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My name is Emily, though no one really calls me that. I normally go by Emmy, Em or Emz (very rarely Sarin). I hate being called Emma. That is not my name and if you call me that, you will be ignored. I also hate being asked "What does pansexual mean?" Look it up: if you ask me, I will ignore you! I am 19 years old and I was born on 7th November 1989 in Gloucester. I have 2 half-brothers, 1 brother and 2 sisters and, until September 2008, I lived in Gloucester with my parents and 2 sisters. I currently live in Birmingham where I plan to stay for a while, though I may live go to mainland Europe somewhere for a few years after my degree.

I am a proud member of the Conservative party. I have supported them for as long as I can remember and I am so glad to finally become a part of something I believe so much in.

I am naturally blonde but I currently have brown hair which is quite short and horribly styled as it's a grown-out mohawk. I have blue eyes, stand at 5'3" tall and I am a UK size 18. My ethnicity is a bit strange so I'll just say I'm a mix of British and Eastern European blood. I'm Scottish on paper.

I'm into my piercings and I have had 14 in total, but 9 remain. Currently, I have my ears done twice (but they have been done 4 times each), my navel once (but it has been done twice), my nose, septum and snakebites. I don't have any tattoos and that's because I know that it will never be perfect, though I do have a few ideas floating around.

I have changed a lot over the past year or so and it's definitly for the better. I've suffered from depression since I was 13 and I finally beat it in 2007 when I was 17. I did everything: antidepressants, counselling, anger management and time-management but nothing worked for me. It took me 4 years, but I hope that those who are depressed who do read this realise that only they can help themselves.

I am at The University of Birmingham to study Ancient History BA. For my GCSE's, I got 2 A*, 4 A's, 4 B's and a C. At AS Level, I took Biology, Chemistry, History and Philosophy & Ethics and got and A in General Studies, B in Philosophy and Ethics, C in History, D in Chemistry and D in Biology. For A Level I got D in Chemistry, B in History, B in Philosophy & Ethics and A in General Studies.

I do like my music, but I wouldn't say it is my life as I don't devote myself to it or listen to it constantly. My music taste is weird and I like everything. Yes, I may like Aesthetic Perfection, W13, 3IOB etc, but I also like Aqua, James Blunt, Christina A etc. It doesn't make me "any less goth": that's just stupid. I listen to what I want, when I want and that is the way it will stay.