So you want to be a Evil Villain so do I but its nap time and I am sleepy
I am making this web page just for me and friends and family I care about if you like it cool Things that I am into are Writing poems Vampires Occult Taking Pics XBox 360 WII PSP DS Nintenndo Ipod Zune Zeon PS3 (When I get one) Computers Movies Anime Fishing and camping Working out Reading books Watching Tv When I have time Lazy days Into the Occult I play WOW and UO I am into role playing games White Wolf I play Vampire and Lost I am not big into Mage or Werewolf ********************************** About you Some Stuff About You Name - Gary Nick-name(s) - Catfish or Posey or Train Age- Old Birthday -4 - 19 Location - Every where I go I am there Eye Color - Brown/Green Hair Color - Dark Brown Skin Color White Gender - Male Favorites Food:: Any thing spicy or anything with Peanutbutter Candy:: Reese's o MM's or anything with peanut butter Color - Black Animal - Ferret Drink:: water Movie - All the ones I have and seen Tv Show - Lost DrWho Anything tied to the show Trouch Wood Love Life - Looking for my Angel Single or Taken - waiting for my Angel If single, got a crush - Not saying If taken, by who - Hoping my Angel Cloth's- Black Hair style - Short are what ever it is at the time Shoe's - Boots Food, if your eating- Mine Drink if your drinking- Water
This page is about me and things I like my poems what I like and dislike and the things I am into. I hope you like it if not its not much I can do about that. They Say every gift has its price. I guess you can say the price I pay for my poem's is my pain but it is all so my joy. Just like every Rose has its thorn I am all so working on fun story line about Hero's. But its still in the works just something for me to have fun with becuse my other name is a sire. Down this road I am on my way down this road This road that never seems to end I am on my path I am not sure where it go's I am lost but my path is my way I look with in my self to find my way I do not seem to find anything I do not seem to know what to say I look for a Angel that doses not seem real Am I in a dream or a nightmare Noting seems real anymore Day by day I go on with in this lie I do not think I know who I am any more I do know I think I know who I was I do not forget the pain I do not forget how I feel when I am alone Because I am all ways alone I do not speak because I do not think your listen You do not see me for who I am Do you know me? Dose anyone really know me? Would you run from me if you did? I do not be along here I am just a dream Something your mind just made up But not something you really want to deal with Maybe I am your pain you can not feel Maybe I am your pain that you do not want to think about Maybe I am your nightmare that you do not wish to dream Maybe I am noting because you do not see me I am that boy who cry's I am that man who feels pain I am that man who can not find love I am that man who walks down that road and dose not know why I drop my pen and start to cry because this is my road that I walk This is my pain that I feel This is my life This is the road I walk on because it is all I know We Dance We act because we hide who we are We fit in because they make us We dress in what we are told is right We look into others what we think is nice We do not know who we are but we are going places We act like you because you want us to do this We hide who we are because you do not want to see us We laugh at your jokes because it would make us look odd if we did not We dance and we laugh but it is not your song We sing are song but you do not hear it We play at this game because we are told to We act like noting is wrong when are world is dying So we dance your song just to fit in We do it so good we forget who we are at times When are alone we never forget who we are We dance alone in the rain to hide are tears We dance all night to hide the pain The dance is the act of hiding who we are and how we feel So lets dance I am I am lost I am sad I am looking for what I have lost I am in need of love I am in need of hope I am the one who writes poems I am the one for trys to forget all the pain I am the Angel who crys I am the Devil who hates I am the one who dose not get it I am the one you never see I am the one no one realy thinks about I am the one who just wants to be loved I am the one who is a fool I am the one who never did fit in I am the one who want to just sleep all day I am the one who hides from the world I am the one your just better off with out I am the one who watchs the the world but is never part of it I am the one who hides all his pain I am the one who just wants you to see me I am the one who dose not get it when you say you like my poems I am the one who dose not know how to live I am the one who lives in dreams I am that one becuse its all I know Coin has two sides I am good I am bad I tell lies I tell you the truth I feel pain I bleed when I am hurt I am what people hate at times I am what people love at times I am the little boy who cry's I am the one who is lost I am that person who has lost hope on days that never seem to end I am the one you put trust in I am the one you lose trust in at times I am a Angel I am the Devil I am the one who hurts inside I just do not tell you I am the one who locks it all inside and never shows my pain I am the one who always hides I am the one you all can hate I am the one who takes all your pain you can give and walks away I am the one who no one really thinks about I am the one you walked past and had noting to say I am the one who never did fit in I am the one who never did get why you was my friend I am the one who never did get why you cared when I left I am the one you really never had much time to talk with I am the one who can only be me so this is my end Lost hope I had a dream You was my angel I had a wish And it was for you I was thinking of you It was only a dream I lost hope when I lost you Lost Angel who crys out to heaven I am a fool who hoped for love I was the one lost in it all Open my eyes look up at the sky What did I do to feel this pain Am I so bad I can never be loved I am the lost lost to the world I am the lost one who hides in the shadows I am the fool who all ways dreams I am the sad man who hides all his pain I am the one who watchs the world I am the one who can not be loved Shadows that keep me Shadows that hide me Shadows that never let you see my pain No one cares No one hears me You do not see me I am here but where am I realy My words are my pain I am noting I am with out hope Last tear drop As my last tear drops I think of you When my heart crys out I think of you I try to say good bye but the words are lost to me You are gone I do not know where I miss you so much I did not want to get close to you but I did I do not to miss you but I do I did not want to feel love but I did No more tears to cry that was my last one Falling back with in my self hiding from the world With in my shadows I am safe I do not have to love I do not have to feel its pain Do not see me Do not hear me Do not touch me I will break I am lies I am sorrow I am pain I am the dreams that can not be I am the one who fades away I am forgoting I am lost I am the crazy man with dreams of Maddess Where do I go No more tears that I cry To end to stop to go to dream I close my eyes to dream Walk in my dream with me My soul My soul burns with madness It is the fire for my poems My heart cries out My soul sings its sad songs My poem's never ending My words there to touch the soul It's there to map out who I am Where I am going and have been It's a time of joy It's a time of pain Within my dreams Come my nightmares Within my hopes Come my fears I walk alone with in my shadows Looking for my Angel Not knowing if she is real or just a dream I welcome you to my world I am hiding and waiting The fear of getting hurt The fear thinking there is no Angel for me Breaking out of my chain looking with the real world Looking for my lost Angel of love Looking for that key that will unlock this door I will come for you my Angel do not give up hope Welcome to my Nightmare In my dreams there is no Heaven There is no Hell There is the maddess of my mind Welcome to my home I hope you will stay Shadows of my past With the pains of today You can hear the songs They play for me Its a sad song Lost in this Nightmare A war with in my self Which side will win Good or Bad Angels or Devils Fools or wise man The light to end it all Hope to find a dream The key to unlock it all The dream of love The Angel who will save my soul The Devil who runs after me The fool in this Nightmare that never gives up Wake up Go back to sleep Work all day Dream some more Lose your mind Only to find it next day Save your soul Lock up your heart The pain will go away in time How much time do I need Hear the Angels calling Hear the Devils laughing Find your self with in your Nightmare When dose it end Will it be a happy ending The story never stops Poems of the soul Poems are just songs of the soul It is the light with in your soul It is your darkess Its the pain you feel deep insdie It is the love of your life It is your tears on a sad day Its your frist kiss Its the way you feel on days your alone Its about the lost Angel you can never find Its about devils at your feet Its that soft touch of a rose Its your dreams Its your nightmares Its the voice you can never get out Its the poems that speak to people Its the kiss of your lips from love that is so real Its the fool in side your self wanting to get out Its the never ending story you just have to say Its not about good or bad its who you are Its about how you say your worlds Hello my Angel Hello my Angel I wish you were here I need to hear your voice I need you so bad I want to hear you speak You voice gives me hope I want to feel your lips on mine as we kiss I want to feel you in my arms as we hug I want to make this dream of you real I sit and wait for you my Angel I am lost with in my side The pain I feel is that of a sad man My heart cries out for love It does not understand why it does not have an angel It does not understand why an Angel is not taking care of it I am lost for words sometimes Other times I am so full of things to say It all comes down to one thing Where is my Angel How can I find her? Is there an Angel to love me? Is all this just a dream? Have I been lying to myself Is this a world of hope I am in? Or is this a world of darkness I am in? Am I the dark Angel wishing for the light? Am I the fool running down a dream that is only a nightmare? What is real? What is dream? Who am I? Where am I going? Nothing seems so easy anymore Everything seems so far away now. I am out of touch with it all Faces with no names are who I see People not sure where they're going People looking to others for hope Finding meaning with life when we do not know how to see Life has started but where will it end? Life is a play who are we playing How long is our part in it I am here to find my dream I will not give up till I get it My Angel is waiting for me to find her Finding My eyes have no reason if I cannot see you My lips have nothing to do if I cannot kiss you I have no words to say if I am not speaking with you My heart beats for nothing if it does not beat for you My mind has no reason to think if I cannot think of you I have no reason to walk if I am not walking to you I have no reason to listen if I cannot hear you say you that you love me Each day I wake up I am hoping to find you Each girl I see I am hoping it is you In my world I am lost without you Time seems to never end but goes so fast I feel I am losing who I was I am locking myself inside of myself I am trying to find myself Is there an angel out there for me? I call for you my Angel to come and take my pain I call for you my Angel to kiss upon my lips I call for you my Angel to hold me in your arms You never come and I am still so sad You never come and I am so lost without you I sit in shadows waiting for you no one really sees me I cry out to you in the night with no one to hear me I sit and I write my poems I am told they are nice but they're just words These words keep me from going crazy They're just what I feel inside nothing Me a mad man with his poems A sad man with too much time on his hands Someone without love and hope fading away Soon there will be no more words No more tears to cry No more pain to feel Before it all ends I hope to find my Angel to feel her touch on my lips and to hold her close By Gary ************************** Words They seem so small at times On paper words can be so big They can hurt you, cut you like a knife Make you feel someone's pain Let you feel who they are They can let you see where they're coming from They can fill you with hope They can give you new life They can fill your life with meaning They can take all your dreams away They can help you find love They can let you know how love hurts They can bring you war They can show you peace You can talk about your day to someone You can show them just how much you care You can let someone know that you do not have to take it You can use them to light up the sky My words are about who I am Where I am going My dreams My Pain My Hopes It's a never ending story I am telling Words give meaning to only the people who look for them By Gary ************************** I long to be the pen you hold as you put your soul to paper or the keyboard your fingers caress as you share with the dark world the bleeding of your heart I pray your written words bring you closer to the Angel who completes you By LadyRavenous Last Night's Ramblings Missing You Sleep takes you from me And makes me long For the light that wakes you Miles separate our souls Until the gap is closed By a simple text Hello, How are you today So much better am I When you are here 7.8.08 By LadyRavenous These poems are made by my sidekick so if you like them go look at her Profile and let her know how great they are. If you have time tell her hello LadyRavenous Fallen Angel I am the Fallen Angel with wings of black I watch the world I am the Angel you do not see I watch the world high in the sky I am alone because I do not wish the pain of being hurt I am the voice you hear, but can not find I am in your shadows I am the one watching you by Gary Ghost I wait in the shadows Because there is no place for me I am not here You do not see me My heart breaks I feel its pain I do not cry because I hide my pain I am alone with in my self I am lost Noting to say as I watch the world I will fade away and no one will know I am here I look and look for my Angel Where are you my Angel Night grows cold and I lose my self in it The pain I keep within me I want to just sleep just fade away with time I can not stop looking for you Where is hope in darkness Time is going so fast killing who I used to be Taking from me what I was making me into who I am now Still I am looking for you Tell me is this all just a dream is any of this real Who started all of this Was there ever a Angel Is this a dream that I am after are is this a dream or a nightmare that I am in Am I doing all this to my self because of things I did in my past life Is this world real I am on my way to find out By Gary ############################# Would You If I said hello would you know who I was? If you seen me walk by would you know who I was? If you seen me in the store would you talk the time to say hello? If you seen me at the movies would you stop and say hi? How much do we really know about people? Do we take the time to know them are see them for what we think they are. I am lost in a world of people all alone watch and waiting to find my Angel my love. I think its all a dream and there is no Angel for me. There days I think someone is waiting on me just need to know where to look. Dark Angel looking for his lost Angel of love By Gary LadyRavenous is my Evil side kick ________________________________________________ My poems are who I am It is the pain I feel deep in side when I am all alone It is the hate I feel when I am mad It is my sad times It is the joy with in my heart when I am happy It is my darkness It is the light with in me It is my tears when I cry It is my heart when it is sad It is my voice when I am lost It becomes my shadows and hides me It is how I feel deep inside It is my madness It helps me from going crazy It is my story that never ends It is what I wish to say but never do It is part of me most never see It is my way to find a Angel It is my heart and soul the key to who I am By Gary _____________________ Inside my mind I watched you in the darkness You was the Angel of my dreams I would sit and write poems you made my heart feel so good You made me see who I was before the pain Fear of pain would not let me get to close So all I could do is watch you Its hard to say how I really feel with out thinking of getting hurt I watched and watched I watched as you left could not say a world lost in fear Now your gone no more my Angel Lost to me the feeling of hope Taking over with the pain of losing a Angel that was never mine I sit in Darkness hiding from the world Never hiding from the pain Noting left to do are say No Angel to give me words of love The darkness calls me Sit and think of dreams of love How I am so lost with in this Darkness When is my time to kiss the lips of a Angel By Gary _____________________ Wish I think of your smile I think of your eyes I think of your soft kiss How I wish you was here I think of holding you so close I think of hearing your voice I think of you Angel how I miss you I wish you was here but your not Wish on dreams and falling stars There is no magic to bring you back to me No hope to hope on no dream to dream on Noting left no place to hide Wishs are for fools Only fools fall in love By Gary _____________________ Lost in dreams I am lost in a dream of love. Lost in this dream of love I look for you. Each day go's by and I can not find you. Are you real is there anyone out there who is my Angel. There are days I feel like a fool. There are days I just want to give up. Each time I think someone is my Angel there not and part of me just gives up. I watch and I wait in my shadows hoping my day will come. But my day never comes and I go deep with in my shadows. I sit and I write I lose my self into my words because its all I got. How dose one find love? Is love out there for me are is it to late for me? They say there is someone for everyone? Is my someone all so lost looking for me? I am the Angel of the shadows lost looking for his Angel. We will see what happens in time. By Gary _____________________ Darkness Here I sit in my chair of darkness Who am I what am I??? Am I a Angel with a heart of gold??? Am I the Devil with the black heart??? Am I the shadows that watch you in the night??? Am I the pain you feel when things never go the way you want them to. Am I the hope that keep you going night after night. Am I that Knight on his steel horse righting in to save you??? Am I the man who is dyeing with out your love??? Do you know who I am do you ever see me do you know my name? I walk in your world but am I really seen? Is my pain just a dream? Am I the vampire out to steal your heart?? Do I keep the monster inside me that wants to get out? Do I just fear it will take over me and I will lose my self with all my dreams. Am I just a fool that will never know love? Are do I fear the true power of love and the pain it brings with it? You do not cry for the love you never did have are feel losing it. You just feel the pain of having a black heart that has noting to put into it. I stand alone with in the darkness out of fear. I watch the world never really being part of it. My poems keys to my soul will fade with me in time. I do not write my poems to be loved are liked. I do not hope my poems will ever make it big. If my poems ever touch someone heart maybe it can free my soul to never die. That spark of my poems will make one spark that will start the fires with the souls of humans will mean I will never die. You can kill people but you can never kill a dream. By Gary _____________________ Waiting on my Angel I sit and wait for my Angel I close my eyes and think of her I can see her smile I can see her eyes light up How they look like stars I can hear her voice That of an Angel Sweet Angel do not forget me I sit and wait for my Angel I do not care how long it takes When I see her I will kiss her I will tell her I miss her I will let her know she is all I think of She Is my Angel and she has my heart and soul By Gary _____________________ The Spirit of poems It can make you happy It can make you sad It can make you laugh It can make you cry It can give you hope on a rainy day It can make you smile on days that your mad It can be your gift to the world It can cut someone down so deep Words of your soul like a angel who sings her song of hope Words of sorrow that make you cry like a sad song I sit and write my poems so people can see a part of my soul It is who I am deep inside my voice crying out to the world This poem I read at night to a world I live in hope it touch's someone soul By Gary _____________________ Angel When I think of you I count my lucky stars When I think of you I pray to God Your the reason why there stars in the sky Your the reason why the moon is so bright Your the reason why angels sing there songs Your the reason there is love in my heart with out a doubt my love is just for you God only knows my love is just for you When I look into your eyes I know it is for real that my love is for real By Gary ________________ A angel's smile A angel's smile so soft and warm how I sit and just watch you smile the shine of your halo feels the room with light all I can do just sit and watch you smile By Gary _____________________ Heart and Soul In my heart and soul I live for love I dream of your touch your kiss your lips on mine how sweet they feel I live for the touch of your skin the feel of your body in my arms holding you so very close I live for your voice when you say you love me O how it sounds like a voice of a angel I live for your love how it keeps me alive I live to watch you smile O how your eyes light up like stars in the sky I live for your love which grows more and more each day Never forget that you are my angel and that I love you so By Gary _____________________ Dying Light The light with in my soul is dying I close my eyes and think of you I say your name but you can not hear my cry's My heart that burns for you is a dying light I dream of you but its only a dream The pain I feel when I see you knowing you will not love me I try so hard to get you to see me to know I am still here I was left in your dream lost in what was lost in the past Each day I wake up from this dream it cuts me so deep Knowing I will not have your love knowing you will never be in my life I try to say good bye but I can not get you out of my mind I just want to forget you now I just want to sleep with out seeing your face So now I say good bye for the last time So my heart will not die By Gary _____________________ Lost Angel I cry out into the night lost in pain no tears to cry for they are gone now. I sit alone with my hate trying to tell me self I need no love lost in this lie the one I keep telling my self. Days go by as I get old trying to forgetting what it is like to be real what it feels like to live. I lock my self away trying to hide all my pain doing so I make walls to hide my self in.In doing this these walls becomes my jail. I forget what is real and what is a dream. Is this hell that I am in. No one knows me and no one really cares. They do not really see me they only see what they want to see. I walk alone no one to call my own with no real name to call my self. I watch you people like others watch TV seeing it but I am really never really part of it. Your world is not my own its like a dream one I cannot catch. Time has a way of catching up to me soon time will take me away lost and alone. I walk away and forget it all my dream and my hope of love are gone and I stand alone and angel out of time. I walk in darkness because I have no wings to fly with. In the darkness I can sleep and forget it all. I do not see the pain with in the world. I do not see the joy in others I can never have. I can be one with in my self. ********************************** Pain When I first seen your smile it was the light of my soul When I first heard your voice it was a voice of a Angel You was all I could think of You was all I every wanted You are the love of my life You are the part that makes me whole Each day with you was a dream and a nightmare If I could do it all over I would only love you that much more You are the reason I go on each and every day Your my love and my life You give my life hope and you give me meaning Now with out you I am lost All I feel in the pain of life with out you These tears I cry are my love for you and the pain I feel with out you I only wait to be with you once more I cry I sing knowing you hear me to let you know I did not forget you I can not forget you my love with out you I am so lost I am dying inside the pain I feel lets me know I am still alive I will be with you my love just wait for me By Gary J McIntosh This poem is made to honor Johnny Cash I do not think this is are will every be as great as anything he has done just my way saying think you for all the great songs he left us here This poem is how I think he would feel after losing his love in my words that is Hurt I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear my crown of thorns on my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stain of time the feeling disappears you are someone else I am still right here what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way Nine Inch Nails song Done By Johnny Cash _______________________________________________ New poems Alone Here I sit alone once more deep in thinking I am. I sit and ready to write not sure what I want to say hoping to make a poem. I hope to get someone to feel what I am feeling to see how I do to be lost in my poem just like how I am lost with in my life. Poem is the heart and soul of the writer it takes you deep with in feels you with joy hate and sadness. To let go of the pain to free my self to make it all seem so real and not a dream. Dose anyone really listen anymore dose anyone really see what is going on. Still I sit trying to write hoping it helps end the pain hoping it finds me love. What is love really is it the need of a person you want in your life. Is love just a dream something to keep is going. Hope is the fire with are soul to keep is going. I am alone hoping to write a poem to touch someone soul. By Gary _______________________________________________ Just adding my poems I like best for now that I did in the past. I will be adding more later. A dream What are we are we just a dream and if so are we dreaming are just part of the dream. In dreams you can become anything you wish taking that is the so called real world is not so easy. some say we have a link to all things a web some people see it as notes flying in the hear that only others can hear but if it is a web it would give off sounds like a telephone line letting others hear it who was open to it As time go's on more people lock them self's with in there self not really seeing what is going on but who are theses who see?????? This all could be just a game something done over and over making us feel as if we had past life's in fact we only a dream something done over till got right If god did make us why do we feel pain why do we all die these are things one would not do to their children so why would god? most people would hate what I am saying There is no fact to show there is a god only people faith in it does a father not like his child even if the child does not know he is real?? Some think we are in hell already fighting to be saved We are given a new life to choose the right road what we know is that we are people living on this world and that we love and hate, save and kill. we do all things in what we think is right How many people were killed in the name of god or gods By Gary _____________________ The Game They say life is but a game, a funny little thing we all play But in this game if when we touch someone's soul even for a minute and make them feel loved it is all worth the time we put into this game In this game I am loved in this time I am great I can be your angel I can be your knight your lover your friend I can share my dreams and let you see my nightmares Like dreams in real life I can bring you into my world and show you things you've never seen In my game I welcome you into my heart for it is the place where I came from I put my heart and soul into everything I do For this may be a game but it can be so much more look inside your heart and see who you are feel the game for it is your dream come real By Gary _____________________ My Knight My sweet knight come and lay a kiss on my lips that it may taste like sweet wine Hold me in your arms with the warmth of a hot summer night Tell me you love me and never let me go say I am always going to be yours Like roses with the touch of silk your touch feels to me as your touch caresses my skin When I am in your arms it feels so right like a dream in the night a never ending dream of love Be my knight and take me away to a far off castle Let's dance in the moon light as we hold each other close never letting each other go Your eyes like the stars in the sky o how they shine when you look at me Tell me I am yours and never let me go be my sweet knight and come take me away By Gary _____________________ The Game What is life but a game Who runs the game?? Is god real or just something to make the game seem more real or a key to something A lie is nothing more then a lie no matter how many times people tell it, but for some people it is the truth Sleep eat walk talk play the game work do your work right get paid buy things with your money make friends see you're playing the game just fine Be cool make other people like you have all the cool things say all the right words walk the walk talk the talk all part of the game Be high in the game act like everyone else stop thinking for yourself only hurts you in the game free thinking is bad thinking means your not playing the game right dress like everyone cut your hair like everyone be like everyone run the race come in first place never let others hold you back Be the rat race smell the cheese be a good rat follow the maze Let things run your life let people think for you buy into the lie read the book it never lies You have freedom You are your own person Think for yourself Do what you feel is right I am not here to be cool this is not cool what I THINK I am not here to make friends if I am your friend then I am a good one It is not hard to think for yourself Open your eyes see what is really going on Find out for yourself never buy into a lie no matter how good it looks a lie is still a lie Find out what is true and what is a lie noone is going to tell you it is a lie you have to find out for yourself Stupid people let them stay stupid like trying to help someone from drowning they only take you under with them hanging with stupid people will make you stupid if you let it Most people never really want to see there blind they can see if they want but they do not wish to see look feel see be one with all things open your mind to new things think dream become part of everything make a stand be yourself In the end when you have nothing you have yourself and that is everything you are everything and you're nothing you're part of it all where do you fit into it find your place make it your own Fight to be yourself By Gary _____________________ Death I am death I watch you from high above I watch your dreams and your nightmares I watch you enjoy life And one day I come and take it away I watch you cry and scream in pain as you go mad I put you through hell I take all your dreams away one by one Your lost in your sorrow and live only to die But you ply in my game and I let you live Only to watch you go mad This is my game I am death The Grim Reaper By Gary _____________________ I don't believe in love I don't believe in love I never have and never will Only fools fall in love It only get's in the way And I can live with out it but in the end I am just a fool Love is all I need It is way I go on I hate to say it but I can't go on with out your love Before its to late my time is coming up By Gary _____________________ Wish on shooting star Why do we cry in the rain is it to hide the pain Or is it all just a dream And if so are you in it And will it be just like a love story Will it have a happy ending Or will it be love forever like Romeo and Juliet By Gary _____________________ RITKOM - RF7 I am inside looking out Know one knows where I am In my mind trying to find my way out Looking for a key But there is no door and no way out I thought I knew it all I was wrong They say you have it all But it was a lie I have noting in the end know one will know my name or will care They say your life is but a dream If that is true I want out They put words in your mouth but they don't hear you or care Sometimes I think I would like to be lost By Gary _____________________ Falling to pieces They say to look into the past is to see your future But with out you love I see noting Can't you see I am falling to pieces They say all things come in time But it has been along time They say after every storm you see a rainbow But I have not seen a rainbow in a long time But all I know is I love you and I need your love By Gary _____________________ Dream I am evil I am good I am One I see the madness in your eyes I am Sorrow I am Death I am in darkness but I can not see the light I want put but can't find the way I dream of you but it is only a dream I go mad day by day I want to die but I live only for you I think of you all the time each time I know your not here it cuts me so deep I am going mad I have lost my soul I am lost in a dream a dream of madness By Gary _____________________ Distant dreams I awoken from a another dream I had It was a nightmare just like all the others I tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't So I decided to get out a piece of paper and a pencil For the first time I was lost I couldn't write any of my poetry So I went back to bed Then I was some place else in the forest Trying to find out where I am I was thinking am I dreaming or did I just wake up Or is this all a dream Why can't I remember who I am Or is it I just remember my dreams or am I god thinking I am something Or am I the devil paying for my sins of the past Or am I one of the brothers cast out because I wouldn't play the cruel game Or maybe I am just punished Or maybe their just jealous because I see things different from them I don't see things as black and white or good and evil I see things as growth The chance to learn a chance to experience new things in a different way Or maybe I am dreaming all this Or maybe no one really exist Maybe you are all just a dram Maybe I'll just wake up By Gary ********************************** Theme from Firefly Take my love. Take my land. Take me where I cannot stand. I don’t care Im still free. You can’t take the sky from me. Take me out to the black. Tell ‘em I ain’t comin back. Burn the land and boil the sea. You can’t take the sky from me. Have no place I can be Since I found Serenity. But you cant take the sky from me. **********************************
Wii Rock band is so cool so alot of my time now is spent learning to play the drums I am geting better at it. I just wish I was not so tried after work. The name I made up for my Rock band name is Lies of Loki Rock Band for the Wii is what I got now it's cool learning to play the drums. I am not good at it, but I am geting alot better. ROCK BAND 2 This is what Rock Band 2 drums are going to look like. From what they're saying they're going to be real drums you can play. I am so going to buy it. I know there going to make them for the WII now. Just not sure where there going to sell them at. I am hoping walmart just do not see it happening. So then I am hoping for Best buy or Game stop. This is the new Guitar for Rock Band 2 Let us all get ready for the time of Madness when our hearts cry out to sing its song of lost days gone by. We welcome the Madness within are soul. The shadows we call to you Loki and welcome you home. So lets kick off some Maddness and get this party started Malkavian Your clan is a dysfunctional one. That is because you are a Malkavian. Something is poisonous about this clan's blood that drives all those embraced to madness. However, in this madness, you tend to have great insight. Unfortunately, people just take it as senseless ramblings. In every family there is an insane one. You're it. Perhaps the most alienated of all the clans, Clan Malkavian's mention makes the blood of most vampires run just a little colder. Some say the clan to be the keepers of secrets older and more terrible than any but they could imagine. This is reinforced by their thorough command of the powers of perception. They can see things few others can, from the physically unseen to the twisted depths of the subconscious mind right up to the wrinkles in fate that might be more than just chance. But obscuring, or some might say causing, all of this is the madness that runs in their cold veins, twisting the minds of all the clan's members to frayed wrecks of sanity. Or perhaps just thrusting them, thrashing and screaming, into a whole new level of horrible awareness.
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What if you was a super Villain This is still in the works with BleachAngelv profilel What if you was a super hero Should have more soon just busy
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