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and the skin won't ever be cleansed from the dirt... Sex: female Age: 20 Location: where the wild roses grow, Budapest, Hungary Member since: June 30, 2006 Account: Free Account Orientation: Straight Status: Slut Occupation: guardian angel ADD FRIEND ADD FAVORITE ADD TO SHITLIST ADD TO CULT BLOCK USER REPORT USER

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so basically i am: obsessed.passionate.complicated.finnfreak.caring.messy.funny. perverted.constant.daring.hyper-sensitive.crazy.hot-headed. closed.confused.many-sided.sexaholic.musicaholic.loving. mistrustful.sweet.depressed.lost.shy.offending.self-blaming. pleasure-seeker.insistent.hopeless.curious.dreamy.affectionate. pessimistic.tough.stubborn.intense.different.intelligent.fighter. just like you :) By the river Piedra I sat down and wept. There's a legend that everything that falls into the water of this river - leaves, insects, the feathers of birds - is transformed into the rocks that make the riverbed. If only I could tear out my heart and hurl it into the current, then my pain and longing would be over, and I could finally forget. By the river Piedra I sat down and wept. The winter air chills on my cheeks and my tears fall into the cold waters that course past me. Somewhere, this river joins another, then another, until far from my heart and sight all of them merge with the sea. May my tears run just as far, that my love might never know that one day I cried for him. May my tears run just as far, that I might forget the river Piedra, the monastery, the mists and the paths we walked together. I shall forget the roads, the mountains and the fields of my dreams, the dreams that will never come true. I remember my magic moment that instant when a "yes" or a "no" can change one's life forever. It seems so long ago now. It is so hard to believe that it was only last week that I found my love once again, and then lost him. I am writing this story on the bank of the river Piedra. My hands are freezing, my legs are numb and every minute I want to stop. "Seek to live. Remembrance is for the old." - he said. Perhaps love makes us old before our time or young, if youth has passed. But how can I not recall those moments? That is why I write, to try to turn sadness into longing, solitude into remembrance. So that when I finish telling myself the story, I can toss it into the Piedra. That's what the woman who has given me the shelter told me to do. Only then in the words of one of the saints will the water extinguish what the flames have written. All love stories are the same... the books i read: Keyes: Flowers For Algernon(my all time favourite) Tisza Kata: Reváns Orwell: 1984 Wass Albert: Elvész A Nyom Puskin: Anyegin Kundera: The Unbearable Lightness Of Being Paulo Coelho Books Harry Potter Books the films i watch: LORA Meet Joe Black Der Untergang Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain Talk To Her Kontroll American Beauty Shine Pulp Fiction Memoirs of a Geisha The Last Samurai Snatch Matrix The Green Mile Bridget Jones's Diary Lola rennt K-Pax Babel Állitsátok meg Terézanyut! and the animes of course: Air(the best one of all time) The Vision Of Escaflowne Hana Yori Dango Full Metal Alchemist Vampire Knight Honey And Clover Paradise Kiss Yu Yu Hakusho Trigun

GIGS.sex.Finnish-rock.Finnish guys.Pink Elephant cigarettes.beer.friends. psychology.getting drunk.Hana Yori Dango.the word:sweetheart.rollercoasters. figure-skating.Weebl and Bob.Mortal Kombat.Sing The Sorrow.Japan.cold. coffee.Love Metal.lyrics.parties.guitar picks.dreads.eyeliner.hugs.Billy & Mandy. internet.flowers.blue eyes.London.studying Finnish.black and pink.uniqueness. freckles.colored hair.Monthy Python.my mp3 player.Haribo.apple-juice.craziness. mess.deep thoughts.girl-talks.bars.crosses.to love.to be loved.friday nights.pain-killers. Anorectic.dancing.guitar solos.cherries.first rows.South Park.vodka-orange.cartoons. Termination Bliss.guys with make-up.cocktails.chocolate.popcorn.Converse shoes. lime capriosca.shopping.poems.Final Fantasy VIII.snow.tequila(silver and cold ^^)

dishonesty.perfection.Mika.yellow.hypocricy.swimming.whores.Coldplay.school. BORAT.physics.Tom Cruise.sunshine.insecurity.seeing people cry.hungarian drivers. homophobs.idiots.shallow guys.Paris Hilton.lies.tears.saying goodbye.bad-hair days. being judged at first sight.brit pop.Mr. Bean.showing off.rain.queues.red wine.dance-music. P.E.teachers.maths.stupidity.strawberries.narrow-mindedness.selfishness.pain.running. post gig depression.being told off.ex-boyfriends.Beavis & Butthead.labels.mornings. hangovers.malice.waiting.George W. Bush.pretending.jealousy.Scooby Doo.TRL. honey.lack of cigarettes.misunderstanding.gipsies.boredom.helplessness.menthol. mini-skirts.making beds.insincerity.anger.university.ppl with too much self-confidence.

3 Doors Down, 4LYN, The 69 Eyes, AFI, Apoptygma Berzerk, Ákos, Beyond All Reason, Billy Talent, The Birthday Massacre, Crossfade, Day Eleven, Deathstars, Depeche Mode, Dope Stars Inc., Dr. Melancholia, Drugzone, Evanescence, Flinch, For My Pain, Gogol Bordello, Green Day, Heijaste, HIM, Hiperkarma, Jann Wilde & The Rose Avenue, Jesus On Extasy, Kittie, Lacrimosa, Lacuna Coil, Lights Go Out, Linkin Park, Lordi, Lovex, Lullacry, Malice In Wonderland, Mandragora Scream, Marilyn Manson, Metallica, Negative, Nickelback, Nightwish, Nine Inch Nails, Paramore, Parasite City, Placebo, Poets Of The Fall, Private Line, Psyclon Nine, Rammstein, The Rasmus, Reflexion, Rózsaszín Pitbull, SaraLee, Seether, Silverstein, System Of A Down, Uniklubi, Wednesday 13, Wet Lips, The Winyls, undsoweiter undsoweiter... describes me so well... but you are what you believe in, come rain or shine in your garden of weeping...

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Gothica666 [Reply]	Sep 04, 2008, 03:21pm new 10. Gothica "Sorrow rebuild me as I step out of the light Misery strengthen me as I say my goodbyes"
Amina_LaVey [Reply]	Sep 02, 2008, 01:49am Baszki....ezt kár volt Annyira édes ez kis undormány! Amina LaVey
Slaughterama [Reply]	Aug 30, 2008, 02:23am hey sorry i left , went to the pub and no id never tell you to shut the fuck up i just wont stop complimenting you is all lol
Slaughterama [Reply]	Aug 29, 2008, 09:58pm lol whats this? your allowed to be all cute and leave compliments but i cant? thats hardly fair...especially for how sexy i think you are
Slaughterama [Reply]	Aug 29, 2008, 09:45pm no no...not a one night stand at all...lol wow i sound like a whore? bahah if it was like...soemone i knew...or trusted and they were like..."hey...you know what " and i found them attractive i wouldnt have a problem being lik...ya okay...i mean, in a way, its all about them being happy right lol i totally know how you feel...it sucks... i hate guys like that got in a fight with a good friend who did that to a girl...i didnt even know her. lol and hey, your not allowed to just say your good in bed...tease:P haha guuuh...you hate your body? okay so that one picture...the pink belt is hot.. but yoru body...looks absolutely amazing...you have hips..that are perfect..a full chest...incredible lips... and now your just getting me going...i better stop:P
Slaughterama [Reply]	Aug 29, 2008, 09:27pm sex is important in a relationship, but if your relationship is good and you care for each other and what not, the sex will come, and be good:P lol i dunno...far from a user or anything like that...but i dont have a problem if it worked out or was someone i could trust doing it as a oen time thing or whatever lol. i dunno. maybe im wierd haha ah...well, he or she is a dumbass for being on the bad side of a girl who seemse amazing and beauitful. and thats definately no good if thats all guys see you for...cause you seem like alot more... but it could be the fact that you are sooo damn beauitful..and are built how women should look...and as a result, excuse this comment...but definately look like you would be alot of fun in bed lol.
Slaughterama [Reply]	Aug 29, 2008, 09:15pm lol but dont get me wrong sex is a wonderful thing too...im nto all..omg have to be i a relationship or whatever...i just mean its not what matters in a relationship lol
Slaughterama [Reply]	Aug 29, 2008, 09:12pm skinny whores suck your fucking beautiful for sure lol and i would appreciate yoou, you seem sincere, and fun. dancing is fun too...but theres a good band playin our local pub tonight..should be fun. lol haha i just mean like...im not a stereotypical guy all...wow wanna have sex and thats all i care about, and when it comes to relationships i like to think i actually know how to treat a girl the way they deserve to be...but also dont give second chances...and take great pride in being different from the average guy...i hope anyways
Slaughterama [Reply]	Aug 29, 2008, 08:59pm lol oh well thats no good, id like to see hungary sometime. dont know why lol. and your welcome, i was just being honest! hehe its true, your stunning. should be fun to party, i think im goin to the pub tonight things are good, gettin ready to start college. lol oooh.. a 10 back...and kisses!? hehe lucky me. lol and you do seem awesome
Slaughterama [Reply]	Aug 29, 2008, 06:06pm hey, hows it going? whats it like living in hungary anyways, you seem like an awesome girl...if everything you say is true :P lol anyways have a 10 your beauitful.

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