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My name is Phil. I am a 30 year old freak, and proud of it!


I am very opinionated.
and extremely Cynical
I am one of the men that just wants to watch the world burn.
I hate humanity, and what it is doing to this planet.
I am very much a nature lover.
I respect the lives of animals more then humans.
I am not sorry for my beliefs.
Yet I am very easy to get along with.
Hard to piss off or annoy.
If a friend needs help, I am the first to volunteer.

I am an optimistic pessimist.
Meaning i am positive something bad will happen
And unfortunately i am usually right.

Religion is not something I hold dear. I was brought up christen, with jewish friends, so I studied the Torah on the side. I lost god around the age of 12. Religion interests me. On the other hand... it disgusts me. There are a few exception to that: Buddhism, Satanism and a few tiny other "cults", including facebook God. these few I have respect for their message (not necessarily their followers). The problem with religion, even religions that preach peace, like christianity, islam and buddhism (and to be fair, non-religion), is there is ALWAYS going to be some nutjob who thinks they are right and everyone else is wrong, and therefor need to be punished.

The dirtiest, most offensive word i know is: CENSORSHIP

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I am neither a Leader, Nor a follower. I do my own thing. The Unfortunate part is, There is no originality left in the world. yes, even with me. I coped everything i am from something, yet, nothing. I am Me, yet I am You.
wrap your puny little mind around that.

I hate Christmas more then any other time of the year.
The spirit of Christmas is dead! slaughtered by the chainsaw of greed at the hands of commercialism!

Humanity is a lie,
Society is an illusion.
Safety is nothing more then a word.
With each breath you take,
The rope around your neck grows tighter.
With each swipe of the card,
Another piece of your soul gone.

I am an animal.
A Mammal.
An Earthling
The only difference between a
Camel, Gorilla, Rat and Human
is the first 3 don't

I have some very strong opinions and views that go against the normal thinking.
if you think you offend easily. Please don't read any of these.
if you do... you deserve being offended. fuck you.

This section has little in the way of fact.
it's what goes through
This fucked up brain of mine.
Choose a topic from the left
and enjoy my world!

the birth of humanity is a touchy subject. so many "facts" have been proven untrue as history progresses. now i am in no way a scientist. nor am i a theologian. i can only look at what media (and all media is corrupted) chooses to tell us. if it wasn't for the internet we would be completely blind.

now i believe in evolution, you can see it even in your own life. but what i don't get is how did Homo Erectus make the sudden leap to Homo Sapien? *note* I have since watched a documentary that states Homo Sapien, Homo Erectus, Homo Neanderthalensis and possibly a few other species existed at the same time, and used a very nice reenactment using some very good looking Sapiens, kicking some Homo Butt. *end note* how did we suddenly go for simple tool making, hunter gatherers to Metropolis building, weapons of mass destruction. Some people said it was the birth of farming and husbandry, but what about the physical differences? Homo sapiens are of lighter build then there older cousin, the forehead shows a sharp rise, the back of the skull is rounded, eyebrow ridges are very small or more usually absent, teeth are smaller and the chin is more prominent. In the elders, the cranium is long and low and somewhat flattened at the front and back. The face is short but wide and the nasal aperture projected forward.

Moving on. Did you know it was only 66 years from mans first flight (Wright brothers) to the "Moon landing"? that is evolution at hyper speed. See to me it doesn't add up. the dinosaurs were on the planet a HELL of a lot longer then we ever were, some had tiny brains some had MASSIVE brains... But none of them had come close to the intelligence (if you can call raping and pillaging the planet an intelligent move) none of them formed governments. no bombs in site? anyone hear a car alarm in the Triassic age? didn't think so. now some could credit this to the lack of opposable thumbs, but i am sure with enough intelligence they could have worked around it. After all humans who are missing there thumbs due to an accident or birth defect get along just fine with out them.

so why did humans evolve so rapidly? i don't think we did it alone. i think we had help. i don't know i was not alive 6000 year ago...

maybe Adam and Eve is is correct, maybe Adam and Eve were the first Homo Sapiens in a world of Homo Erectus.
now i am not even going to start speculating "who, what when where why or how". just... the "huh?"

SHH!!! they will throw you in the nuthouse!
E.T., Martian, Extraterrestrial, little green men, man from Mars, visitor from another planet. call it what you will. they came, gave humanity the little boost they needed, and disappeared.
i believe that most ancient pagan religions. (Greek Roman, Celtic, Indian, all the others are based off of two things. The Sun and movement of the stars, and these alien visitors from these said stars.
where they are now, i have no idea.
But they fucked up.
made the mistake of giving such a violent, psychotic race help.
Maybe... they found out in the end what there mistake was.
we destroyed them, like we do everything else.

again... just my thoughts....

If there is a god.
It is the internet. the ability to transfer information at the click of a button. the ability to talk to someone face to face, half way around the world. Man kind has created many thing in order to cull us and whip us in to submission.
but Man also created the Internet...
and that shall be his downfall!
Cherish it!
Protect it!
And USE it!
A lot of lies are written on the internet.
A lot of lies written in to the fabric of society.
It is up to you to pick them out.
What? what does this word even mean? i think it was created by 13 year olds who needed a word to alienate people.
Poser goth, Poser Punk. i keep hearing these words said among children. especial on this site.
"dislikes- posers. fakes." who are you to call fake?
First of all you are 13! 4745 Days. 284700 Hours. you are NOTHING. how dare you call someone else fake just because they are doing there own thing. because they mimic you in some small way they deserved to be called posers? first of all copying is the greatest forum of flattery. second. there is no originality left in the world. you coped your style off someone. the only way you can back out of this one is if you MAKE ALL YOUR OWN CLOTHS YOURSELF. Then you can say you have your own style. But that still does not give you the right to look down on someone because they are trying something different in there lives. after all, every elder goth started somewhere. posers... anyone who uses this word deserves to be bitch slapped

Ok the Christens aren't going to like this one,
so if you are Christen or Catholic or any number of Sects of this broken church. i advise, skip this one.
or not, it's up to you, because it's just me taking the piss. (Cheers Brits)


It's quite simple. Mary was a Hermaphrodite in hiding. as you know anything that deviated from the churches dogma would be killed.

Joseph, the gentle husband, is pushed away by his "shy" wife. One Night after hitting the Blood of Christ (also: wine) a bit to much, got physical (as men often did since the creation of booze till now) PUNCHES his dear wife in the stomach! She ruptured something. Her male parts fertilize her female parts

Jesus Christ Superstar!

OK so Technology... wow... the only thing that we have really accomplished in the Technology field is not much... Fire.. nature invented it, we just harness it, same with electricity. We only copied flight. put our own killing spin on it. same with under water.

Technology hasn't really changed anything... other then the way we can do things, and the vulnerability to which they are attached. Thousands of years ago they had "modern" equipment that allowed them to breath under water for up to an hour. An Animal stomach and intestines, Cured and stitched in the right way and they could hold air underwater for someone with a weighted belt. scuba gear does increase the time under water and the ease, but is in no way a new invention.

modern planes are very vulnerability is a simple EMP blast. Unlike Movies you see, you can make an EMP bomb, without making a bomb (unless you are using a nuclear device, which you can purchase from your local Black market dealer.) Its easy to make, and thanks to the internet. a deaf and dumb chimp could make one.

now your Ipod and SmartPhones are smart. the problem is, they were designed by men. Greedy men who want more and more and more, so they start designing there products to break, forcing us to "buy an extra warranty" and when the fucking thing breaks, "That's not covered under the warranty" Forcing you to, In rage and rebellion, go to there competitor, and proceed to get fucked by them.

Technology is a double edged sword. it will be the destroyer of Mankind, but it allows those of like mind to find each other. to plan and especially to survive. when the end of days comes we will be relying on our technology, not the hydrogen cars, of the laser guns.

the Technology we will use is more basic. modern tools. Use an axe to fell a tree instead of the chain saw. use your feet to move about, instead of the car. and use our head to think, instead of computers.

but that time is not yet.

for now embrace the toys of man. use them to learn about the past.

for a simpler time will come.

either that or we will blow our selves up...

one of the two.

The Venus Project

After studding this topic for the last few hours my initial reaction is "it's not perfect but it's better then what we have now" even there founder Jacque Fresco, said it wasn't perfect.

So far from my small little probe, i can safely assume, i won't agree with this project. but i will respect what it is trying to accomplish.
now i have tested the waters of The Venus Project, time to dive head first in to this study.

Human: being, biped, body, character, child, conscious thing, creature, entity, human being, individual, life, mortal, organism, personage, soul, thing.

What are humans? lets take a look.

Humans or Homo Sapiens (Latin for "wise man" or "knowing man"), are bipedal primates. Humans have a highly developed brain, (very arguable indeed.) capable of abstract reasoning, language, introspection (this is one of the many problems. we spend too much time looking inside ourselves we don't look at the world around us), and problem solving (as well as problem causing). This mental capability, combined with an erect body that frees the hands, with opposable thumbs, for manipulating objects, has allowed humans to make far greater use of tools than any other living species on Earth.

They are Violent, war loving spices, who take no greater pleasure in the suffering of other of there own kind. the difference between me and the rest of humans, is i admit this is true.

Fear is one of there main emotions. they live in fear of death, fear of god, fear of cars, fear of Balloons, fear of life.

We are the only species who kills for pleasure. and we kill our own kind more then any other species on the planet. we are the only species to create weapons of mass destruction. and to make it worse.
in the last 700 years we have reduced the forests on the planet close to 68%
that's over have of the land mass of planet destroyed. gone. Experts estimates that we are losing 137 plant, animal and insect species every single day due to rain forest deforestation. That equates to 50,000 species a year.

Humans are the cancer of earth. a tumor growing too big. and pretty soon, the earth is going to have cosmic surgery.

December 21 2012. Do i think the world is going to end on this day.
but i do think it is the beginning of the end. maybe the polar shift. maybe god coming down, Satan coming up.
who know...

George Carlin said it best. "Religion Is BullSHIT"
they tell beautiful stories, but that's all they are.


Lets look at Noah's Ark.

Genesis 6:1 - 9:17
Noah's Ark and the Flood - Story Summary:

God saw how great wickedness had become and decided to wipe mankind from the face of the earth. However, one righteous man among all the people of that time, Noah, found favor in God's eyes. With very specific instructions, God told Noah to build an ark for him and his family in preparation for a catastrophic flood that would destroy every living thing on earth.

Noah must have been Schizophrenic. 2 years ago i heard a voice telling me that dinosaurs were going to wipe out humanity! must have been god. yup yup.

God also instructed Noah to bring into the ark two of all living creatures, male and female, along with every kind of food to be stored as food for the animals and his family while on the ark. Noah obeyed everything God commanded him to do.

How many of each type of animal did Noah take on the ark? Seven pairs of each kind of clean animal and two pairs of each kind of other animals were taken on the ark (Genesis 6:19-20; 7:2-3). By “clean” I take it the Bible means animals that were "acceptable for sacrifice." As that's what Noah did after the flood. That is why seven pairs of the clean animals were taken – so some of them could be sacrificed after the Flood was over without endangering the species.

Lets do some math! The National Science Foundation’s “Tree of Life” project estimates that there could be anywhere from 5 million to 100 million species on the planet, but science has only identified about 2 million.
so. lets forget about the species we have not classified (we will get back to that later). that leaves us with 2 million. now it doesn't say exactly how many "clean" animals there were, so lets just completely ignore the number 7 (for now)
2 million species times that by 2 (one male and one female) that's 4 million (but IF we added the number 7 in there somewhere. now not all the animals are "clean" so what i am going to do is assume that 5 out of 7 are clean, 5 X 2 million, that could potentially be brought up 10000000 animals. Further more. They don't believe in evolution. so that means Noah might have saved 100 million species animals. I'm going to let you do that math on that one, if you want... whether you do or not... you can not deny that's a looot of mouths to feed. lets just stick with 4 million. That is a large enough number.)

now you have to factor in the time it took to build said boat... sorry Ark. How long did it take Noah to build the ark? The Bible does not specifically say how long it took. When Noah is first mentioned in Genesis 5:32, he is 500 years old (really.... 500? yet most of my relatives died before they could hit One Hundred and Fiftyteen!). When Noah enters the ark, he is 600 years old. At the absolute most, it took 100 years.

After they entered the ark, rain fell on the earth for a period of forty days and nights. The waters flooded the earth for a hundred and fifty days, and every living thing on the face of the earth was wiped out. As the waters receded, the ark came to rest on the mountains of Ararat. Noah and his family continued to wait for almost eight more months while the surface of the earth dried out.

more math...
40 days/nights plus, 150 days of flood. plus 8 months on the ark.
How long was Noah on the ark? Noah entered the ark in the 600th year of his life, on the 17th day of the 2nd month (Genesis 7:11-13). Noah left the ark on the 27th day of the 2nd month of the following year (Genesis 8:14-15). Therefore, assuming a lunar calendar of 365 days, Noah was on the ark for approximately 370 days.

How many people were on Noah's ark? According to Genesis chapters 6-8, Noah, his wife, Noah's three sons (Shem, Ham, and Japheth), and their wives were on the ark. Therefore, there were eight people on the ark.

Do you know how much food it would take to feed 4 million + animals and one human family of 8 for 370 days? not to mention water. after all if the flood actually covered the planet, it would all be salt water as the oceans would mix with the rain. (and don't say the rain... that is only good for the first 40 days and nights.) if you were to put less then a teaspoon of salt in every glass of water that you drank, you would soon dehydrate as salt would suck the water right out of your cells.

Moving on.
lets talk about the weight of the ark, animals, water and food. water- 1 liter of water at 4c weighs 1kg (http://wiki.answers.com/Q/How_much_does_one_liter_of_water_weigh) (and just for shits and giggles i just took a 45 minute break and actually experiment to prove it to myself. And i came out to the same answer.)
OK... so 4 million animals and a human family could consume in one day... i would guess about 6 million+ liters of water a day.
that's more then 13,200,000 lbs or 5 987.419 284 ton [metric]
wow... my head is hurting from all the numbers.... but lets continue
13.2 million Lbs X 350 days a year = 4,818,000,000Lbs of water alone that said ark could carry, because lets face it. they don't have water distillery's today, large enough even to take on that challenge.
i am not even going to touch the weight of food and animals because you get the picture. i would expect it to weigh a hell of a lot more.

now to build an boat that size
God dammit... i keep doing that.
Ark Ark Ark!
(Christians IRL keep bitching at me when i call it a boat )
it would have taken Millions upon millions of trees. i don't know exactly, but i would guess he would have had to cut down a forest the size of Montana and Texas put together, after all there would be some pieces of wood that were cut wrong. even a master carpenter makes mistakes. really? one man could do that in 100 years? hell if a human (remember, Noah was HUMAN... of 500 years of age. his sons must have been middel age. maybe 290? to 479? i don't know.) could clear a forest that size by himself in 100 years, shit... the planet would have been doomed.
oh and one more thing...
once the waters were gone, there were 8 people left to repopulate the planet... 8 people expand in to 700,000 billion, evolving (oh yea... thats right you don't believe in evolution) in to many different races (Chinese, African, Indian, Native American, Mayan, etc. etc. etc.) in a matter of a few thousand years....
that would explain why humans are so inbred and fucked in the head.
and because of that inbreeding... it would explain why so many of us believe in an invisible man in the sky and his son... who love us.

Illuminati, Freemasons, and other such society do exist, but i don't think they have as much sway as they like to think. there are two many groups fighting for control that it's just not possible for one group to gain the upper hand...

unless.... one already has and is keeping the illusion of the others alive...

Shower everyday.
Women must shave there legs
Men are hairy

who made up these rules? i under stand if you have a really dirty job, or sweat a lot. then showering everyday makes sense. but think about it. what is the one thing you need to shower. Water. and what gets SOLD to you? Water. the one thing EVERYTHING needs to live. "no you don't get it unless you give us something in return." it's bull shit. I shower once ever 3 days if i have not done anything to overly dirty. and i have never had anyone complain that i stink.

moving on

Shaving. what a fucked up concept. sexy... but fucked up.
a few years ago i started shaving my legs because.. well i wanted to. The first time my mother saw, she flipped shit. what i don't understand is why is it socially acceptable for women to shave there body, but when men do it, "It's queer"
Women naturally grow hair on there legs, so do men? why is body hair a sign of masculinity? less then 500 years ago you would have had to deal if your wife had hairy legs, and a mustache and beard...

done for now.

When I was a teen, I used to be a sad depressed little boy. During the last suicide attempt, I was listening to TBM's; Walking with Strangers: To Die For. it spoke to me, in a way i don't even think they were meaning it too.
The Birthday Massacre is the reason I am still here
Thank you Chibi, Rainbow, Owen, Nate, Falcore, Aslan and O.E.
I owe you more then I could ever replay.
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