About
There's a difference between falling and not being able to get back up, and falling and not wanting to get back up. Which one is worse depends on how badly you fell, and why.
There are many things one should know about me:
For starters, I have a lot of nicknames. You can pick one to refer to me as since I don't really care for people using my real name. The name I have on my profile is not my name but rather one of my nicknames. People generally call me Neeeks, Ing, Inks or Echo though some people call me Gummy-bear, Echo-Neko or Seris [Satsu].
Sometimes my friends add "-chan" to my nicknames as well. If you want to call me by another nickname feel free to do that too; I love nicknames.
I can be a bit anti-social at times, awkward when out and about, and can very easily be called weird. But give me a drink or two and I can become a social butterfly if something to talk about is discovered.
I love animals, I've been a vegetarian for a few years now. No, I won't shove animal rights facts down your throat if you eat meat, I hate when people do that. I'm also a Reincarnationist. I don't believe in God, but that doesn't mean I think my religion is right either. I'm pretty open-minded about everything.
I'm a fanatic for anything oriental, I love Asians and anything that has to do with the culture, food, music, etc. I would love to be able to go to Japan, South Korea, China, Taiwan, Vietnam. There are some places in Europe that I'd like to go to, but those can come later.
In recent times I've decided to take a step back from everything and try to move on with my life. In doing so, new places and new faces are an everyday occurrence now, so everyday there's something new to talk about and learn. It's great, like one big adventure. And along the way, while learning about other people and everything, I suppose I'm learning about myself too.
I can already tell you that I'm not very family-oriented. Guess I never really have been though I tried to be the mature one and show that I was the better person, but all it did was make me less prone to care and become pretty emotionless when it comes to certain things. I still love my little brother and my dad, always will, and I suppose deep down there's a bit of love for my mom and sister. Not much, definitely not much, but it's there. A lot would have to happen for that to start growing again.
I do miss some of my old friends and co-workers, but I love being able to go out and meet new faces and going on random adventures.
It's the perfect way to start 2013. ♥
Likes
Drawing. Reading. Listening to music. Anime. Hanging out with my friends. Writing stories. Role-playing. Anything dealing with Visual Kei.
Hugs. Cuddling. Candy. Coffee and hot chocolate. Roses and Tiger Lilies. Lindt chocolate. Holidays.
Tripp clothing. Shopping. Hot Topic. Spencers. FYE. Going to the movies.
Chains. Random sharp objects. Knives and swords. Blood.
Dragons. Vampires. Demons. Werewolves. Faeries.
The dark. The moon. The stars. Silence. Rain. Watching the snow fall. Walking around.
The smell of AXE and Old Spice. Sharpies. The smell of permanent markers. Writing and drawing on myself. Having my hair messed with. Staying up late.
Dislikes
I don't really care for sports and country music, but I tolerate them.
Liars. Being used. Rumors. People hurting my friends. Racism. Being judged after a quick glance. Being labeled. Being cold, or being cold and wet. Waking up early.
People with big egos. People who force their religion on others. Being judged for my religion. People who think they know everything about everyone. People who pity others simply because they don't have what everyone else has.
Any form of abuse; verbal, mental, or physical to both humans and animals.
Music
I plan on getting a playlist set up, but haven't had much time.
Anyway, I listen to anything, mainly heavy metal. I can tolerate any type of music, and if I listen to something enough I tend to grow to like it.
I listen to music in a variety of languages; German, Russian, American, Japanese, Turkish, Swedish, etc. I have a favorite artist from each one as well, sometimes two, but I can never choose my favorite from America.
German: Tokio Hotel, Rammstein and Zeritas
Turkish: Sila
Russian: Slot and Tracktor Bowling
Swedish: Basshunter
Japanese: Anything Visual Kei; J-Rock, J-Pop
Korean: Anything K-Pop
I'm constantly looking for something new to listen to, so don't be afraid to suggest a band to me. I'll check them out and most likely end up liking them.
I currently listen to the following, some more than others:
3 Doors Down, 10 Years, 30 Seconds to Mars, Accept, ACDC, Aerosmith, A Fire Inside, Akon, Alice Cooper, Alice In Chains, All That Remains, All Time Low, The Animals, Ashes Divide, Ashlee Simpson, Audioslave, Avenged Sevenfold, Avril Lavigne, Bad Company, Basshunter, BE MY ENEMY, Billy Idol, Black Label Society, Black Sabbath, The Bloodhound Gang, Blood on the Dance Floor, Bob Marley, Bon Jovi, Breaking Benjamin, BrokeNCYDE, Bullet For My Valentine, The Cars, Cher, Chevelle, Cinderella, Coheed and Cambria, Cradle of Filth, Creed, The Cure, Cyndi Lauper, Danzig, Daughtry, David Bowie, Deluded, Dio, Disturbed, Dokken, Doomsday Refreshment Committee, The Doors, The Dresden Dolls, Drowning Pool, Eagles, Eminem, Enigma, Evanescence, Everlast, Fall Out Boys, Flyleaf, The Fray, Freezepop, Future Leaders of the World, Gackt, Garth Brooks, Golden Earring, Good Charlotte, Great White, Green Day, Godsmack, Guns N' Roses, Hinder, Hollywood Undead, Iced Earth, In Flames, Insane Clown Posse, Into Eternity, Iron Maiden, Jeffree Star, Jesus On Extasy, Joe Satriani, Johnny Cash, Journey, Judas Priest, Kid Rock, Killswitch Engage, Kiss, Korn, Lacuna Coil, Lamb of God, Led Zeppelin, Lenny Kravitz, Linkin Park, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Marilyn Manson, Meat Loaf, Metallica, Metro Station, Michael Barnes, Mindless Self Indulgence, Moody Blues, Motley Crue, Mudvayne, My Chemical Romance, Nickelback, Nightwish, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, No Boundries, NorthSound, pandemic13, Panic! At The Disco, Papa Roach, Pat Benatar, A Perfect Circle, Pink, Pink Floyd, Poe, Poison, Queensryche, Rage Against the Machine, Rammstein, Recon, Rhianna, Rob Zombie, Santana, Scott Stapp, Seether, Serj Tankian, Shinedown, Sila, Sixx A.M., Skillet, Skindred, Slipknot, Slot, Snow Patrol, Soviet Kitsch, Stained, Static-X, Stereos, Stevie Ray Vaughan and Double Trouble, Story of the Year, Subliminal, The Sword, System of a Down, T. Rex, Taking Back Sunday, Ted Nugent, Tesla, The Birthday Massacre, The Cruxshadows, Therion, Three Days Grace, Tokio Hotel, Tool, Tracktor Bowling, Trance Party, Trans-Siberian Orchestra, Trivium, Twisted Sister, Type O' Negative, U2, Vicious Alliance, W.A.S.P., Warren Zevon, WeAreNowAwake, Weezer, The White Stripes, Within Temptation, Yngwie Malmsteen, Zeritas, Zombie Girl, and many, many more.
I also listen to the soundtracks of movies and video games.
Cults
If you've bothered to read this far, you should check out these cults:
Supreme_Sovereign is my cult, it's a Servant/Noble role-play cult that set in the Medieval Era; the kingdom is crumbling, it's rumored that Adviser went insane after the Queen's disappearance, and a rebellion is secretly rising.
These next two, Mind-The-Gap and Zirkuaren, are owned by two friends of mind. MTG is set in modern-day London where the supernatural is trying live a normal life amongst humans. Zirkuaren, on the other hand, is home of Cirque du Charbon. If you join, you will find that the town has become a circus and those within it the performers. I highly recommend joining both.
Lavaliere is another cult I've enjoyed, it's the cult that got me into the Slave/Master setting cults. It's gone through a lot over the last year or two but I've met a lot of fun people, and great role-players there.
NerdyDesigns is an excellent place to go if you need to find a tutorial to do something or would like to have a graphic made for you, even layouts. Everyone is nice there and they have no problem helping someone out. As the name says, they can be a bit nerdy as everything there ranges from everything to anything when it comes to layouts; movies, games, anime, etc. You name it, they have it, and if not then they'll get it.
Cynosure is a good cult to go to when you need help with something graphic-related. They have games, discussions and a lot more. You should check them out.
Ethereal is a role-play cult that consists of two rivaling packs; Ambrosial and Cur; the pure-bloods and the half-breeds.
Packlands_The_New_Breed is the first role-play cult I joined when I made an account on VF. The staff there are super nice and it's a great place to make friends and meet other role-players.
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