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my name is jenna i am seventeen years old and i live in florida US I'm a senior in highschool now, and I'm planning on going to college I'll be the first in my immidiate fammily to graduate highschool Theres alot to me,and i mean alot You couldnt tell everything about me just from reading this Let's see,i'll start young. When I was born I was born premature The doctors said I was supposed to die I was only born 6 weeks into the pregnancy all my organs collapsed things werent developed and my lungs died,my momma held me as i died I flatlined twice and they pulled the plug My mom told me she made funeral arrangements for me Had a coffin bought,had everything calling people.. keep in mind my mom was only sixteen when she had me mom told me she and the fammily prayed for me to get better and everytime they did my ratings went higher My heart started beating and the doctors all were like :O i ended up in newspapers,i ended up in stories i could literally fit in the palm of your hand. well,being born so early i grew up with alot of problems my knees dislocate in and out because of an unnattached ligement i have so ive recently gotten knee surgery my eyes were fucked up and ive allways beenREALLY thin so believe me when i say i know your pain with being made fun of.. people have allways found me an easy target to be made fun of elementary school was hell,i got bullied all the time due to a friend ethan,i've learned to let it roll off and not care because this isnt highschool,its life. .... i'm still pretty down to earth and have alot of close friends relationships?..no i dont like them,they don't seem to last because i am 17 i can't stay still,or when i do the partner can't. I've had alot of drama in my life but i've never said anything about it untill before this there were times when i had no one,no one to vent or talk to,so if you need to you can to me ARROGANCE? Lets get rid of it shall we?girls?stop with the bitchy IM HIGHER THAN EVERYONE BOW DOWN TO ME attitude,your not,i'm not higher than you you arent higher than me. if your commenting someone soley based on looks then you need to learn about things like STEALING PICTURES, AND PHOTOSHOP.tends to happen I think people are afraid of things they do not yet understand..this to me is absurd.. i think being pretty means showing me all of you..opening to me..being yourself,not just something you see someone else wear or do..after all life isn't monkey see monkey do. show me you have a brain and you will have my heart. if you show me you can think for yourself,i will most likely like you.. i end up liking or attracting people who have problems..i admit,i like boys who are unstable