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Ulvedronningen
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Sex: female
Age: 21
Location: , Toten, Oppland, Norway
Orientation: Straight
Status: In a relationship
Rating: 9.94
Rating points: 430
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Member since: March 08, 2006
Last logged in: Invisible
Account Status: Free Account
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| | Through the Eyes of the Wolfess
My profile is still under construction, but at least I've added the main-thing. Rest will be up soon
First of all, I decided to do some serious clean-up on my profile, since most of what I had written is severely out-dated, since most of it was written sometime in 2005. I also wanted to change the look of my profile. I’m not finished, but to get it the way I wanted, I will need some help from someone more skilled in the art of web-designing than myself.
I assume this is where I should start telling about myself. I have never been very good at this. My name is Lise. More than 18 winters ago, I was born in a small place not even a village in Norway where I have lived all my life. It is not a place I will continue speaking about, since I will try keeping a neutral to positive tone. All I can say is that the name is confused with death and killing in German.
I think I can describe myself as a dreamy child who never quite grew up. Sometimes, when I walk home from school or walk somewhere by myself, I catch myself drawing smiley-faces and devils in the snow, walking in patterns in the leaves, or simply just smiling or giggling because I suddenly thought of something funny. I also find myself day-dreaming about everything and nothing. Sometimes, I believe I should have been born in Middle-Earth instead.
Most people who haven’t known me for too long tend to get surprised, since I usually tend to swing between two outer extremes. I’m often pretty cheery, but I can be very moody. I’m also very opinionated and won’t easily compromise or bend my principles, even I can appear both hard and mellow. I can sometimes appear cold as ice, but on the inside, I am very emotional.
Getting to know me in real life might take some time, since I can be extremely shy when meeting new people, even if I’m eager at getting to know them. It only takes some time to open up.
I have learned that life goes up and down. Learn from the bad times, remember the good times.
What I find great joy in, is music. To me, it’s the perfect way of slipping into a different world or state of mind and awareness. Music is beauty, and to me, I must find beauty in music to enjoy it. I love being creative, even if my creativity is far from innovative. I draw a lot, and even though I’m going through a dry-imagination period at the moment, I know it will return at some point. When the first seed has been sown, it will always return sometime, even if you believe it won’t. I used to write too, but I’m way too impatient to finish any of my ideas.
Being a perfectionist I have high ambitions for myself. If I’m not doing my best, and hopefully even THE best, it’s not good enough. Many people regard me a geek. I know those “many” and I put different things and values to the word geek, but I don’t really take it as an offence.
I’m currently attending the third year of college (or high school, if you prefer), and afterward, I’m planning to study molecular biology and bio-chemistry at the University of Oslo.
My reason for being on VF is simply because I want to make new and interesting friends from all over the world. I might be somewhat passive, but I’m not so comfortable about being the first one taking contact, so Premium members would might suspect me for snooping around. In fact, I enjoy snooping around, but I like even more talking to new people. The only sad thing about internet-friendship is that it’s even easier losing contact than in real life.
I don’t care much about rating, even though I know it’s a part of the system on this site and will rate people I feel deserve it. Of course, I’m flattered if someone will rate me for a sincere reason. I don’t pay much attention to such un-thought through mass-comments.
One thing I don’t like about VF and most other web-communities, though, is the extreme focus on looks. When looking at the listed of most-rated boys and girls, most of them are models or otherwise over-average looking people after the common perception of outer beauty. Even how much this community claims to be alternative, it only serves as a different version of the major set of thought which worships the ideal outer beauty in an improbable form. I do not deny that the human being can be a very beautiful creature, but beauty is in the eye of the beholder. To me, beauty is sum of both inner and outer qualities. And also, outer beauty is something that comes and goes throughout your lives, while a beautiful mind could last for a lifetime.
These days, it seems almost war-like how people bicker amongst themselves about the importance of labels. Usually, claiming to be either a certain kind of gothic, metalhead or even emo *shudders*, only gains mad cries from people stressing the importance of not labelling oneself. This is usually replied by people calling not to label oneself the new label. What importance are labels anyway? All people are individuals and will therefore very rarely fit into a premade form anyway. I don’t really care for labels. I’ve been called by dozens of labels throughout my life, both of negative and positive value. As long as I’m someone I can be comfortable with and true to, I don’t care whether it fits into a label or not.
The only thing that seriously provokes me is being called emo, which sadly seems to be a comment used by ignorant people seeing any person dressing in black these days. I have even seen people overly dressing as different styles as very black metal and Victorian Gothic being called emo. Ö_ö
If you have come this far and remembered half of what wrote, I’m proud of you. ^^ Come ooon! Talk to me! :D
Approvreth
My lovely boyfriend - For the love and the unforgettable times. <3
Music - one of the greatest beauties of life
Watching films - I tend to spend a fortune on renting and buying DVDs. I can enjoy most kinds of movies, except braindead action-movies and stereotypica American comedies and high-school comedies.
Wolves - one of the most beautiful of nature’s creations
Dragons I love them and they DO exist! They’re just hiding somewhere far from humanity. I don’t blame them. Wasn’t easy being a dragon during the medieval times. :p
Elves The wisdom, the beauty and the immortality
Victorian and Medieval fashion Sometimes, the most beautiful things are found by looking back.
Science Yes, I enjoy science, I fully put my trust in that science in time will be able to explain 96% of everything that makes up our reality. My favourite subjects are biology and chemistry and I’m planning to study molecular biology and biochemistry.
Litterature I love reading, even if I don’t have as much time as I would like. I can read most kinds of literature, but some of my favourite authors are for instance J.R.R Tolkien and H.P. Lovecraft.
Fantasy Not only as in literature, but also films and other kinds of media. I prefer high fantasy.
Dreaming Escaping to a world of your own where the only limits are your imagination.
Snow and rain Beautiful, even if it isn’t always so tempting spending to much time outdoors.
Drawing My way of handling creative outbursts. Even if I don’t draw that much these days, I know it will return sooner or later. I’m not a master in ANY way, but if you’re interested, you might want to check my Deviant Art.
Sitting on some kind of public transport during heavy rainfall There’s some odd cosiness to it.
Long hair! Rawrrrrrr! ;3
Mountains
The moon
Creepy-looking forests
Vikings and Norse mythology Simply the most fascinating part of our history and is not related to right-wing extremism in ANY way. It’s simply abuse. It would be just the same as blaming an Italian fascinated with the Roman Empire or Japanese interested in samurais for being Nazi.
Native Americans Another old culture I’m fascinated by.
Celts
Chocolate I try staying as healthy as possible, but those little bastards tend to get the better of me. :p
Sometimes crushing people’s prejudices It’s impossible to deny that mostly wearing black sometimes gets the better of people’s prejudices. Those are the times when it’s particularly fun to act nice and normal and watch the look on people’s faces when they discover I’m just another human being.
Blue My favourite colour.
Disapproveth
Narrowminded-ness and prejudices Predjudice walks hand in hand with ignorance which is closely related to stupidity. Ignorance and stupidity kill.
Nazism, fascism, racism and right-wing extremism in general Not only are the results of these political ideologies disgusting. They are simply pointless. There isn’t even one such thing as human races. If we had put the Neanderthals back to life, there would have been a basis for the word RACism. Human skin-colour is decided by three different genes, that’s not enough genetic difference to be talking about different races. As for intellectual level, it’s mainly a social and individual thing.
Internet-bickering and drama It’s so easy to be shit-talking others when hiding safely an anonymous nick-name. It seems like the internet diverge from normal politeness due to its anonymousity. Why not behave like civilized human beings?
Arrogance I simply have experienced, known and been judged by too many of those. I have the ability to act very arrogant towards people myself, and it's not something I'm proud of - especially since I'm disgusted by that kind of behaviour
Shallowness Your looks, your clothing, your appearance is just a shell and mask covering the real you. Masks should not become more important than the being underneath.
PinkI can’t stand the colour itself and its associations.
Wannabes I don't want to say "posers" like everybody else here who pretend to be so goddamn "true" themselves. I don't think about necessarily belonging to some sort of subculture. I just can't stand it when people can't stand for who they are, or certain aspects of their personalities
Organized religion Unlike many of the teenage-Bible bashers on this site, I actually believe all religions can have good and bad sides and the results of religious practice depends on the individual. Still, I’m extremely critical towards organized religion in ANY form. Religion should be a personal thing and should not be possible to be exploited by a system such as for instance the church.
A small note on religion: As already mentioned, religion should be a personal thing. Another thing I can’t stand is when people from religious organizations try to “redeem you from damnation” or similar. Faith is up to the individual.
Tr00-shrooms Yup, tr00-shrooms, that’s what I call them. Try defining tr00, will you? I’m sure you might get some trouble there. If the music is so important, isn’t the tr00-thing itself an image? It’s what genuine music gives you that’s important, not what that music might be.
Pop, techno, trance, hip hop, r’n’b and similar kinds of mainstream-music All money, no beauty. I respect people's tastes, but I find stuff like Rap, hip hop, r'n'b and trance totally disgusting. Hardly even music in my ears
bimboes and poshs - there are simply far too many of them in this world and they represent a world-image I loathe
Deliberate poor-language/typing-skills the overuse of x and _ in user- and cult-names is simply extremely annoying. So is the ThIs KiNd oF tYpInG as well as geek-language and other slang-stuff. I know my English isn’t perfect, even if I do my best, but then again, English is not my mother tongue.
90% of most people in general believe me, I have encountered enough people to say so. Perhaps it sounds strange that a person so fanatically against any sort of human prejudice would come up with a statement like this? Perhaps, but then again, human prejudice is mainly one of the reasons for me having lost so much faith in humanity itself.
wasps What is the point about them? They are scary and do nothing but bothering you. In fact, I do believe I have a phobia against them.
Attention-seekers Does this really need any explanation?
Capitalism There are other ways of making the society go around than by letting the rich exploit those lower down in the system.
Blind nationalismI'm far from being a nationalist myself, and the past few years our very national day has started giving me an icky feeling. There is nothing wrong about loving your country, but believing one country, people or ethnicity is better than another one is simply terrifying. And if there's one phrase I simply loathe, it's "Norge for nordmenn" (Norway for Norwegians). I hope you little baby-nationalists know where that phrase is taken from. Why does she have a Norwegian username, then? You might ask? Read above on "bad typing". I wanted a nice username, and all the good ones in English were taken, and I was too lazy to find something in some other language
Full-moon accompany
There is much to be said about my taste of music, and perhaps nothing at all. My main genre of music is metal, and that is the best description. Within the genre of metal, I listen to nearly anything. Gothic metal, black metal, power metal, every genre has its qualities in my heart, though I consider folk, Viking, black, avant-garde and doom-metal my favourite genres. There are just two genres I truly loathe and those are nu metal and metalcore. These genres truly lack the real beauty every metal genre should possess. I also know that I listen to a couple of bands that have become as good as “forbidden” with today’s tr00-tendencies and hysterical anti-commercialism. Yes, I do loathe commercialism in every way, but if a band can continue making beautiful music in my ears even after a commercial break-through, I don’t care. Below, I’ve listed a few of the bands I listen to. I also listen to some other kinds of music. I’m for instance a growing fan of filmmusic (though I’ve liked the genre for five years or so), and composers like Danny Elfman, Hans Zimmer and Howard Shore are geniuses to me. I also like some folk-related music and dark mood music like Midnight Syndicate and Nox Arcana and whatever might satisfy my ears.
Whatever might satisfy my ears:
Agalloch
Amon Amarth
Amorphis
Arcturus
Bathory
Blackmore’s Night
Borknagar
Catamenia
Cruachan
Danny Elfman
Dimmu Borgir
Einherjer
Emperor
Enslaved
Ensiferum
Evergrey
Falkenbach
Finntroll
Funeral
Hagalaz’ Runedance
Hans Zimmer
Immortal
Insomnium
Kamelot
Kampfar
Khold
Korpiklaani
Moonsorrow
Moonspell
My Dying Bride
Nebelhexë
Negura Bunget
Nightwish
Nox Arcana
Opeth
Satyricon
Sigh
Solefald
Sonata Arctica
Summoning
Susperia
Swallow the Sun
Thyrfing
Tristania
Ulver
Vintersorg
Vreid
The Wicked
Windir
Beloved Ones
These are some of the most important people in my life. Those who matter the most to me in real life, and good online-friends.
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