I think i do too much that isn't thought through. I think that i do too much without a second thought. I'm becoming this dark child i used to be. I never realised how much i missed her. I feel better lately. I don't feel timid or needy. I feel strong, prime and raw. I think that i should care more then i do. I feel the need to be distructive. I just wanna smash shit. Cut people. Scream at people. I've always had this dark side to me, that i've gotten good at hiding. This morbid, freaky fucked up part of me. I don't feel the need to hide it anymore. I wish people were more supportive of me, but I guess i should be used to it. I'm cynical. I'm bitter. I'm irrational. I'm irresponsible. I'm an artist. I wear what I want to. I do what I want, when I want. I answer to no one. I can't handle mirrors. I'm content. I'm grumpy as fuck. I'm classy. I'm trashy. I smoke too much. I drink too much. I'm the same every where I go. I'm honest to the point of brutality. I hate dishonesty. I hate indecision. I never back down. I stand for what I stand for. I'm not afraid to burn bridges. I am quick to judge. I work on instinct. I am primal. I hate in people what I hate in myself. I ignore problems and hope they work out. I'm clumsy. I'm ridiculously childish at times. I never really know what's going down. I'm antisocial. I'd rather be violent and lonely then fake and unhappy. I'd rather just be me. I come off rather unapproachable, but really, I can play nice. I actually want to meet new people lately.

How people don't read my profile then do something retarded. How people expect me to want to look at them naked without knowing them. How people expect my msn. Have a convo with on here first dumbass. People who claim to not be a hypocrite. I don't know a single person who isn't even slightly hypocritical.