Sister_Fate

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MY NEW MISSION IN LIFE IS TO HUG BILL KAULITZ AND TOM KAULITZ!:)<3
Stop and stare.
at the face that smiles gently at the world, a caressed soul, a lonely glint in her eyes. who is this lonely girl who watches others fall in love, but barely makes it out of alive when it comes down to her own love to share? who owns a beaten and tattered heart that longs to stop beating, that beats faster when this particular girl see's the glimmering face of another girl she longs to let go of, addicted to the girl, she's all the lonely girl could ever wish for, she's all this girl wants to let go of, to protect her.
Steady feet, don't fail me now
as she walks through this lonely town, every glances is killing her. without a sound she glides down the street, imagination dancing in her eyes, creativity capturing her very soul. Walk into a meadow and slowly take it in, she's at home and no one's here.
Do you see what I see?
Do you see the lies painted on their faces, as she glances around lonely and hopeless. Beleive me she's nothing special, but she's out of this world. She has that sparkle in her eyes that tells a story and not those lies.
Who is she
Could it be possible that this girl is me?

Random facts about me?
well for starters, I get excited when someone gives me a shiny object. Shiny things are entertaining. stfu. my favorite movies of all time would have to be, Moulin rouge, The Fifth Element, and War of the worlds. Yeah, I hear that alot of people didn't like war of the worlds, well I don't care, I absolutely loved it. It was amazing in my point of view. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be a cat. If walking on the green side of things is a crime then you better lock me up, I love to take a stroll down happiness. I do believe in karma and karma is a bitch. What comes around goes around, so your mean to me now, just wait, you'll get what's coming. I honestly think that there is a way to talk to the deceased, and that's why I love walking in a cemetery. I go there whenever I'm sad, or angry, I tend to have the need to fix things that were knocked over on peoples graves, hey, the deceased deserve to at least rest in a nice place. My favorite fantasy creature is the dragon. I absolutely love them. Thus maybe the reason for my obsession on the Lock Ness monster, Nessie. I remember a person by one small detail of how they look, talk, or stand. I remember about half my friends by either their eyes, or hair. It's the basic detail. The eyes oh, the eyes of the human body are my favorite part, they're the portal to one's emotions, secrets, lies, pain, and memories, but yet I'm deadly afraid to look someone straight in the eye, I guess it's cause I have so much emotions playing a show in my eyes that I don't want any one to see. It's a scary thought for me to think of someone trying to look me straight in the eye. My favorite actors would be Justin Chatwin and Milla Jovovich. their amazing. I am a Twilight fan, shh.. I'm secretly Edward Cullen, keep that secret to yourself. x]

My life's story
isn't one of the happiest, and it will never be. I'm like everyone else who's been in some sort of life traumatizing situation, but yet... I'm different from the others. I let it show that I'm hurt,.. yet I don't. People who get the change to actually look me straight in the eye say there's alot of pain, deception, and confusion hidden beneath the sugar coated lies called happiness that dances across my eyes. Only two people in this whole world could actually look me in the eye, because I let them, my closest friends. Honestly I don't know what I'd do without my social life, because constantly I love to talk, I hate to be alone, or not talking to someone, it's like a phobia. When I'm with people I'm as happy as I can be, when I'm alone, I'm depressed. I love the rain, it's the only time I can be truly happy, When it rains.

What the friends have to say.
Keri-Felicia, I fucking love you. You're amazing in so many ways that.. I don't even know all of them! Thats how amazing you are. I can turn to you for song support. haha. Like I did today because I get confused with alot of stuff. Plus, you always make me happy when you talk to me because you're so adorable. I'm really glad you're there for me. I luffles y00h!
Alicia-feliciaaaaaaaaaa ((: my lesbian loverrr, i love this girl sooo much. she is the BEST person you'll ever meet. shes hella funny and whenever im depressed i talk to her and feel extraa happy after. felicia is my besttt friendddd and no one could everr replace her felicia is gonna come down and visit me someday REALLY soon i hopee, felicia is sooo amazing words cant describe her, she freakin gorgeous we've had good times (like"going out") and bad times (her not going on stickam) but through it all i love her lots, i love you felicia! (:
Aaron-^_^;;; emegawhd felicia. i am so gay! just kidding. we havent been friends for long, but the minute we first met i thought to myself, "Damn, shes fucking amazing." felicia is so effin cooler than my pants! and no doubt my pants r so so cool. shes pretty and has an amazing singing voice even tho she thinks she doesnt. shes stubborn sometimes, but i love her cuz shes so incredibly funny. she puts a smile on my face whenever she glomps me or gives me a huggle and i giggle at her jokes. *poke* i swear it was alicia.
Megan-omg. felicia. she's amazing. i love her so much. she's like the best person i've ever met. she's my bestie, even my wifey and even, secretly my lover only when she's edward cullen. she's so adorable when we talk on the phone she has the cutest giggle that could make me smile for days. she's the best girlie i've ever met. i totally would sweep her off her feet and take her to california and marry her. =] i love you felicia <3
Kayley-omg. felicia. I thought she was cool when I I first talked to her but then I was like "I LOVE THIS BITCH!" lol I wouldn't call her a bitch. but I love her anyways. she's sweet, loyal, & definitely funny too.I just love this girl to death & anyone fucks with her..i'll kill them...with a spoon. :3
Marie-Felicia, your my lesbian lover! rock on we have been friends forever. I remember times when we hung out and just laughed. Fun times. Here is a flashback name markie, wow i must be getting old. well anyways your the coolest person i have ever met. We are like sisters literally ! I can say anything to you and trust you not to tell others unlike some other friends i had. We stick together thick and threw! Love ya!
Sean-Felicia! my adopted internet sister! you're a really cool and unique person, and i love how you have no problem expressing your feelings. I'm glad i can have you to talk to about anything, and not have you judge me. it's so good to have friends like you. i know we'll be friends fo evaaa. even though i still will never remember just what the fuck glomping is, i look forward to one from you when you come to see me P.S. we're fucking vampires with glowy white aura skin that make people jealous. c;




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