My name is Shane Goins, and I am 25 years old.
I would like to say I'm unique, but I'm not.
I would like to say that I have purpose, but I don't.
I would like to say that I have hope, but it would be a lie.
I am numb.
I am flawed.
I am unpredictable.
I am HATE.
I am confusion.
I am empty.
I am impatience.
The true expression of feelings and thoughts that I have cannot be described by words. I am not a sheep, I will not gather with the herd, and plummet with the rest of society. I witness the downfall of humanity on a daily basis, I am sickened by the sight of it all, and I pity those who are forced to dredge upon a worthless existence.
Even while I'm writing this I'm realizing the futility of it, the pointlessness.. that I live in a world that I despise so much, yet here I have this on display for the entire world to see.
Who am I writing this for I wonder? To think anyone would even care to hear what I have to say. The senseless ramblings of an already broken mind? Do you think that I care about what YOU have to say? You would probably be mistaken.
I live, I work, I will die. I AM FUCKING FREE!
Music, drugs, games, porn, etc..
I play World of Warcraft... maybe too much.
Main is Behemothe, and Hitsugaia
Impatiently awaiting the release of Diablo 3. 10 years, yes it is time.
There is not enough storage space on this server to properly list all of my hate. So let's just go ahead and say that I hate everything that has/does/will exist, including myself. A force so strong that if it were to manifest as a physical entity, it would rival the gods themselves.
I have so many favorite bands, I can't even name them all so here are some of them in no particular order: Ouroboros, Behemoth, Amon Amarth, The Project Hate, Nile, Shade Empire, Cthonic, The Absence, Velvet Acid Christ, Wumpscut, Needlewire, Celldweller, Arch Enemy, Lamb of God, The Black Dahlia Murder, At The Gates, Arsis, Infected Mushroom, Dimmu Borgir, Eluveitie, Opeth, Cradle of Filth.