~Q & A~

So that coffin... for real? like, you seriously sleep in one?

Yes, I do have a coffin, and yes I have slept in it. It isn't a daily ritual. (sorry to burst some Hollywood bubbles) Though the coffin itself is real, it is not fit for burial. I still need air, so there are ventilation slits in it. But I will say that sleeping in it has been the quietest, deepest most peaceful rest I experience.

Are you really allergic to sunlight?

Sadly I am, ultraviolet radiation actually. I have enormous difficulty in sunlight. It's been years since I've been in it. Night is beautiful and full of wonder, something few ever truly experience. I feel I've been given a rare gift to live in and see a world most people sleep through.

What do you think of all the 1/2 naked kids on here?

WOO HOO! but seriously...It neither bothers me or turns me on. To me its normal and acceptable. This isn't the 1950's, we aren't all christians, and we don't all have to have the victorian, christian modesty. 13 or 30, if you like your body then be proud of it and show what you want.. I don't believe it makes anyone a slut. Now for those who feel different, i understand your point of view and that's ok too... for you. Just remember people are individuals... even when they don't think or act like you, so don't be a hypocrite.

Do you believe in Love?

Personally, I do not think I ever experienced it in a relationship. I have only been witness to pain, lies, cheating, unfaithfulness, secrecy, betrayal of emotions, breaking of promises and commitment... all these things, done in the name of 'love'. So no I do not believe in love as society so often acts it out.

What about relationships?

Well, I don't go for this whole "he's so dreamy, im gonna be with him and love him for ever and ever" kinda stuff. I want to be with someone who is an individual, us walking together side by side but still remaining each our own person. It could be for a year or decades. I am not much for "cyber romance". I want to be able to touch the person I am with, not just type to them. But, truthfully, I don't believe I will find anyone who is truly compatible with me.

What's a typical day like for you?

Its boring. haha, jk. I usually get up around 6am, fumbling around for coffee. Eventually get dressed and begin my day. First is taking care of the cats, then any cleaning that needs be done. Around 11am I will sign online and check emails, social networks, etc then do bills and finances. About 2pm I will stay signed into a messenger, but begin doing any projects I have going on. That can be from arts and crafts, programming, to remodeling or writing, it all depends. Somewhere between 5-6pm I eat for the first time, something small like a sandwich or noodles. (eating is a minimal pastime of mine). 7pm is roughly when I sit back down online to relax, chat, beg people to get nekkid..the usual. lol. I'll randomly finish anything leftover from the day, then bed between 2-3am. And repeat the next day.

Truth Is

I personally don't see myself as a 'good' person, at least by societies standards. I am perfectly ok with many of the things that are socially unacceptable or illegal. Yes, I will be polite, compassionate and helpful to those who deserve it.. only for as long as they deserve it. Betray me, Be hateful, Disrespect me and I will be the most polite, yet poisonous friend you have. Be true to yourself, whether I like it or not, and I will remain true to you. Not that hard. I do not make friends easily, but value the ones I do have. =)

I have very little appreciation for mainstream society. I'll be honest, too honest sometimes. If you can't deal, then go somewhere else for soothing words. I sure won't miss you. I am who and what I am. I make no apologies for it. Accept it or don't. I desire very little, and find enjoyment and peace with what I have at the moment.

Personally, I think people have become to uptight, miserable and narcissistic. Society is trumpeting a standard that demands its people live up to a non-human concept. I don't recall learning to suppress my thoughts and desires simply because another is offended. I enjoy being alive rather than trudge thru each day with morals, guilt, pressure, doubt, and worry.

Fuck mainstream goals. I'm not anyone's carbon-copy sheep. Run the rat race all you want, but at the end.... you're still a rat. I'm better than that!

Ask for my advice or opinion, I'll surely give it. Treat it like gospel, well.. that's your problem. Ignore it, that's ok too. I can only hope that you get several views and YOU choose the one that is best for you. I will be your friend, and try to help out or comfort, But I'm not your parent, spouse or god.

Too many people tend to form an opinion of me, make assumptions about me; without getting to know me. Try talking to me personally and see who I am for yourself. I have nothing to hide.

I seek friends from all ages, genders, religions and social walks of life. I value individuals, well those who truly understand what individuality is. Life is a painting that is so much fuller when its composed of more than one color.

Who knows? You might like and appreciate what you see. If you do, then respect, trust and honesty will be part of that relationship. If you dont… lol, oh well, you’ll get over it.