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Me and my thoughts random thought, they really hold no meaning to you but if they do I’m glad I could help. So I sit at work in a daze of boredom buried in my ipod just jamming out the mass verity of music I enjoy. I often wonder how fast my day will go and rid myself of this bore fest and then head home to find food that isn’t there cause I’m fucking broke lol. Its amazing what you will make when there is nothing in the fridge I’ve grown to love and hate peanut butter and the creation or romaine lettuce and mayo sandwiches. Then deal with the dramatic light show I call my family, the members of my fam are rather nice but I wonder where the hell I came from.. my mom is an OCD fly off the handle evil satin most awesome nice mom ha ha yup that describes her now my father who is and smart and wise dumbass drunk and yes that is the truth.. See this isn’t sarcasm this is reality. My dad is very smart but a heavy drinker and my mom means well and is sweet but flips out all the time at shit she can’t control. I live with my aunt she’s nice but her fucking kids are nuts, my recovering junky cousin Jenn whom I have to hide shit from and my overly depressed cousin mike who eats the food I buy for me and takes my smokes and all that jazz. The best part is that mike is 29 and Jenn is 26, 27. I mean you would figure that would have it together right, no. then after all that shit I go to work at local pub called durty nellys which isn’t so bad but the behind the scenes drama is far beyond driven, I just keep my ass out of it. And the general public isn’t so bad but I swear they are all retarded. I’m not going to get into it but I often wonder how many times did they touch the burning stove before they realized it was hot, it makes my head explode. I see fashion victims left right up and down. I feel as if no matter how much I try and escape I’m chained down by this people culture nonsense. I feel the only way to get away is through sleep.. the last year I’ve had it hard I’ve worked 3 jobs and didn’t know the difference between tired and awake, my best friend died it broke me kind of I didn’t realize how much he actually understood me until he was dead. And that was this past may and it still sucks but hey that’s life when it rains it sure knows how to pour. Even though I generally happy I want to just go away. My heart has been broken to peaces and put back together and broken again and rinse and repeat. I don’t know what stress is nor depression but I know sadness I’ve felt that and happiness I felt that.  if your from PA join this shit |
Likes
 Good people, why would any one like mean people their mean lol. happiness, love, friendship, trust, movies it don't matter which kind as long as it peaks my interest. training, martial arts changed the whole way i think and act and it keeps me in shape, no lazzyness, it makes me more aware and act more respectfully towards life. Concerts especially the ozz fest oooo yeah the best times ever. Parties, who doesn't like to party lol. music i love listening to music aspecially music with meaning. and most of all i love life it has its twist and turns but in the end it all works out, if ones heart desires it to.. |
Dislikes
RAPE,,,,, ABUSE, SEEING A WOMAN MISS TREATED SEEING A WOMAN CRY... hate, haters, hateing"(y hate on people u don't even know, i mean is it the way they look or somehthing alot of mother fuckers would be suprised with whom they will get along with)". racest, feminist, sexist, pretty much i dislike every that ends in an ist. War, Pain suffering, crack heads and junkys, rude people, mean people misserable people. stuck up people, people that just treat others like shit, why does it make u feel good u just ruined some ones day.. child abuse animal abuse. possesive people, control freaks..a signiffant other that acts like a parent more than the person you love.  people who constantly call when i'm doin something like work or listening to music and especially when i'm sleeping. i disslike seeing my family fall apart cause every one wont just get over shit. pretty much to sum all this up into one... i dislike people who live in this world and cause pain, saddness and depression, People just need to free their minds and work with eachother to get the job done...
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Favorite Music
| Iron Maiden, Black Sabbath, Bullet for my valentine jimmy hendrix, pantera, white zombie, killswitch enguage, korn, soulfly, deftones, walls of jericho, bleeding through, As i lay dying, heaven shall burn, six feet under, slayer, mudvayne, shadows fall, fearfactory, lamb of god, Hatebreed, cold, the police, incubus, tool, A perfect circle, and bob marley, queens of the stone age, foo fighters, soundgarden, 40 below summer, children of bodom and van fucking halen..irish folk music, celtic bagpipes..... etc... TO MUCH TO WRITE... |
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