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SunbeamxxDagger
"The heart has reasons that reason does not understand." Wake up
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Sex: female
Age: 14
Location: , Florida, United States
Orientation: Bisexual
Rating: 9.85
Rating points: 936
Member since: March 31, 2008
Last logged in: July 10, 2008, 06:23pm
Status: Single
Account Status: Free Account
Rated by: 95 people
Latest Journal Entry: This is really accurate...   July 03, 2008, 01:46am

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YO!

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Welcome to my page!



Occupation: Obsessive gum chewer and diet coke drinker


My name is Toni
I'm 14
Single, but not looking. I'm waiting for the magic to happen. I don't want it to be predictable or scheduled. I want true love. Sparks.
Very self-conscious
I'll be nice to you if you're nice to me
It annoys people when I say "Chick" but I continue saying it anyways.
I'll forgive, but I never forget
Passive aggressive
Very sneaky
My family is important to me, but they do not rule my life
Proud vegan
Against animal cruelty
For gay rights and gay marriage
Internet addict
Atheist
Into fashion, but not obsessed
Masochist
Attracted to characters in horror movies
Hates humidity
Has a bug phobia

Don't be afraid to talk to me! I'll get to know anyone :]


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Likes

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Love stories
Butterflies
Pink, blue, black and gold
Cold weather
Poetry
Books
The rain
People that aren't afraid to show their emotions
Music
Stuffed animals
Webkinz
You Tube
Acoustic guitars
Disney world
Coffee
Honesty
Girls :]
Guys
Electronic
Robots
Guns
Gay boys
Lesbians
And everything in between
Dancing in my P.J's
Singing with a hairbrush
Hanging with my sister
Shopping!
The internet
Bitches that can actually admit they're a bitch
Skinny jeans
False eyelashes
The smell of fresh linen
Kissing
Blood
Tea
Diet Coke
Smosh
Lace boy shorts on girls
Tattoos
Piercings
Bones
Genuine smiles
Shy people
Masochism & Sadism
Boys kissing
Girls kissing
Rainbow socks
Crowns
Bling-bling
Rappers, cause they make me laugh
Up-front people
Gay men with an attitude :]
Love Line
Dr. Drew & Stryker
Rainbows
Love
People that notice the small things about me
Quirks
Xbox
Nintendo 64
Mario
Andy Warhol
Marilyn Monroe
Mark Ryden
Blood art
Hot Topic
Fashion
Sex scenes in music videos
Handcuffs
Anything undead
Cheesy horror movies
Holding hands
Open-Minded people
People that make me so happy I want to cry
Crushes
Making people happy
The Geico lizard
Marilyn Manson's autobiography
French kissing
Public displays of affection
Suicide Girls
Black nail polish
Steaming hot baths
Ice baths
Scratching scabs until they bleed
Scars
Lazy eyes
Skin conditions
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Transvestites


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I fall in love way too easily. Way. Too. Easily. I meet someone I like, or someone that likes me, and I put them on a pedestal like they're my God. Sadly, it doesn't take long for me to put the pedestal underneath someone. And once they have the pedestal under them, my life slowly starts to form around that person. I am a very independent person, but as soon as I get into a relationship it's like I'm a slave. The bad part about this is that I'm so absorbed in that person that I start to only see the good in them, and ignore the bad if I see any. So it's always a real shocker for me when I find out that they're not near everything I thought they where. All this causes is flames in the end. Flames and pain. Well I've got something to say to me. *NOTE TO SELF* You're only causing yourself pain when you do this. So stop being such a bitch and calm down. *Sticks to forehead.*







Dislikes

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Humidity
Sweat
Bugs
Overly-confident people
Stinky armpits
Dishonesty
My period
The smell of grass right after it's been mowed
Closed-minded people
When people TyPe LyKe DiS
People that don't use proper grammar
People that talk in all caps
People that think they are so damn hardcore when they constantly type their words liike thiis.
Overly-nice people. It scares me.
Know-it-alls



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Find me on other sites such as:

Gaia Online
You Tube
FaceBook
Buzznet


And no, I do not have a Myspace.




Everyone in this world prays at the feet of the rich and famous. Both the ones who walk the red carpets and the ones who plague the online world, claiming that they are the definition of originality and beauty. That they don't give a shit about fame. I never wanted to believe it but it's all a lie. Fame. Riches. It's just like a movie. Just when you think you can reach out and touch it, really connect with it, you take a step back and remember. It's only a movie. You want to put on a mask and fake this huge, over-blown personality, and act like you're Jesus Christ in the flesh, when you're nothing but a sad, sad human being. Nothing but another copy of this generations celebrities and diet-pill pumped, Botox injected human race. Who do you think you are? I've been in the same situation, where I wanted to be someone else. I'm sure we all have or will at some point in our lives. But then you take it to the next level and make people fall in LOVE with this non-existent personality. Something that people grow to really look up to, and even live their life around. And you throw it in the trash. You disgusting people have so many worshipers. Why don't you do something worth while with all of your popularity? How about taking a break from sucking face with your internet-famous boyfriend on camera and actually DO something. It's driving me crazy seeing all of these people with so much to offer to the world. So much they could give to society. And they continue hiding behind that false mask. Shrinking into it whenever they feel a little guilt about what they're doing. I think they're so absorbed in themselves and what they're going to do next - I'm getting carried away. There's no use to keep going on, but I'm really angered at Hollywood right now. Disappointed, most of all. It's all so FAKE. That's the main thing. Why can't you be yourself and quit acting like you care about things you KNOW you don't? If you care so much stop acting like you do. Actions speak louder than words. I want to see some of you SPEAK LOUDER.

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BadAssMeh

[Reply]
Jul 19, 2008, 03:00pm
Heyy hon =]
Hmm, can I ask you a favor?

Would you like to be staff in my cult?
We're in major need of staff & I was hoping you'd apply?

PWEASE PWEASE PWEASE?sadeyes
Click HERE to go to the cult. ^-^

x


KillerKhayzeeTM

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[Reply]
Jul 16, 2008, 09:25am
hey, i made a new account??

have a ten. it's me.. emoatthedisco.. :-D

BadAssMeh

[Reply]
Jul 15, 2008, 08:07am
I have no idea!!!cry
I want internet so baddd!
So how're things honey? ;]

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m-_-a-_-r-_-a

[Reply]
Jul 11, 2008, 09:43am
hey i know its been a while! but i wanted to say hi!! sorry bout like never replying and all....but i found these to pictures that remind me of you...like i think they look like you...idk maybe its just me but...doubt it....=D

this one:Photobucket

and this one:Photobucket

Do you remember me?

Lost for so long

Will you be on the other side

or will you forget me?

I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming

Am I too lost to be saved?

Am I too lost?


lola617lovekt

[Reply]
Jul 11, 2008, 01:22am
How's going with you recently ?
Have you find a new job?

Your new video is soooo cool.
I love =)
ferxsure
[Reply]
Jul 10, 2008, 07:58pm
ooO. yea i know how you feel. but sometimes i guess everyone feels that way. do you feel better now?
ferxsure
[Reply]
Jul 10, 2008, 07:57pm
it was pretty cool

but theres no place like the USA
lil_raggydoll
[Reply]
Jul 10, 2008, 06:36pm
no prob hun=]
cleanin my room=P
i dont get why we have to!
its our room
they dont see it everyday=P
o well rules sukk lol
lil_raggydoll
[Reply]
Jul 10, 2008, 06:35pm
no prob hun=]
cleanin my room=P
i dont get why we have to!
its our room
they dont see it everyday=P
o well rules sukk lol
xthat_vampire_bitchx
[Reply]
Jul 10, 2008, 06:28pm
nm just chillin
you?
yes i did ^_^