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While mass exploitation of knowledge may be disastrous, withholding knowledge for exploitation is criminal. Status: Sleeping with my music on... Sex: male Age: 22 Location: Port Richey, Florida, United States Member since: June 21, 2005 Account: Free Account Orientation: Straight Status: Slut Occupation: Drifter/Tranny ADD FRIEND ADD FAVORITE ADD TO SHITLIST ADD TO CULT BLOCK USER REPORT USER

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I'm me. Hi. I've disabled ratings to take away the amusement of petty juveniles who don't like what I have to say. Fuck you and your superficiality, you petty flaming posers. I think I should work on this. But I do get bored easily when reading other people's profiles if they're not interesting enough to me and whose to say I'm very interesting? Well, let's get the cliche crap out of the way. I love music. Almost all of it. Save for the crap that gets shoved in your face via radio,tv blah blah blah. I know that's pretty vague but I hope you get where I'm going with that, k? I consider myself to be very inclined to the goth subculture, but I also think I'm more rounded out. Aside from my haircut and a few clothes I've managed to hold onto throughout my travels, I on the surface blend in to the world of the mundanes and don't get a ton of looks/grief from them. I'm always broke and an ass hair from being homeless because I'm having a hard time getting a job, getting into college and moving my life forward. I want to be somebody that I can be proud of for my accomplishments, yet at the same time all I do is sit in front of the laptop this was typed on and do anything and everything I can with it. Which isn't a whole lot because I'm just interested in entertainment be it listening to or trying to record music without the piece of shit crashing when I try to use my Ableton. While I'm on this tangent I play guitar and bass. I dabble with keyboards and the harmonica though I'm terrible with the latter. I also sing. Sometimes badly, but I can sing my ass off and do it well. I even impressed Joey Belladonna, the original lead singer of Anthrax. I'm not too big or familiar with their music, but being as famous as they were, I'm going to run with that ego boost. My main preferred music genres are Goth (obviously), and Shoegaze. Though I also like a fuckton more than that. As you can see from my playlist and Last.FM profile. Oh shit I really got off the main track. With an attention span like mine though, that's what happens. I have a basic idea that I want to work in the entertainment/media industry. Mostly as either a musician, cameraman/photographer, journalist, or producer. But as of now I don't know how the fuck to go about it. Plus I have little resources to get started on any of it. I can't stand to be somewhere where absolutely nothing is going on. On the other side of the coin though, I'm scared shitless being by myself in a city. Actually, I'm scared shitless being anywhere by myself or with people I don't know/trust. I'm deathly afraid of getting mugged, and I bring my laptop and ipod with me everywhere. I'm also really afraid of my teeth rotting out yet I eat everything that'll destroy them and I seldom have running water making it difficult to brush. The same can be said about my showering frequency. I'm not proud of them, but I gotta live without it most of the time. I walk everywhere and I hate it very much. I very seldom get to ride in a car and I don't drive. Plus to be honest I'm slightly afraid of being behind the wheel. I'm afraid of a lot of shit now that I think about it. I face my fears a lot but that doesn't mean they go away. It's one of my character flaws I suppose, being constantly nervous and scared for some odd reason. I'm very introspective and am a notorious downer about myself. I'm not looking for pity though. If anything I'm looking for people that truly get me that can help me improve myself without flaking out and leaving me stranded and confused. I love to crossdress and when I have long hair I can pull the androgynous/feminine look like no tomorrow. Women's clothing is more comfortable to me than men's. Even the pants with the high crotch because I know how to *ahem* arrange myself. And y'know what? I fell goddamn sexy when I'm crossdressing. It boosts my confidence like a motherfucker. Seriously, total Silence of the Lambs "Would you fuck me? I'd fuck me" thing going on when I'm wearing something form fitting and feminine. That said, I only like girls. So much, that if I could be one, I would and I'd be a very girly lesbian. Having been in and out of the system until I reached legal adulthood, I hate the mental health profession as it makes me insane so to speak. I know I've had a fucked up life, and yeah, I could really use some help, but I don't want to be a slave to the system and I'd rather rant about to someone who ISN'T paid for caring. Notice I said "for" and not "to". I know that they do, but they're professionals and maintain a professional relationship. I lost my train of thought due to severe distraction so I'll pick up on this later.

Art, Merry Macabre, Horror, Comedy, Tragedy, Music. These Cults:

Bigots. People who play victim. All around wastes of life. People who take their scene to the point where they look like a fucking dumbass. IE juggalos, metalheads, post '90s emos, suburban pseudo-punks, mallgoths, vampire enthusiasts, fantasy dorks, scene kids, hippies, indie brats, and purists of every over-the-counter-culture.

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Ua [Reply]	Mar 14, 2010, 10:08pm You should git on Yahoo.
iniquitous [Reply]	Mar 14, 2010, 03:10am At this point I've given up on explaining that "making up your own definition of karma=offensive". But I must admit, she's gotten kind of funny. She keeps insisting on calling me names that... really don't make a lot of sense. I'm fairly sure it's meant to hurt me, but I can't be certain. I am your Lovecraftian horror.
DebraLynN [Reply]	Mar 09, 2010, 01:14am Hey, what's up? we're a new band to VF trying to promote, to make new friends and build a fan base we play all kinds of rock and metal.. seriously, anything from Buckcherry and Alice In Chians to Pantera and Meshuggah. Check us out, leave us a comment and tell us what you think? -DebraLynN
Dusklust [Reply]	Mar 05, 2010, 10:54am Me and my friend did that last year. It was hilarious. Until the PE teacher liked it....
Dusklust [Reply]	Mar 03, 2010, 08:39pm I love how Freshman look at me. "ohmygod she has pink hair!"
Dusklust [Reply]	Mar 02, 2010, 04:37pm I hate gym. This one chick, who has a huge potbelly and tight shirts and pants, Called me a disgusting fatso. And I just smiled. It was not a pleasant smile.
Dusklust [Reply]	Feb 27, 2010, 09:17am I skip gym all the time. I really should stop. I'm too fat for that BS.
Dusklust [Reply]	Feb 26, 2010, 07:12pm I do that sometimes. But only on bad days.
Dusklust [Reply]	Feb 25, 2010, 06:35am Getting ready for school which I see no point in going today considering an hour after I get there I go to the dentist >.>
Dusklust [Reply]	Feb 23, 2010, 03:52pm Me too. But anyways. Whatcha up to?

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