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Sex: female
Age: 28
Location: , , South Africa
Orientation: Straight
Rating: 9.71
Rating points: 2077
Member since: October 30, 2006
Last logged in: Invisible
Status: Single
Account Status: Free Account
Rated by: 214 people
Latest Journal Entry: So why am I missing once AGAIN???   December 07, 2008, 01:15pm

Profile:
THIS PROFILE IS UNDER PERMANENT CONSTRUCTION
S T A A R I




Name:
Imoen Levanah Staari

Sex:
Female

Age:
Born in the 80's: 13'th of July

Location:
South Africa

Nationality:
Dutch and Portuguese

Occupation:
Designer and Talamascan

Member since:
October 30, 2006

This user is currently
stalking you

Status:

Owned

Account:
Free otherwise Premium

Religion:
Occultist

Nature:
Sick, Twisted
Sadistic little Bitch


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I N T R O D U C T I O N


I am uncontrollably curious
I feel happiest when I'm contemplating the meaning of the universe
And the order of things, what is real and what is not
I love and study the unknown, seek answers which don't exist
I question most things
I analyze and break everything down to the smallest detail
I need to know everything ... all the time

I am possessive
Occasionally bird~brain syndrome kicks in
I have been told that I have a mind like a butterfly
I think too much

I have been a student of the Old Religion for 15 years
In reality ... all my life
I believe in magick
I believe in myself

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Im Just Me
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I'm a random profile viewer and
I tend to click on a profile quite often
This does not make me a stalker
If it bothers you then block me!

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P A S S I O N S



~ Candles ~
I like the light and power to control.

~ Crystals & Gems ~
These tiny little things totally amaze me,
I have a strange tendency to put them in my mouth all the time ... ? ...

~ Runes & Tarots ~
Divination overall.
Currently using the Rider Tarots
But also own the Winged Spirits and a French deck I don't use.

~ Music ~
It effects me. As you will see in my music section I have a huge variety and most of them are not even listed.

~ Fantasy & Horror ~
This would apply to books and movies. I very much prefer fantasy and horror of any sort above anything else.

~ RPG and RTS ~
Computer games and Role Play games.
This includes Deicide Online and Entropia.
I am sadly addicted to Oblivion at the moment.
I love D&D, Cyber-Punk and Call of Cthuhlu!

~ WarHammer ~
40K Chaos. Painting these bloody things is a nightmare.
Dark Eldar and also the Dark Elves are a favorite.
I cannot make up my mind which ones I like more.

~ Magic The Gathering ~
This is one of worst obsessions. I have a problem with walking into a store that stocks these cards because I can easily bankrupt myself.

~ Peoples eyes & Human Skeletons ~
Maybe I should have been some kind of Doctor ...

~ Religions, Traditions & Beliefs ~
~ Mythology, Philosophy & Theology ~
~ Unexplained Mysteries & The Paranormal ~
A great interest! I am a Talamascan.

~ Trees & Mountains ~
They are to me living ... each tree has an individual spirit
Every mountain a voice.

~ All forms of Art & Poetry ~
Suppose tis because of my own Creativity ...?...
Or could be that I'm a very visual and imaginative person ... who knows?

~ Full Moons, Serpent Moons & The Night Sky ~
Ok here I have to explain something ... A Serpent Moon is rare!
It is the massive, gigantic moon that appears once every 3-4 years ... you know ...
The big red one that makes you think the moon and earth are about to collide ... that one!

~ Rain ... I'm fascinated by it ~
Personally I'm terrified of thunderstorms and blizzard winds.

~ Creatures: Beautiful people in mind & spirit ~
When I say creatures I am mostly referring to the extraordinary people in my tiny life.
I have found many such people here on VF and other places
They come and go ... some stay for a life time others just one minute ...
My friends and favorites list contain some of them.
The real special ones that I feel comfortable with and trust are:
ChesireCat My love!
Evolved_Human Words cannot discribe how wonderful she is!
deadxm0m A super-cool mom!
Paul_in_Wonderland A dear friend!
WastedFlesh A very old friend!

~ All Animals ~
Mainly felines, reptiles and rodents.
I would trust an animal before I trust a human.

~ Colors: Black, Silver & Red ~
At the moment my main color is Red ... to work with ...
Artistically speaking.
Black is the color I usually wear.
And silver (the metal) jewelery.

~ Intelligence ~
If you are stupid ... DO NOT TALK TO ME!

~ Honesty ~
This to me is a necessity in a friendship or potential friendship.
I give everyone a chance ... unless you give me reason not to.
I give a lot of credit to those who are honest!

~ Aleister Crowley * Leonardo Da Vincci * Hannibal Lecter ~
Have you ever read Crowley's work?
Do you even know that most of the bands you listen to refer to him?
Leonardo ... I don't really need to explain why ... do I?
Hannibal Lecter is in my mind brilliant ...
Not the actor but the Character!

~ Magick in All Forms ~
I chose the Pagan path.

~ My own little bit of Beauty ~

~ And For Some Strange Reason Dead Birds ~
I would never kill them but seeing a bird that died naturally
Is very artistic to me.


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W A R - F L A G S / D A N G E R - Z O N E S


WARNING: DO NOT SEND ME CULT INVITATIONS WHERE I HAVE TO FILL OUT AN APPLICATION TO BE ACCEPTED!!!

Animal Abusers should be given the same treatment
As the Animals they have Mistreated!



~ Hypocrites & Authority ~
Just because someone has the authority it doesn't always make them right!
I have a major authority problem.
As for hypocrites ... I don't think I need to explain myself.

~ Very bad Language, Spelling or Grammar ~
I have noticed that most of the newbies are little kids that cannot spell to save their lives and their language is incomprehensible. I cannot get this past me. What sort of people raise their children with bad english like that? I know I use foul language now and again but the furthest that I will go on my profile is the word "shit", which technically isn't a swear word (Perhaps this is my excuse for using it ... don't know). But seriously. The newbie kiddies are terrible, to them using bad language is suppose to be "cool"??? Its beyond me. Go back to school or a grade back if you cannot spell either.

~ Sex ages 13 to 16 ~
If anyone of you little brats do decide to use your little pee-brains and read this (or can actually read this) then please do know the following:
Putting those words (I love sex) on your profile is degrading! It symbolizes no self respect for yourself and others. It is not something to advertise nor be proud of. Note Please: people find it pathetic. And one more thing, don't be surprised if you end up with a kid at the age of 15, it'll be your own doing and you will have no one else to blame except yourself.

~ Stupidity ~
It is one thing to be stupid but deliberate stupidity is inexcusable!
Don't act dumb or I will treat you like you are dumb!
Being a hard-ass, pig-headed or stubborn won't get you any where either!

~Drug Abuse~
This doesn't really classify weed.
I find it very important that most people know. I do not like drug abuse!
I am, for those of you who do not know how to check profile stats ... over 25 years old! If I have the "WILL" to survive ... then why don't you? I was strong ... and if I am ... then anyone else can be to. Its a matter of want and "WILL".
I have done things I am not proud of ... this I wouldn't change. For the sake of knowledge ... but was still bad! This like it or not is a weakness ... and they know it! Stupid ... literally! They give in to drugs to make their lives more interesting each day or to escape reality (because they cannot cope - proof of weakness). I pity them but want to beat the crap out of them for being stupid at the same time!

~ Bible Bashers ~
They go hand-in-hand with hypocrites!
I hate it when people preach to me ...
A priest tried to bribe me with chocolate the other day to go to church ... ? ... I'm seriously not kidding!
I respect other's beliefs and traditions. Do the same for me!
Sure ... tell me God loves me, I shall accept and be greatful but after that please get the hell out of my face.

~ Holier than thou judgemental Pricks ~
I have been burning to elaborate on this ...
I refer to snobs that think money can get you everything ...
I'm not poor and I'm not struggling but I don't flaunt it and I don't show off! And I definitely don't think I'm better than others ...
Well some ... depending on the level of intelligence.
Saying Judgemental ... I am not referring to the rate bar on here. I mean being judged for your religion, style and flaws! No one is perfect! That is what makes us individual.
That is why I so despise the Beauty Cults on VF and most of the Barbie Twits controlling them!
Some "goths" that think they are only to stick to their own kind for the sake of their little reputations ... I dedicate this to you for your narrow-mindedness. I'm so sure that's all that being gothic is about now isn't it?
Another thing that falls under this is the Premium Members issue ...
Dearies just because I don't have premium (on occasions) it does not mean I cannot afford it or become one in a snap! If you think you are better than others then think again. And with that "Oh how dare you rate me a 1" attitude you can expect a stuff up! I have news for you ... People are more likely to criticize you and rate you a 1 if you have a shit attitude! Not to mention that stupid downrater's cult some of you idiots belong to.

~ Rapists ~
I need say no more!

~ Racist Earth Destroying War Hungry Twits ~
I am referring to that stupid Bush Idiot and our South African sad excuse for a president (Thank him for stuffing up our country). Also dear twit in our neighbouring country Zimbabwe. God if I was an assassin those shits would be the first ones to go! I can go on about this ... but lets just leave it at that for now!

~ Little "flash my breasts and undies" Teens ~
Little girls that flash their breasts on VF and takes shots in their underwear I cannot stand.
It might get some perverts attention but what it actually says is that you are easy and cheap. Get some self respect! It gives the impression that you are practising to be a whore, next step: try the street corner.
No wonder we have pedophiles on VF and everywhere in the world. Don't say you were raped if you act like a cheap skanky whore.
You get what you deserve!

~ "Death Threats" via chat / internet ~
To be honest this irritates me, so many profiles on VF have "if you (insert negative action here), then I will (insert aggressive reaction here)". This leads me to ask: What the hell are they thinking? Are they going to punch the other user through the screen? Get them kicked off VF? (Just by the way if you are one of those that threaten in such a pathetic manner then please read THIS and THIS. And good luck if the person lives in another country, your plane ticket should be well worth it) PLEASE!


~ Self Absorbed Liars ~
People who lie to get attention or make others think they "Just the Shit".
If you are caught out doing so ... expect a negative reaction.
I'm not an idiot, I give everyone a chance and am not unreasonable,
If I catch you lying to me then you can just as well forget we know each other.
Admitting to a lie will give you half credit. It takes a lot I know.
If I suspect you are lying I will make myself distant.
I am open and honest and expect the same in return.

~ People that have their heads stuck so far up their asses ~
If you think you are just the shit ... then you are ... just the shit!
You are God to no one! Just remember that!

~ Self Centered Morons ~
The me me me phrase doesn't do it for me ... in life its a give and take situation.
Talking about yourself all the time gets bloody boring, no one likes it if you are so wrapped up in yourself that you can't ask "how are you?" and mean it let alone the constant bitching about things in your own little life!

~ People who cheat on their partners ~
If you want to be a whore or a man-whore then at least have a little respect for the other person and let them know before hand! I hope you get AIDS and die or pick up some sick disease and your private parts rot off! No wonder the horrid disease is everywhere!

~ Chickens ~
I really don't like them, I hate them. The only good chicken is a dead chicken. Those birds are foul smelling, disgusting, dirty animals.

~ Downright plain rudeness ~
I have manners ... I was brought up with manners!
If you don't have any please don't speak to me!
In My Shit List you will find a few people who do not deserve my respect.

~ Dogs & Perverts ~
... They are just about the same thing ~
Dogs hump everything, they smell, are dirty, they shit in the house and are stupid!
Perverts aren't any better and annoy the hell out of me!

~ South Africa ~
Do you want to be raped? Murdered? Stolen bare? Assaulted? Do you want your baby raped? Cage yourself into your own home for saftey? Treated inhumanly? Threatened with your life at gun point? Your pets poisoned?
Come to South Africa! We have the best country in the world! The best and most criminal activity. Be sure to pack your own guns, knives and poison!
I hate this country! It is by far the worse in the world.


If you suit any of the above traits that are listed in my
dislikes section please don't bother talking to me because
I will raise my opinion in full force and you will have to label me a bitch!
* Thank you and have a nice day! *


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R A N D O M - S T U F F S


Series':

Supernatural * Dr Who * Dexter

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Movies I like:

Silence of the Lambs * Hannibal
Lady Hawke * Stardust * Tank Girl
Interview with a Vampire * Queen of the Damned
Innocent Blood * Frankenstein * Breed
Harry Potter * Lord of the Rings
Saw * Texas Chainsaw Massacre * Natural Born Killers
Twelve Monkeys * Phantom of the Opera
Born Indentity * Born Supremacy * Devil Nights
Seven * The Craft * Wrong Turn * 13 Ghosts
Sixth Sense * 5'th Element * The Devils Advocate
The Exorcism of Emily Rose * The Exorcist the Beginning
Beetlejuice * Cats Eye * Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
Dracula * The Elephant Man * Moulin Rouge
The Prestige * Brain Scan

I hate Monty Python (use to love it)! I have very little time and patience for anyone who speaks of it due to some idiot whom I use to give a lift to for almost 3 years repeating the whole bloody movie (The Holy Grail) word for word and being scared with the words:
"We are the knights of Nie!"
I shall kill you! Do not repeat any lines from this movie ... it really irritates the shit out of me.

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I live in my own little world,
But its ok, they know me here!

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HL:

"You still wake up sometimes, don't you? You wake up in the dark and hear the screaming of the lambs."

"Now you're being rude, and I hate rude people."

"As your mother tells you, and my mother certainly told me, it is important, she always used to say, always to try new things."

"Why, hello Clarice."

"Fly, fly, fly, Clarice. Fly, fly, fly."

"Paul, I told you, if you're going to be rude to our guests you'll have to sit at the kiddie table."

"A census taker once tried to test me. I ate his liver with some fava beans and a nice chianti."

"And be grateful. Our scars have the power to remind us that the past was real."

"Remarkable boy. I do admire your courage. I think I'll eat your heart."

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I often wonder if other dogs think that poodles
are members of some weird religious cult.

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CTHULHU FOR PRESIDENT
The Dawning of a New Era




Cthulhu for President. Why vote for a lesser evil?
This site:
Is dedicated to the great old one, who should return from his slumber to take over the U.S. government and make this country a whole hell of a lot better as the leader of our executive branch. Or destroy it and drive everyone insane, kill us all, or something really nasty!

Remember, Cthulhu for President!
Why vote for the lesser of two evils?


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My Anxieties or Phobias:

Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
Gerascophobia - Fear of growing old.
Alektorophobia - Fear of chickens.
Astrapophobia - Fear of thunder and lightning.
Ophthalmophobia - Fear of being stared at.

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S O U N D S

And out of the darkness, the zombie did call,
True pain and suffering he brought to them all,
Away ran the children to hide in their beds,
For fear that the devil would chop off their heads!


A wide variety but mainly:

INDUSTRIAL ~ METAL ~ GOTHIC


Static X * My ruin * NIN
Tool * Rammstein * Guano Apes
Rob Zombie * Marilyn Manson * Disturbed
Metallica * Mudvayne * Korn

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Nightwish * Diorama * Girls Under Glass
Type O Negative * Obituary * Black Sabbath
Ministry * Pantera * Sepultura
Sisters Of Mercy * L7 * Deftones
Diary Of Dreams * Depeche Mode * Seether
Pixies * Bush * Otep * Coal Chamber
Guns N Roses * Blue Oyster Cult * Evanescence
Offspring * Greenday * Nirvana * Covenant
Tori Amos * Loreena Mckennit * Alphaville
System Of A Down * Machine Head * Placebo
Mindless Self Indulgence * Dimmu Borgir
Queen of the Dambed Sound Track
Orgazma Tracks

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C O M M E N T / R A T E

~ I am a Profile Viewer ~
I really love viewing and rating profiles. I am not unreasonable when I rate.

I rate according to:

The color use ... sometimes even no color (black and white alone) looks good.

The words ... grammar and language. When I say language I mean have you used bad language or found another more suitable way of saying things? Grammar ... no one is perfect and if someone does happen to have a spelling mistake or is from another country ... I am considerate. If its a page filled with rude language or if its insulting for me to read then I down rate. If I really cannot read it due to its size then I don't even bother reading nor rating and I close the window.

The picture ... If you have half naked pics on your main profile page ... expect a down-rate unless it is artistic, in which case it goes up. I don't care if you have porn or like porn or even do porn but this is a site where 13 year olds dwell. Have some sort of intellect and think a little further.

Interest ... this actually does say a lot about a person. I read through each one to form a "basic" idea of what the person is like. Boring profiles stay neutral to me. If a person likes "drugs, sex and more drugs" does that not mean that person is a perv and a drug addict ... in which case if you take it a step further it would mean the person is a dog and weakling (by their own choice).

Layout ... I love pretty or interesting profiles. How different it is to another's the better! If a person doesn't have any layout and just the standard one ... it stays neutral.
Neutral means I do not down rate nor up.

If you wish to add me to your friends list:
Go to "Edit Lists" in the left nav box.
It'll give you a list in a box and under that it says:
"[ Add People to Your Lists ]" click on it.
Then just add name to the chosen list and submit.

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Please take note that my rate bar has been turned off on occassions!
You are welcome to leave a message if you so wish.

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