I'm not on here a lot anymore... But just reading through my old "about me" stuff makes me really miss that person I used to be. I'm not really sure what happened.... But, I used to consider myself to be a very happy person. I had the worlds best friends, and an okay life situation. But in recent times, I don't have many friends anymore. I don't really know what happened. I just lost the friends I considered closest. Now I'm a sad person. Pretty much all the time. It's rare to find me happy anymore. I get upset easily. Very easily. I feel left out all the time. I'm always afraid people are going to forget about me. (Probably stems from the "friends" I had that would just leave me out and forget about me) I have more issues now than I used to. But I haven't broken down enough to get to my old ways of self-abuse. Which is good, Because I'm two and a half years free. Sometimes though, the only reason I don't break down and do it, is because I don't want to start the count over. It's a hard count to make, especially to start. I'm a sad, pathetic person. and I don't like who I am. But others seem to like me. I wanna be a social worker, currently working on getting my AA. Eventually I want to open up a home for foster children. I want everyone to have good things in their life. And I want to help put them there. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Something someone told me....it means a lot to me ....I hope he knows how much "so don't make my worry, hope, caringness for you....go to waste.....I will always care and will be here for you" thanks Grant......
Likes
Songs that match how I feel. Camping. Affection. Big orange cones. Books. Bubble wrap. Caution tape. Cuddling. Hugs. Intimacy. Psychology. Rain. Spikes. Studs. Super Mario. Swimming. Honest/kind people. Music. Kittens. Socks. Footie Pajamas. Being happy. Kisses. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dislikes
Depression. Most of my family. Drugs. Alcohol. People who get mad at me without a reason. People who act close-minded to me. People who think the world should be handed to them. People who lie. People who break promises. People who break your heart. Friends who leave you behind. People that I wanna punch in the face. People that walk around with their pants so low they are walking in such a way that makes it seem like there is a giant dildo in their ass. People who make me cry. Most people in general.
Favorite Music
I like many different kinds of music. Mostly, I like music with meaning behind the lyrics. Mostly alternative types. Older stuff tends to be better. I'm always up for new music suggestions.
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