General Data
Name: Savannah
Friends call me: Savvy
I'll keep this simple.
» I am happily taken.
» I am a VF addict, and I am Premium.
» I am about intellect, respect, and creativity.
» I think it's helpful to understand and ebmrace the importance of diversity, culture, freedom of expression and respect (for other religious views, differences in opinion, etc).
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» I am not religious, whatsoever; I do not follow any religion, nor do I want/feel any need to. I will not judge you based on religion. In fact, I'd be interested to know about what you believe in and why. I don't close myself out completely to that kind of thing - I enjoy learning about different perspectives/beliefs. I will respect you if you respect me.
» I read (mostly only non-fiction) as much as I can,
and I listen to music, equally as much.
I have over 32.8 days of music on my iTunes;
6132 of those songs are of the metal genre (Thrash, Power, Progressive, Death, Black, Doom, Grindcore, Gothic, Symphonic... everything, mostly).
The rest are a few songs from different artists of other genres. I despise Country.
» I smoke weed. It helps me calm down a bit/not get so anxious, and it helps me focus on my art. Moderation is the key, but I love smoking - especially with friends.
» I draw, write, I love photography (contests on cults and contest cults make me happy when I'm bored and feeling creative), and I like making jewelry. I also play my flute once in a while (I was in band for close to six years).
» I'll drink occasionally, but it's not necessarily fun in my opinion to be drunk, and I don't usually ever enjoy drinking that much.
I'll rate people based on their profiles and the content within (when I rate somebody, it's because I have read all of their profile and have enjoyed it).
Or, if I get rated a 10, I will usually rate a 10 back.
Doesn't mean much to me.
Also, I am probably the only person on this damn site that actually enjoys getting cult invites!
This is my life:
♥ I love Oz. He is me in male form.
He is everything I have ever wanted,
and the only person I have ever cared about this much.
Autobiography
I'm nothing special.
I'm a bag of emotional nonsense and artistic vomit.
My father's death is something that has changed my life completely;
He was diagnosed with cancer in 2002. He then had two heart attacks, and after developed emphysema. He had to be on oxygen 24/7. Long story short, he was in pain for about 10 years. A strong man and an amazing father. He passed away November 2011, and I miss him every day. Life is a fucking struggle.
I'm depressed, anxious, and bipolar.
I'm hypocritical, unnecessarily complex, I think too much, I'm self-conscious, selfish, and sometimes very bitchy.
I'm not too good with people, and I never have been. But at the same time, I absolutely love people in the right atmospheres; respect is usually all that matters to me.
People can be the most vindictive, perverted, obnoxious, cruel, and violent pieces of shit. But I have seen the brighter side of things, as well.
I appreciate the littlest of things.
I absolutely love my friends, and I always will.
I'm very happy with my boyfriend, Ozcar.
Pursue happiness,
with diligence.
Anyway...
We'll probably have something in common.
Also, I love discussion.
Send me a message, we'll chat.
Savvy's Mind
You're about to see a bunch of my slimy mind bullshit - random thoughts, opinions, inspirations, etc.
Currently Reading:
"Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood."
-Marie Curie
"When you're taught to love everyone, to love your enemies, then what value does that place on love?"
-Marilyn Manson
"I've often felt that dreams are answers to questions we haven't yet figured out how to ask."
-The X-files
"If you could say it in words, there would be no need to paint."
-Book of Origins
"Listen up, maggots. You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You're the same decaying organic matter as everything else"
-Fight Club
Good is the thing that you favor,
Evil is your sour flavor
You cannot sedate,
All the things you hate
[Marilyn Manson - Dogma]
I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what I've been hiding in
My shadow.
Change is coming through my shadow.
My shadow's shedding skin
I've been picking
My scabs again.
[Tool - Forty-six & 2]
Shrouding all the ground around me
Is this holy crow above me.
Black as holes within a memory
And blue as our new second sun.
I stick my hand into his shadow
To pull the pieces from the sand.
Which I attempt to reassemble
To see just who I might have been.
I do not recognize the vessel,
But the eyes seem so familiar.
Like phosphorescent desert buttons
Singing one familiar song...
[Tool - Third Eye]
So familiar and overwhelmingly warm
This one, this form I hold now.
Embracing you, this reality here,
This one, this form I hold now, so
Wide eyed and hopeful.
Wide eyed and hopefully wild.
We barely remember
What came before this precious moment,
Choosing to be here right now.
Hold on, stay inside...
This body holding me,
Reminding me that I am not alone in
This body makes me feel eternal.
All this pain is an illusion.
[Tool - Parabol]
I have never heard his voice nor have I ever seen his form.
Yet still he casts his dark shadow on the light of my being.
Death -- Negation of being.
Wraith of inner sanctum.
Apparition of my amorphousness.
Solemnity of my disembodiment.
Death -- Decay.
Creator of corpses.
Principle of annihilation.
Secret of negativity.
Unspeakable silence.
Despairing monologue.
[Celtic Frost - Totengott]
If you die when there's no one watching
Then your ratings drop and you're forgotten
But if they kill you on their TV
You're a martyr and a lamb of god
Nothing's going to change
Nothing's going to change the world
[Marilyn Manson - Lamb Of God]
Pursue happiness,
With diligence.
[Mastodon - The Sparrow]
Savvy's Favorites
» The X-files, House, Bones.
» The Simpsons, Family Guy, Robot Chicken, Wonder Showzen, Xavier: Renegade Angel, Superjail, Metalocalypse, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Jackass, Wildboyz.
» The Grand Design by Stephen Hawking
Insomnia by Stephen King
The Time Machine by H. G. Wells
The Long Hard Road Out Of Hell by Marilyn Manson
» Forensic Anthropology, Quantum Physics, Neurobiology, Psychology.
» Scientific American
HowStuffWorks
» Coca-cola, marlboro menthols, medical grade chronic, the metal genre (Thrash, Power, Progressive, Death, Black, Doom, Grindcore, Gothic, Symphonic... everything, mostly), psychological thrillers, comedies, non-fiction, Spring, octopuses, art.
Savvy's Cults
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