Hello there, and welcome to my page. My name is Brittany. Please do NOT call me anything else. I reside in Michigan. I have lived here my whole life.
I have a long list of hobbies. I like to crochet, make jewelry, play guitar (I have 2 of them...both lefties), making graphics, reading, writing, poetry, etc. Since I work full-time I don't have much time for my hobbies anymore.
I'm a pretty silly fun-loving person. I don't really have any "real" life friends, but that's okay. Sometimes I would rather be alone...there is just less people that can hurt you that way. I have been screwed over in the past by those who I thought were my "friends". This means I don't trust people easily. The people on the left side of the page are the amazing friends I have on here. They keep me sane, and they are really amazing people.
I had a troubled past. You can ask about it if you like. I won't mention it here. I am so much better now. I have found my happiness in life.
I was basically raise by my hardcore Christian woman grandmother. My parents were always working so she was always watching my older sister and I. She used religion to control us, and I hated it. Even when my dad was growing up everything was "from the devil" like metal music, and stuff like that. He was never able to listen to music and always had to hide it from his mother. She did the same things with my sister and I. I always thought it was a load of crap.
When she died 4 years ago my whole world came crashing down around me. I realized that God did not exist. If he did...why did good people die? She had been sick for so very long, and no amount of praying or anything EVER made her better again. They tell me it was "Gods will..." And I was like, "fuck that..." I never bought into that garbage.
Ever since I read Marilyn Manson's Auto Biography The Long Road Out Of Hell I became interested in Satanism because that's what Marilyn Manson is, and the book talks about Satanism and Anton Lavey a bit. I read this book a very long time ago, and it always interested me. After reading it I started to research to learn more about it. And after my grandma died it opened my eyes, and made me realize that everything she ever taught me was a lie. I finally bought a copy of the Satanic Bible and read it...and I realized now that I was a Satanist all a long, and I was so blind to the truth. Why should I waste my life denying myself the simplest of things? I should indulge in it and relish in it, because you only have ONE life to live. Life is the greatest indulgence. Death is the greatest abstinence. We don't condone anything illegal, or any kind of violence against children or animals or anything like that. So for those of you that think I'm going to snatch your baby and butcher it and drink the blood of it for my Satanic Black Mass...you are mistaken. We don't do that crap.
I do NOT smoke or do ANY KIND OF DRUGS AT ALL. This doesn't mean that I consider myself "Straight Edge" because I don't. I drink on occasion when I'm out with family. That's only rarely. I've never been wasted, and I can't stand people that get drunk just for fun. That's just stupid in my eyes. If the fact that I don't do drugs or smoke bother you then don't read on. Don't tell me how I should live my life. I will life my life how I see fit. I don't need that garbage to make myself feel good or to have a good time.
If you want to know more about me feel free to message me. Click on the LINKS section above you and that will take you to my message page. Please be aware that I do NOT reply to anything that says HEY, or HI or anything like that. If you want to talk to me make it interesting. Make it WORTH replying to.
If you have read all of this please put SHARKS RULE in your message.
Thanks for reading.