Partly cloudy and windy while slightly cold weather./ Walking around aimlessly eating ice cream or drinking coffee./ Talking about subjects that aren't as shallow as a pudding cup./ Reading about zodiacs and mythology./ Psychology, Sociology, Philosophy and good literature. Kitties =^-^=
[02.05.08]
Chris is my boyfriend of almost 1 year now. We have our ups and downs but no matter how distant [mentally] we get we keep each other grounded. With everything that happens we learn and grow stronger from it. He is like my complete opposite. I find it interesting and perfect. He loves technology and calm music. I perfer hands on real world experiences and heavy metal or industrial. He is cute, fun, smart and a bit strange. So am I though. ^_^ I love him to bits and we will be together forever. He is the best boyfriend anyone could ask for and more. There are so many things I could say about him and us but words don't come close to how I feel about him. If you try and break us apart, I will kill you unmercifully and in the most painful ways possible. Yes that Is a threat, go ahead and take me up on it. Dont ever judge abook by its cover. ♥
Dislikes
Arrogance/ People wearing to much of a certain thing/ Back stabbing/ People making fun of others who they think are lesser then them/ Racists/ Prejudice/ Elitists/ Users/ Ignorance/ Black magic/ Good people who receive bad karma/ People who have been through shitty times but don't rise above it and make something of themselves/ Defeatists/ Pessimists/ Ect.
Favorite Music
The various Genre's rock & techno. Some classical in the mix.
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